Boy, what a miserable last three weeks. I really want to lay it out for you guys, not for any simpathy, mainly just to tell myself that it happens from time to time, so here goes:
Christmas break at my school is two weeks. Living with my divorced my mom, I go off to my dads every summer, winter, and spring. I was out there for two weeks and although I was able to lift, it just wasn't the same.
I made it into a 50% week so that I could spend some time with my father, so I did half of the workour and it really felt good giving my body some rest.
My back day came and went with myself trying a new t-bar row machine at the gym I was dieing to try. I went for it and really did a number on my back. It's a definite pull or tear of some kind.
The injury doesn't effect my chest day, shoulder day, bicep & tricep day, besides deadlifts my leg day, and even some of my back day. I felt that I would be able to work through it, and I have been doing fine. For instance last week when I first got back, I murdered my chest with some excellent sets, to which I am still feeling it today.
I figured I would rest the weekend and be ready to hit the gym on sunday. I was, and everything was great. I hit my lats real hard. On monday I did a shoulder day and hit my shoulders and delts real hard. Today was a leg day and I hit my legs real hard too.
I don't know what my problem is but it seems like I have become depressed from losing some size and mass with the 50% weeks. I hear all the time how you grow when you rest, I thought the 50% weeks would do nothing but good. I am the smallest I have been in months, and I went back on creatine on sunday because I simply couldn't take being small, to which it has had some effect but not to what I was used to before I left.
I am to start my new routine next week and I can't wait, but more than that I can't wait to get my size and strength back. Again, I don't write this to have you guys tell me "don't worry." I get enough of that from my mom. I write this simply to get me cheered up and get me on the right track to start my new routine next sunday.