Self fulfilling prophecy

[SheriV]

Soooooo... I'm up because I ate my meds later in the day than I should of to get stuff done today..to clear up my day tomorrow to complete a cad project that's due by midnight tomorrow...
Now anxiety about not sleeping and being a zombie tomorrow will probably create a situation where it won't get done on time.

I can't blow this. Fml

 

[CG]

Soooooo... I'm up because I ate my meds later in the day than I should of to get stuff done today..to clear up my day tomorrow to complete a cad project that's due by midnight tomorrow...
Now anxiety about not sleeping and being a zombie tomorrow will probably create a situation where it won't get done on time.

I can't blow this. Fml

Vyvanse?

What do you have access to that will counteract it?

 

[heckler7]

 

[CG]

I'm anti-booze to cope with anxiety. BUT as I like to say "technically, alcohol IS a solution"

 

[SheriV]

Ahhh...etoh

I have all kinds of shit to calm me down and make me sleep...all of it will make me sleep through my alarm.

Do my CAD homework for me...it's 6 simply drawings and an attributes tables...with some smuggling of files via wblock.


Actually..now that I put it like that. I'm less worried.

Maybe I'll eat half a xanax

 

[heckler7]

I'm anti-booze to cope with anxiety. BUT as I like to say "technically, alcohol IS a solution"

 

[theCaptn']

Dildoes


<insert giant winkfinger here>

 

[Intense]

Little bit of a benzo, couple drinks, and LHJO.. Make you pass out in no time.




You take adhd meds woman?

 

[heckler7]

so how did your test go

 

[SheriV]

vyvanse is a helluva drug

I did CAD drawings for 14 hrs...

things were going fine until I saw small errors while I was assembling some of the pieces (removing features- flipping them around and fitting them together)

which turned into minor insanity chasing down weird shit I did

I know Im missing two drawings to him- hopefully he lets me turn them in tomorrow- I really didn't think it would take this long

 

[heckler7]

what made you want to go into this career field, arent you a medic

 

[hoyle21]

what made you want to go into this career field, arent you a medic

Curious to see her answer but from my end medics kill their bodies for peanuts. Seriously 14-15 bucks an hour is on the high side for my area


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[heckler7]

Curious to see her answer but from my end medics kill their bodies for peanuts. Seriously 14-15 bucks an hour is on the high side for my area


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I see people leave aviation all the time and it seems more logical to find something else to do in the industry so that your experience is still valuable and get you more money.. unless its something you really love. I predict that in the same amount of time it took for you to hate your job it will happen again in your next career

 

[hoyle21]

I see people leave aviation all the time and it seems more logical to find something else to do in the industry so that your experience is still valuable and get you more money.. unless its something you really love. I predict that in the same amount of time it took for you to hate your job it will happen again in your next career

I was never a medic but I have several who were/are. I don't think any of the hate the job. Medicine really is a calling on all levels. The issue is how they are treated, the hours worked just to make it. Trying to lift people who are 400lbs plus day in and day out. Getting bled on, puked on, shit on. It wears on your body and the compensation just isn't worth it.


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[SheriV]

I made ok money. The hours were horrible....
A call comes through at 5 minutes before the end of your shift and you've just added another 2-3 potential hrs to your 12 hr shift.
I have pretty decently bad arthritis in my spine (C, T and L) from lifting heavy pts (morbidly obese) never mind virtually hanging upside down in wrecked cars-industrial accidents etc...and see the elderly be abused by not only Thierry family but nursing homes and hospitals...

It wears you down. ...I miss it often but to tell the 100% truth I have a misdemeanor fire arms charge ...that was upgraded from a ticketed infraction and I can license just fine but I'm unemployable for many things..medicine is one of them.
And I'm more than a medic- I have a BS in neurobiology- I was accepted into a relatively prestigious medical school in 2009...until they did my background check and found I would not be able to do clinical rotations.
I wanted to be a physicians assistant in emergency medicine...neurobiology just happened to side track me a bit while meeting my core requirements for med school.

Despite all of that ....and ambulance company I worked for for years knew me well and knew I was a good medic and not a risk to pts and employed me right up until I moved.

