Hey Maniclion, I am asking you and only you not anyone else. Of course I would prefer doing a "IM cutting yourself challenge" but some idiot might die because of the thread and I dont want to feel guilty or the thread getting closed, so if you are not Maniclion and if you want to try the thread and report back, it is not my fucking problem. I am fucking serious. Of course, you are welcome to write your unwelcome post but it is not my fucking problem.
I think that thread with the girl got me thinking. Well she went too far and she needs medical attention but how about a tiny cut, how about that to experiment?
That thread revived my interest in cutting, before I could not understand why people would cut themselves but it seems that it releases endorphine making it a very pleasurable experience. You can think like this, "when I get cut somewhere I dont feel good because it hurts and that is it, therefore people who cut themselves are crazy" I think the difference is that it was not a planned cutting or it was made by someone else that is why it does not feel good but when you do it and you know you are safe, it feels good. Self-injury is not new, look at how body modification is becoming popular and sadomasochism is liked by many people.
Well I tried it, cutting. I found a place near my feet with no big arteries, took a very sharp blade and went to the bathroom. My intention was not to kill myself obviously or do a deep cut. I only wanted to do a tiny little cut with a few drops of blood but I could not do it! The blade was too sharp and I got afraid the cut would be too deep but the process of cutting or trying to cut myself felt good. My heart was racing, I was breathing more rapidly and the endorphine or adrenaline sure was there, I liked it.
Before saying that I am crazy, try it Maniclion. Do a tiny little cut Maniclion, afterall you are a man, you lift big weights, are you afraid of a tiny cut? Do it and report back on how you felt Maniclion. ok?
I think that thread with the girl got me thinking. Well she went too far and she needs medical attention but how about a tiny cut, how about that to experiment?
That thread revived my interest in cutting, before I could not understand why people would cut themselves but it seems that it releases endorphine making it a very pleasurable experience. You can think like this, "when I get cut somewhere I dont feel good because it hurts and that is it, therefore people who cut themselves are crazy" I think the difference is that it was not a planned cutting or it was made by someone else that is why it does not feel good but when you do it and you know you are safe, it feels good. Self-injury is not new, look at how body modification is becoming popular and sadomasochism is liked by many people.
Well I tried it, cutting. I found a place near my feet with no big arteries, took a very sharp blade and went to the bathroom. My intention was not to kill myself obviously or do a deep cut. I only wanted to do a tiny little cut with a few drops of blood but I could not do it! The blade was too sharp and I got afraid the cut would be too deep but the process of cutting or trying to cut myself felt good. My heart was racing, I was breathing more rapidly and the endorphine or adrenaline sure was there, I liked it.
Before saying that I am crazy, try it Maniclion. Do a tiny little cut Maniclion, afterall you are a man, you lift big weights, are you afraid of a tiny cut? Do it and report back on how you felt Maniclion. ok?
