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The Clean Thread! An AP, SFW, LHJO, Prip, GICH Thread!
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well. . . i tried to stay away from cannabis, but i ended up getting toasted last night. i had some friends over and they brought a nifty little bong and a jar full of oil. i got dabbed out and ate everything in the fridge.
not like it really matters. my friend that was going to be my reference for the oilfield job got himself fired.
not like it really matters. my friend that was going to be my reference for the oilfield job got himself fired.
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No worries knig! Nothing wrong with smoking some tree. After banging H, tree is like eating cotton candy. Hell, I might add prips to my next cycle so's I can put some moar weight back on. My NB arse is down to
212 now
. A few PWO prips, along with tren n test, will prolly help to get back in the 240s again
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Y'all ever get the munchies after shooting dope? That shit always makes me wanna eat, especially when I smoke some tree with it. The ole lady and I killed off an XL Papa Johns supreme together after splitting a sack and a few prips along with it. Fun times!
No worries knig! Nothing wrong with smoking some tree. After banging H, tree is like eating cotton candy. Hell, I might add prips to my next cycle so's I can put some moar weight back on. My NB arse is down to
212 now
Love me two moderate prips before the gym. Just enough to drown out the backround but not enough to loose any motivation or energies. Plus it takes some of the filters off your mouth. I had this one fella who keeps on trying to talk to me. I was slightly stoned on tue and she starts talking to me when my headphones are in. And i finally just told the dude I'm here to lift not chit fucking chat.without the prips i probably would have just been annoyed and let it pile up until one day, after a hard day at work or some other outside annoyance pushed me over the edge and i would have gone nutty on his ass. .
i can't say i've ever felt hungry after using opiates, but i've never slammed dope. the farthest i've gone with that bitch was when i vaped some goo out of a fentanyl patch. that was the highest and sickest i've ever been.
i'd take dabs of honey oil over any Rx pain killer on the market. i fuckin' love dabs.
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Anyone ever mix pt141 and vit c and subq it? Fucking awesome.
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Never tried fent. I've heard it was really good. But, opiates are clearly nothing to F with. I've heard too many horror stories and seen folks die recently. I gotta new respect for that shit now. I actually OD'd the day of the wife's funeral. Luckily, the folks I was with found me b4 it was too late. I went upstairs to try and reset the router to my cable, next thing I knew, I was waking up on the couch with dude calling my name.
Apparently, when I didn't come downstairs after 20 minutes, they got concerned and went up to look for me. They found me lying in the corner, next to the router, completely purple and not breathing. Once dude drug me over to the couch, I was breathing again and came to after another hour. But that was enough to make me never want to touch the shit again mid is Ben alone, that'd have been all she wrote. I didn't realize till recently that there's more risk involved than just becoming addicted. Ur basically playing Russian roulette every time you slam the shit.
JFC gears ... I hope you stay away from that shit, truely bro
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my uncle just died from od
for the love of god and people that care about you morons
stop playing with your fucking life...aint it short enough
god damn you people
i type this shit with tears streaming down my face...fuck you idiot
for the love of god and people that care about you morons
stop playing with your fucking life...aint it short enough
god damn you people
i type this shit with tears streaming down my face...fuck you idiot
I've known Gears McGilf for years - dude is a founding member of DRSE - the fkg chairman a no less. It upsets the hell out of me it's even got this far
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Werd. It scared the shit out of me when I fount out what had happened. Long story, but that day, I decided not to go to the funeral, cause her folks were already upset with me. Her dad seemed to blame me for the fact that she'd been over doing her lortabs. Yet, he'd been giving her extra tabs from his own supply when she'd run out (he took it for back pain). Only difference is that I was getting extra from my cousin. Incidentally, she was buying tabs off a nigger that was a cousin of her co-worker, long before we met. None of that mattered, it was all my fault in his eyes.
Anyhoo, I was basically Estranged from her family at that point. So, rather than go to the funeral at 10:00am, I started drinking beer and ended up so morbidly depressed by 2:00 in the afternoon that I had thoughts I hadn't ever had before; as if I wanted to join her. So, I called up a coupla mates and suggested we make a run and get a few sacks. I got two sacks myself and decided to do a whole one, see what happens, kind of like it wasn't a serious attempt, but like a "let's see" if it happens, it happens." Immediately after I slammed it, I remember feeling panicky. All I could think about was trying to stay awake. But, it's just like going under anesthesia before surgery. U fall out immediately, no control over it.
