Here's some reading for you:
http://www.ironmagazineforums.com/a...rugs-if-youre-female-helping-female-read.html
HOWEVER .. please pay attention to getting your hormones stable first. You absolutely should be working w/ a doctor on this as you've apparently spent the primary years of hormonal maturity as a male. Particularly the female hormone system likes stability and can be very picky about getting going again. I have zero experience w/ what you are doing and wouldn't even begin to make guesses as to how long it will take your system to re-establish itself as an estrogen dominant system. And also just from the standpoint of building muscle, I would make sure you have the lifestyle to support the goal you want. Just taking steroids isn't really a viable option. You will be operating in an estrogen-dominant environment and what you are used to as a "man" is not the same for women. If your diet & training don't support hypertrophy and just relying on steroids while trying to be female will really produce a bunch of sides that I am not clear that you are clear on what you want. Women don't just get to have "big muscles" w/ steroids - ain't nuttin for free. Steroid use will immediately interrupt your period. This is expected. Voice change, acne, hair loss, etc. You never get to pick & choose the results & sides you want or are willing to accept when you start trying to manipulate the lines between being "male" and being "female". There is a reason for every sex hormone in your system and screwing around w/ that balance for one selected result comes w/ a bunch of other stuff you need to be responsible for. This can range from internal organ stress, blood pressure, lipid levels, as well as androgenic effects. And if your diet & training don't support the hypertrophy goal (i.e. if you continue taking steroids and eat like shit and sit on your ass) you will most likely just get "thick". Additionally sex hormone balance frequently directly affects your moods - i.e. depression, etc. This is also important to take into consideration and control. These are lifestyle choices - if your body & lifestyle & activities don't support the goals you want, you can't expect the steroids to get the results you want.
Please look at this as the long view of your life. It is incredibly hard on your body to manipulate hormone levels to the extremes and you need to undestand what you are doing. You've already bombed your system for 5 yrs to become a man, and now you want to move back. The body operates on stability, predictability and balance and you need to work with to get to your goals. Every time you try to cheat the speed and ability of your body to support a chance, you can eventually expect your body to tell you to go fuck yourself so if you are looking at lifetime goals w/o health issues, you very much need to look at this and take an intelligent, informed, and patient approach.
And even more so, at your age, there is absolutely a maturity and responsibility aspect to it - when you're in your teens and 20s you think you're invincible and impervious to everything and can make changes on the fly. Very much not the case. There are no quicky fixes for physical goals because it is something your body has to be able to support, regardless of what you think you want. You must already be aware of the broad scope of impact of steroid use. IMO it is even more complex trying to be a female while doing it so you need to be very intelligent about what you are doing.
To be very honest, I'd probably tell you to spend at least a couple years just letting your body rebalance itself, and in the mean time, you mentioned absolutely nothing about diet & training. Even as a man, as you get older, if you are doing nothing to support the mass you can gain in your 20s, it all turns to flab as androgen levels begin to drop. It is very much a lifiestyle thing and not a freebie that you get w/ steroid use.
What is your plan for diet & training?
