Finally, I have started a journal. First of I thanks for anyone who has helped me with my fitness goals or participated in my out-of-the-ordinary questions. Anyway, today I showed my dad how to lift. He is my first client ever as a personal trainer. That would be a fun job. So we worked out today. I did shoulders, bicepts and abs. I hate abs but I gotta do them. I'm currently bulking and am at 168 pounds. I hope to be 190 in about 6 months. Its so hard to keep eating because I'm getting a bit chubby around the mid. I can still see my top abs but thats it. I've never cut cause I'm not big enough yet. Basketball starts in two weeks and Im in terrible shape because of my torn quad. I pray to God that it is fully healed and wont come back. But, if its his will that i dont play then he obviously has somthing far better for me. I benched 185 finally on 11/3. It was easy i could have done it three times or so. I love hoops I just hope i can play this year. I have only played four or five times since this summer cause of football. I had this rad dream about hoops...I finally got in a varsity game then turned the ball over right away then I said to myself "No Im not having another year like the last two" (Ive had two really bad years, my head wasnt right)" So then I stole the ball right back and went in for a layup. Then I stole the ball and went in for a DUNK! (I can dream cant I) Then somthing happened and my coach whom Im not very fond of was playing for the other team cause they didnt have enough guys or somthing. Anyway thats whats been up. Oh ya Ive got this really great girl that Im seeing but were just friends and we both dont date unles Mr. or Mrs. Right comes along. I figure that I'll only be single for less than 10 years (hopefully) so this is my time to really spend with God and get close to him. Well, Im off to bed. I get to spend a few hours with the Big man upstairs bright and early. 
