haha thanks PM!! I doubt Im shrugging more that you..
a few notes for today. I cant say how thankful I am to have the coach I do helping me. He truly is the greatest help... he not only pushes me to do the best but his motivation/advice on everything is so overwhelming (in a good way). He's really helping to keep me focused, especially in those times that I tend to doubt myself. He sees my determination, and helps me to build on it rather than others around me questioning my motives, etc. I honestly dont think that I could have gone through with actaully competing without him. not just for the posing/training/diet but the mental level as well.
and on that note, he tells me that I need to decide what I want to splurge on and hes taking me out to dinner for the hard work Ive done so far..... I told him that I would just rather have a ton of oats and peanut butter(honestly said that). he Laughed and said that I HAD to eat bad.. my body needed the shock before we let my body see the "darkside" of the final 6 weeks of dieting..
I know hes right but I just dont crave junk.. blah. I know how great it will be for my metabolism, balance normal hormone levels, etc, etc. I also know that Ill put on anywheres from 5-10lb water doing so. blah. ah well, I will listen.. just no idea what or where I want to go. Im weird I know!
thats my rant for today! hehe

a few notes for today. I cant say how thankful I am to have the coach I do helping me. He truly is the greatest help... he not only pushes me to do the best but his motivation/advice on everything is so overwhelming (in a good way). He's really helping to keep me focused, especially in those times that I tend to doubt myself. He sees my determination, and helps me to build on it rather than others around me questioning my motives, etc. I honestly dont think that I could have gone through with actaully competing without him. not just for the posing/training/diet but the mental level as well.
and on that note, he tells me that I need to decide what I want to splurge on and hes taking me out to dinner for the hard work Ive done so far..... I told him that I would just rather have a ton of oats and peanut butter(honestly said that). he Laughed and said that I HAD to eat bad.. my body needed the shock before we let my body see the "darkside" of the final 6 weeks of dieting..


thats my rant for today! hehe
