This is my first cycle and i have been on it since 6/2/2014 . About 8 weeks. I started with 500mg test e. About 3 weeks ago i bumped myself up to 650mg plus 300mg NPP. ( i know i should use test p with NPP, but i didnt lol ) Anyways, I have noticed a change mentally. I Have been laid off work and im about to go back. Since i have been on this cycle. It is like i dwell on shit now especially women. I take paxil for this dwelling stuff and it usually helps. lol I shouldn't have started anyways. Should had lifted for at least another year first naturally. too late for that lol. I was feeling so much better mentally when i was natty. dont know if the mental stuff is related or not to the test and npp. I have seen strength gains for sure. Not a bunch of weight though. I have cut up more. All im saying is im ready to start tapering down now. How should i do this and what should i expect. Im worried cause i don't want my energy to go to shit with a new job. I figured i could go back to 500 next week and work back down too about 250. the npp i guess ill lower with it. Or just stop the npp. I have all the pct stuff in order. I can either go off of it. Or would it hurt me to blast and cruise for a lil while. Just asking your opinion. Im also thinking the mental shit will change when i get back to work. I just have to much time on my hands and have been chasing women none stop. let a few get in my hed. lol OH and diet was great at first its like my appitite just diminished for some reason.
sorry for all the rambling in there lol .
sorry for all the rambling in there lol .
