Change doesn't come over night, you have to work at it. It takes time and dedication. I understand you go to the gym a lot and you work your ass off, but you have only been training to gain muscle. You have never trained to lose fat. If you really want it you have to stay positive and know that you will have to make sacrifices (give up the fatty foods, do cardio & abs). It will be hard at first, but after awhile you get used to it. You will also feel better. I know where you are coming from, change is hard sometimes. But if you really want it you can do it. I was against lifting because I was always told I would bulk up and that's not what I wanted. We'll finally last year I gave it a try and now I love it. It was rough at first but I pushed through it and you can to. I would make a bet with you, that if you changed your diet for even 2 weeks you would notice a difference, because that is how bad you eat. You can still eat a lot just make better choices in food. Just remember to stay positive, and not be a negative Nancy, suck it buttercup and you will succeed!
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