Blooming Lotus
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So my decision is in
You're mentally unstable.
BOth myself and my ex might still be yet if you must know. Can I just blame Soxmuscle???
And yes. i typed it. Twas no mistake. and if you meant the cock slapping thing as the question - that would be a no too.
Christ - you should see it when my ex and i say goodbye evvery single time to run off and do other things to make us a stronger individuals and couple later if we want that "not knowing" if we're each going to be there when it's done each time. No shit. He cries and gets drunk and arrested for fighting .. or at least that's what he tells me anyway for whatever purpose that would serve because we kind of have an agreement about those things .. but at least we got our license back to drive the lamborgine he gets so much cock swell from since we met and still have points on it aand the world's not ending tonight in our universe so i guess that's that. you remind me of a version of my little brother's best friend who diidn't kill himself because i wouldn't be with him.. gassed in his car by the river.. RIP Simon Meek ... and maybe the only reason he did was because i wasnt really clear about love myself at the time and didn't have any words to get him through with. i promised I'd never fuck with any younger guys head ever again. . and without having to piss in their pockets.
Be okay now .
If we're reeally okay then we're okay and that's okay. Maybe there's a girly out there also being okay getting her life together doing her thing . Maybe there are loads of them. Finding out should be fun for you.
I can't promise that it 'll all work out for us but if enough of us stay honest and open to that without screwing ourselves or anyone ellse out of it by settling for someone else prematurely or not working it out with who with giving them a fair chance through comminucating to them all this otherwise dissonant shit , and commit to no comprimise on any of anything that's inloved in any of aspects of our lives,then i guess that's more than i was aware of when i began this trip. Where tf arre our role models for this shit. All ii got is buddha and buddha nature and the vinaya ( buddhist rules) but so far I'm getting by on it and it sounds like good sense to me. I just got to believe that you're okay. . and i do so all must be okay.
G'night.
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