Brother,,,,,,, I'm not trying to disrespect you or anyone else for that matter, but you not asking the right question or questions.
Im honestly shocked I'm the first person to bring this up. But come on bud honestly, NUMBER 1-dudE I have kids, most on here do and even the guys here who don't, have enough sense to know this shit is not cheap. Kids are very expensive and it's tough even if you not struggling financially
What I'm getting at bud if recently you stopped the HCG because of financial reasons then please consider not getting the HCG. Save your cash and really consider the financial side of having a kid.
Number 2 this really might be the norm for most guys, if so I wasn't aware seriously. But I considered a cruise to be basically light test run steadily (trt). I know some guys even while on low dosage of test cruising run a l low dose of Deca for joints, mast to help with indurance, libido, test, etc and even stuff like provion,HCG, and HGH
But running three compounds together with one of them being tren!(fuckin awesome by the way), that's the closest thing I've seen to a blast yet, while still calling it a cruise. Granted the dosages are low, still lol!!
3 if you serious really serious bro then just quit already. If that's what you really want then stop everything immediately. Google how to revive your sperm naturally. They have home remedies to help(not fix or cure). Like, herbs, eating better, certain food, sleep, exercise, and bunch more. And get your clomid and HCG and get started. If you start having trouble with by stopping where it's affecting your life(sleepy,lazy,limp,feel run over by truck) then maybe pin the minimum amount of test you need. That it though, and have faith bud and pray