MrKeenan
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I saw a councellor a while back who believed I had this from the behaviour mostly my family members had told her about.
For those who havn't heard anything on the subject.. Muscle dysmorphia - Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia
Now I had this more around the age of about 14 and it sort of weened away when I started seeing more results from the gym but I guess you could say its gradually coming back for some reason while I am now 18. Before anyone says anything its more than just a normal interest for exercise, its basically the opposite of anorexia. It sounds silly to say but I constantly feel people are judging me for the size that I am, its even starting to govern the clothes that I wear again, for example, I had to wear my hoody for the whole of my training today because the shape of me looked awful than I do in other clothes. Also i'm sure many of the guys on here are known for being the gym fanatic of there group of friends, whereas I sort of feel i'm not meeting there .. expectations of me if you get what I mean?, that I may appear smaller to them than when they previously saw me.
Anyway its a horrible thing to have and I hope you guys aren't going to hate on me for sharing something like this, I posted this thread because surely on a site like this other people must of experienced/are experiencing something like this themselves and I just wanted people views on how they deal/would deal with it.
For those who havn't heard anything on the subject.. Muscle dysmorphia - Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia
Now I had this more around the age of about 14 and it sort of weened away when I started seeing more results from the gym but I guess you could say its gradually coming back for some reason while I am now 18. Before anyone says anything its more than just a normal interest for exercise, its basically the opposite of anorexia. It sounds silly to say but I constantly feel people are judging me for the size that I am, its even starting to govern the clothes that I wear again, for example, I had to wear my hoody for the whole of my training today because the shape of me looked awful than I do in other clothes. Also i'm sure many of the guys on here are known for being the gym fanatic of there group of friends, whereas I sort of feel i'm not meeting there .. expectations of me if you get what I mean?, that I may appear smaller to them than when they previously saw me.
Anyway its a horrible thing to have and I hope you guys aren't going to hate on me for sharing something like this, I posted this thread because surely on a site like this other people must of experienced/are experiencing something like this themselves and I just wanted people views on how they deal/would deal with it.
