Thank you guys, I strongly believe that every obstacle in our life's are put their for a reason, no matter how much they hurt, or how hard it is or will be to overcome, they are tests, to make you better, stronger, faster, and more humble.
Over the last few years with everything that has gone on in my life, I have learned, and have become a better person out of it.
Just remember, " if your going through hell, keep on going " becasue sooner or later there will be a calm
BTW weight is now at 220! oh yeah! 4lbs in 3 days ill take it