I decided that it was time for a change so I've taken an entire week off to evaluate exactly what my goals were and where I wanted to be in a couple months time because I was just...coasting. I didn't have a goal, I didn't really know where I was headed so I had a damn good think.
Then I remembered I still have a Body For Life book gathering dust on the bookshelf so thought "why the hel not?" I'm giving it a go, I'm going to do it and stick with it and show that I CAN do this. I'm fired up like I haven't been in ages because I've had enough of just coasting, of just letting shit slide.
My goals, over the next 12 weeks, are:
1. Lose 20 pounds of fat.
Kind of a conservative estimate, since I'm not actually sure how much more fat I have to lose before I see some muscle underneath. I could lose 10 pounds and look great or could end up losing 25 and look great, so it's kind of variable right now. But I DO want definition.
2. Eat right, and eat consistantly.
Exactly what it says. I'm f*cked off with eating shit and feeling like shit and not doing anything about it even though I know better.
3. Get stronger, healthier and fitter than before.
And I want my abs, dammit. After the shit I've been through, I deserve it, don't ya think?
Day 1 (yesterday).
Bit of faffing about to get the weights right, some of these exercises I haven't done in a while.
Bench 1x12@60
*, 1x8@65.5, 1x8@65.5, 1x6@72.5
Flyes 1x12@11, 1x12@11
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* Started off too heavy.
*Add weight, too light. Hit a 9 on this.
Bent-over raises 1x12@3.5, 1x10@7, 1x8@13, 1x6@17
Side raises 1x12@7, 1x12@7
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*Add weight, too light. Hit 9.
One-arm db row 1x12@11, 1x10@17, 1x8@22, 1x6@28
*
Pullovers 1x12@17, 1x12@22
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*Add weight, too light. Hit 9.
Dips 1x12@11, 1x10@16.5, 1x8@22, 1x6@33
*
Pushdowns 1x12@28, 1x12@39
*Far, far, far too light. Hit 7. I still can't do bodyweight ones, so how the hel can I add weight using two benches? I've got no-one to add weight plates on me, so how the hel do I up this? Answers on a postcard...
Hammer curls 1x12@5.5, 1x10@11, 1x8@20, 1x6@22
DB curls 1x12@5.5, 1x12@5.5
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* Would have been heavier but I was a bit jellified by then LOL. Still hit 9.
And for pushdowns...a 10! Woohoo! Actually it sucks, it was the only exercise I got a 10 on. For now, anyway. It'll go better now I know what kinds of weight I'm starting with instead of me being too tentative with it.
Diet consistant, didn't miss a meal.
1. Marmalade on toast (don't ask, I ran out of cereal - duh!), whey.
2. Pineapple and ff natural yogurt, whey protein (post-workout).
3. Chicken breast, lettuce, slice of v.low fat cheese on one slice toast.
4. Salmon fillet, sweetcorn/peas.
5. Chicken breast, apple.
6. Strawberies/raspberries, ff cottage cheese (I hate the damn stuff but ate enough to keep me going before my gag reflex kicked in).
Day 2:
20 minutes HIIT, and it was a toughie. First time I've ever done it too. HR shot up from 130 to 190 over the course of going from a 5 to a 9, and peaked at 193 for the 10. I started at level 2 on the bike and increased it by one level for every intensity level I went up, as well as increasing the revs per minute.
Kind of like this:
5 intensity was level 2 on the bike, 80 rpm.
6 intensity was level 3 on the bike, 85 rpm.
7 intensity was level 4 on the bike, 90 rpm, etc, etc.
VERY hard, but still did it so I'm quite chuffed with myself on that.
1. Weetabix, whey.
2. Chicken breast, pineapple (post-workout).
3. Steak, lettuce, strawberries/raspberries.
4. Small chicken breast, shrimp, brown rice.
5. Pineapple, ff natural yogurt, whey (all hel broke lose so just grabbed whatever I could at the time)
6. Salmon fillet, mushrooms, apple.
Looking good so far - and no cravings yet, so that's good.
I'll get there, it's on the way.