sendit08
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Background .. 24yrs old more will be revealed through this log
I was going to wait until i started cycling to keep a journal on here but i can use some support right now.
Until today my life pretty much consisted of four things...
school (Kin major CSUB)
work (bartender)
going to the gym
the fourth thing was a girlfriend but today i found out she has been ignoring me for the last three days because she is now with another guy. We were together for about two years then we split one year ago, then we decided to work things out. for the last three months everything was great. and now she just up and left me for some other dude.
Is there anything more immasculating than that?
Anyways its hard to find motivation right now because i feel like everything i do is for the future and now when i think about where i will be years from now i just see nothing.
Right now i am cutting for 15% bf and as soon as I get below 12% i will cycle.
I hope i can get some support because weightlifting has significantly improved my life and i wold hate to quit now because of a temporarily broken heart.
I was going to wait until i started cycling to keep a journal on here but i can use some support right now.
Until today my life pretty much consisted of four things...
school (Kin major CSUB)
work (bartender)
going to the gym
the fourth thing was a girlfriend but today i found out she has been ignoring me for the last three days because she is now with another guy. We were together for about two years then we split one year ago, then we decided to work things out. for the last three months everything was great. and now she just up and left me for some other dude.
Is there anything more immasculating than that?
Anyways its hard to find motivation right now because i feel like everything i do is for the future and now when i think about where i will be years from now i just see nothing.
Right now i am cutting for 15% bf and as soon as I get below 12% i will cycle.
I hope i can get some support because weightlifting has significantly improved my life and i wold hate to quit now because of a temporarily broken heart.