After coming to, I had a whole new appreciation for life and realized that isn't what I want. That's bad shit. Once u pin it, u can't "un pin" it.
Anyhoo, I was basically Estranged from her family at that point. So, rather than go to the funeral at 10:00am, I started drinking beer and ended up so morbidly depressed by 2:00 in the afternoon that I had thoughts I hadn't ever had before; as if I wanted to join her. So, I called up a coupla mates and suggested we make a run and get a few sacks. I got two sacks myself and decided to do a whole one, see what happens, kind of like it wasn't a serious attempt, but like a "let's see" if it happens, it happens." Immediately after I slammed it, I remember feeling panicky. All I could think about was trying to stay awake. But, it's just like going under anesthesia before surgery. U fall out immediately, no control over it.
After coming to, I had a whole new appreciation for life and realized that isn't what I want. That's bad shit. Once u pin it, u can't "un pin" it.
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I hope you stop that shit Gears........I'm seriously concerned about you!!
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No worries mate. It's been 3 weeks and I have no desire to touch that shit again. Opiates are prolly the most dangerous drugs on earth. It's all fun in the beginning, like weed and brew. But, it'll get u in a death grip u can't escape from. I was just playing with the shit initially. Im glad I stopped before it got physically hooked. The fact that I wasn't physically hooked is prolly why 1 bag just about kilt me. Scary shit. But I'm thru with it till 2074.
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I feel for ya bro. No need to be hating. I was just sharing what happened to let y'all know how bad the shit really is. I'm just lucky enough to be able to talk about it. Sorry about ur uncle mate. My wife, and her good friend,both died from OD this month. That was my point of posting. The shit is just poison.
Well, anyway... I haven't had anal in months..... Can you guess who's cawk is who?
Well, anyway... I haven't had anal in months..... Can you guess who's cawk is who?
nice montage work!
Sorry for the loss - both of you. Gears is right, you can't un-pin, can't unring the bell, can't put the toothpaste back in the tube.
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Bidness is slow in the CT! If it weren't for the captn's junk pics, this effer would be a ghost towne!
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Werd! Bad shizzle. I'ma stick with gears as far as pinning from here on out.
I wanna see Saney's cawk again
Very fucking easy to get stuck on, I got Tylenol 4 for my back in 2005, next thing I know I'm downing 8 percocets and a bottle of wine a night in 07, got switched to methadone and took my prescribed amount only until Dec....been 4+ months and had plenty opportunities to take again, even had a script and wadded it up and tossed it straight away. Taking dexedrine for add until my mind comes back together....
Must say I did write the most incredible shit on opiates though (that plus any other chemical I stumbled upon), but now I have found I can tap that muse on my own thanks to practice....
Just weights, uphill sprints and ap right now, maybe a few Seagrams 7 w/ 7-up at night, sometimes beer for breakfast... My gf says I cum too much and I have to pull out so I sprayed on her stomach this morning and she called me an asshole....I was proud of the icing job I did and was beaming with pride...she'll do it again tomorrow as I am looking uber-desirable now I catch bitches looking at me everywhere I go...I feel like the James Brown song The Boss, "look at me, know what you see? You see a badmotha"
http://youtu.be/jC2ZY2loo74
Swamp FTW!!!!!!!
I hope!!!!
I hope!!!!
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Werd! Congrats on the spraying job! That's one thing I missed out whilst on opiates. You can go on forever, without spraying her up. Even taking a piss was difficult when full of opiates. Hell, I'd go weeks without any interest in AP or LHJO. And, that ain't like me at all. The thing that makes it so hard to give up is the rush; it's like cumming for 30 minutes straight.
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LOL! Good stuff mate! I thought I had some really deep and important shit to say after a 6'er and a shot of boy, or a few lortabs. But, when I look back on some of the texts & emails I sent to the late wife, I thought I was recreating the works of Shakespeare at the time. But, after rereading it, most of it was paragraphs of rambling, typical drunken stupor material; the kind of messages that you wish you could "unsend."
Now, I just wanna get my big back on and start milf/gilf hunting again, so I can put the entire last year behind me.
Well it's tren or gtfo
