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Time to face the jury (and myself)

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Burner-Sorry for depriving you of your daily dose of me. I just go through times when I need alone time to sort things out. Still isolating myself but slowly re-entering the world outside of work.

Pylon-Thanks. Some issues just take time and some issues will never be completely resolved in my life.

Fitgirl-Sorry, but word of warning if you decide to come to Kentucky this week, bring warm clothes we are in a friggin freeze warning.

Trip-:wave:


I have been checking in here, just haven't been very social. I was extremely depressed and moody and didn't know why. I've been trying to get more rest, get back in the gym, and take time to think about life, how I want to look and what I want in my life. Work has not been helping since boss has been moody, grumpy becuase of billing problems and major computer/server/network problems. Of course others things that I won't go into are bothering me and the time thinking is leading me to make changes in how I approach/deal with the other things.

So I haven't completely droped off the face of the earth, just gone into temporary partial isolation.
 
Sorry all, but things didn't go as I had hoped they would. Actually things have seriously changed in my life and I won't be around while I sort myslef out. I need to try and heal emotionally and mentally... if I can.

Let's just say I took a huge leap emotionally/mentally and crashed hard. The only other thing I will say is that while Red is alive, he is no longer in my life unless he decides to be. I'm done trying....it's not worth the pain anymore.
 
Devlin said:
Sorry all, but things didn't go as I had hoped they would. Actually things have seriously changed in my life and I won't be around while I sort myslef out. I need to try and heal emotionally and mentally... if I can.

Let's just say I took a huge leap emotionally/mentally and crashed hard. The only other thing I will say is that while Red is alive, he is no longer in my life unless he decides to be. I'm done trying....it's not worth the pain anymore.
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:(...


:bulb:
Need a Vacation?


(and a hug?)
 
Devlin said:
Sorry all, but things didn't go as I had hoped they would. Actually things have seriously changed in my life and I won't be around while I sort myslef out. I need to try and heal emotionally and mentally... if I can.
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Good luck, Dev. We'll be here when you get back. :thumbs:
 
Hey D!
Sorry to hear about that.
u have my # if u wanna talk....
but don't stay away fro your friends. U are a part of us, and to not hear from you....well...that's just not gonna happen.
Remember my journal? It still fills up....not with workouts....but still friends/support. let us be here for you as we can as you are for us.
 
You are in my thoughts and Prayers Sister Devlin, so sorry to hear about your trouble in the heart!!! I'm here if you need to vent!!!
 
Sorry to hear about it. Men suck. (And I'm betting most of the guys here will agree. If not, they're lying.)
 
Burner02 said:
Hey D!
Sorry to hear about that.
u have my # if u wanna talk....
but don't stay away fro your friends. U are a part of us, and to not hear from you....well...that's just not gonna happen.
Remember my journal? It still fills up....not with workouts....but still friends/support. let us be here for you as we can as you are for us.
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:laugh: Good to see that some things don't change in your journal. :p
 
Archangel said:
You are in my thoughts and Prayers Sister Devlin, so sorry to hear about your trouble in the heart!!! I'm here if you need to vent!!!
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Thank you so much. I ended up venting enough a few days ago and started to feel much within hours. HOwever, it did take a few days to recover.
 
I've had a few rough days, but slowly have started to return to myself. Been hitting the gym again and feeling better. Men well they in general are on my shit list and fall into only good for one thing :evil: However, I haven't pursued anyone.....yet :laugh: Life at work has been a roller coaster due to computer program and server problems, but slowly they are resolving or atleast we hope they are resolving.
 
Devlin said:
Need a vacation :hmmm: Yes badly to some place warm, sunny and tropical.

A hug? Yep and can also take some nice hot, steamy sex :evil:
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I personally like the airconditioning on high, but... Whatever! - :thumbs:
 
Devlin said:
:laugh: Good to see that some things don't change in your journal. :p
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just for that....I'm STILL gonna spank ya! :p

Good to see you back. :wave:
 
Heya hun how ya doin?

Sorry to hear about the guy problems at the homefront! If ya need anything let me know...sorry i haven't been around. my knee is busted but my magic fingers still work :p
 
evidently TWO guys....you vixen, you!
;)
:D
 
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DB I actually thought about you yesterday. Of course that was after I called 911 to report a building fire in my apartment complex. Note to self next time I smell smoke, don't assume it's someone's fireplace ;) I actually smelled smoke at 6am, but it wasn't until 730am that I realize the building across the parking lot, which is the complex leasing office and club house, was on fire. In my defence, it was dark until about 715 and the only way I realized the building was on fire was the stronger smell of smoke and the smoke escaping along the eaves of the roof, the peak and when I walked around the building I saw smoke escaping around a closed window. They think it started in the floor of the office and who knows how long it had been smoldering. Atleast they were able to put it out quickly and save the structure. Of course they did shut off the gas which landed the complex with no hot water for 36 hours :pissed:
 
Sorry for not being here for a couple days. Not much going on except work and working out. Workouts have been ok. Really starting to get back into the swing. Thinking I will start P/RR/S again, but I have lost so much strength. Emtionally....well I'm kinda numb and not feeling a whole lot, but in a decent mood. Atleast my moods are more stable now. Had a decent workout today, but the highlight was when I was leaving. A guy I don't remember seeing before stopped me as I was leaving and says "I just wanted to tell you all of your hard work is really paying off." :eek: I thanked him and walked out of the gym with a huge smile on my face. That just made my day.
 
Hey lady!
I'm right there with you! Man..I'm a weak SOB now...I've a LOT of work to do...
Yep, sure that compliment made your day!
what would have made my day...a couple days ago...IF U WOULD HAVE ANSWERED YOUR PHONE!!!!!
:)
 
Burner02 said:
Hey lady!
I'm right there with you! Man..I'm a weak SOB now...I've a LOT of work to do...
Yep, sure that compliment made your day!
what would have made my day...a couple days ago...IF U WOULD HAVE ANSWERED YOUR PHONE!!!!!
:)
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Well you did catch me at work and I couldn't answer then. Sorry.
 
so..if I catch you...this mean I can keep you? Or..is this a catch and release journal?
:D
 
Road Trip!
:d
 
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