Active Stretched
Warm ups..
Rope Crunch
Cable Woodchops (from up to down, then down to up)
Standing OH BB Press
The bar for 8 reps
65lbs for 6 reps
95lbs for 6 reps
155lbs for 4 sets, 6 reps (90 sec RI)
Weighted Wide & Neutral grip Pullups
25lbs for 4 sets, 6 reps (60 sec RI)
"Hammer Strength High Row" Alternating
2 plates on each side for 3 sets, 10 reps (30 sec RI)
Close Grip Bench Press
185lbs for 2 sets, 12 reps (45 sec RI; 2nd set had a RP at 10th rep)
HIIT
Treadmill
5 min warm up
3 sets of lvl 8.5 for 20 sec w/1 min lvl 3.5s inbetween
2 sets of lvl 9.0 for 20 sec w/1 min lvl 3.5s inbetween
5 min cool down
Static Stretched (still REALLY fucking sore from the lunges/bulgarians)
OHs were kinda light right? Well on the 4th set, I was fatiguing. It was breathing though. I repeatedly have trouble getting good breaths on OHs.
Pullups were more like chinups. I went up farther than usual..kinda naturally. I didnt mean to, it just happened.

Anyway, Wides came after Neutral. I normally do Wides first.
The machine had a better intensity than last time. I did them alternating, meaning one is pulled down..then
as that side goes up, the other is pulled down simultaneously. Makes a difference vs. one down, then up, then the next side.
Close grips went up. I prolly coulda pushed through the 10th rep, but my fucking mind was all over the place.
Belive it or not, the HIIT was what relaxed me. It was still a little on the slow side, but 9.0 was fine. But I supposed a 200lb person sprinting away on a treadmill causes lots of shakes cuz the fucking emergency magnet came undone and stopped the treadmill at the very last seconds of the last sprint.
Today will be the last day of the ephedra (oh and I weighed 212lbs today out of nowhere?

). I am getting closer to move day..and my mother and brother are helping me move on a day that is a few days before school starts. Ya know whats causing the anxiety? Fear of being bored! What the fuck am I going to do those couple of days before school?! There are some things I can do, but they arent time consuming! Like unpack? 2 hours tops. Cook? Ugh, I know I KNOW! What the fuck is the big deal right? This is what troubles mental cases like me. The key is to keep busy when stress strikes, but with boredom on the horizon
I keep saying to myself: This is school. This is school. Not jail. Relax. No big deal. This will be better. Youll see.