I can't leave the country for a lot of places
I can't volunteer for my kids girl scouts
Walmart won't hire me
I don't have the three grand or so it will take to attempt a pardon and have it removed from all conceivable databases.



So I work a lot of shitty jobs and decided to give engineering a shot based on Harrison testing and career counseling. I take apart and mess around with everything that's mechanical so it seems like a good fit and it's not working with the public. My military clearance was not affected by it...though I was interviewed by the FBI over it rather than just the normal brief background check they do on recruits. ... the FBI were frankly shocked I was charged let alone convicted.

 

[SheriV]

Also...dead children sort of ruin your day

 

[SheriV]

PPS. I let my license expire about 4 yrs ago. I'd have to start all over with the exam and I've slowly forgot stuff ...
And I'm not sure if I'd be allowed to have a license again starting from scratch rather than just renewing with yrly education requirements and CPR recerts...without attempting the pardon which takes almost 2 years to obtain...my old partner, boss and friend for 20 yrs keeps trying to get me to come up with the money for the pardon so I can come back but . I just don't have it to spare...and would rather just support my family as well as I can and spend the money on them then selfishly ..and perhaps foolishly throw money away on something that may not pan out.

I'd have to go before the board of pardons and parole for it.

 

[hoyle21]

I made ok money. The hours were horrible....
A call comes through at 5 minutes before the end of your shift and you've just added another 2-3 potential hrs to your 12 hr shift.
I have pretty decently bad arthritis in my spine (C, T and L) from lifting heavy pts (morbidly obese) never mind virtually hanging upside down in wrecked cars-industrial accidents etc...and see the elderly be abused by not only Thierry family but nursing homes and hospitals...

It wears you down. ...I miss it often but to tell the 100% truth I have a misdemeanor fire arms charge ...that was upgraded from a ticketed infraction and I can license just fine but I'm unemployable for many things..medicine is one of them.
And I'm more than a medic- I have a BS in neurobiology- I was accepted into a relatively prestigious medical school in 2009...until they did my background check and found I would not be able to do clinical rotations.
I wanted to be a physicians assistant in emergency medicine...neurobiology just happened to side track me a bit while meeting my core requirements for med school.

Despite all of that ....and ambulance company I worked for for years knew me well and knew I was a good medic and not a risk to pts and employed me right up until I moved.

I can't leave the country for a lot of places
I can't volunteer for my kids girl scouts
Walmart won't hire me
I don't have the three grand or so it will take to attempt a pardon and have it removed from all conceivable databases.



So I work a lot of shitty jobs and decided to give engineering a shot based on Harrison testing and career counseling. I take apart and mess around with everything that's mechanical so it seems like a good fit and it's not working with the public. My military clearance was not affected by it...though I was interviewed by the FBI over it rather than just the normal brief background check they do on recruits. ... the FBI were frankly shocked I was charged let alone convicted.

That's because the police and the DA's suck ass.

The number of times my medic friends have told me about stories where they show up after the police and see the injuries are not even close to consistent to what the police say happens is sickening. Especially when it most often happens to the mentally ill.

They are just tiny dick bullies.


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[SheriV]

Yeah. The cops actually were very kind to me for the entire thing that happened.. they were all guys I worked with regularly and knew me well. There are bad cops here for sure but the guys I used to work with regularly were all alright people. .surprisingly tolerant Bros to everyone...they actually weren't sure what to even charge me with and frankly didn't want to. So they didnt.

The prosecutions office on the other hand issued a warrant for my arrest some two months later? 6 charges all together..two were felonies. I had a lousy attorney that fleeced me dry...12k or so who actually did absolutely nothing ..literally...after two yrs of going to court every month and having minimum mandated sentences for some of the charges staring me down and having continuance and continuance ..my mental health broke down. I plead out.

It's called charge stacking.


Truthfully I had the money at one point to go for the pardon but I was afraid to. Now that I'm less afraid I d9nt have the money. *shrug* . It is what it is...there are certainly worse things in life than not being employed in your chosen field ...or traveling freely.

 

[Watson]

just pretend your a kid who accepted lemonade from Azza, youll be out for 8 hours and wake up with your pants around your ankles in a storm water drain....with a sore ass and horrible taste in your mouth....