May 1
Training - Cardio + Stuff
Cardio: 36 minutes total
3:30 minutes on treadmill at 4mph with 5% incline
14:30 minutes on treadmill at 4mph with 12% incline
12 minutes on Stepper at Level 55
4 minutes on Stepper at Level 35
Core:
Landmines:
[No tempo] ~ 1:00RI: *Bar + 45lbs* 14 (7/7), 14 (7/7), 12 (6/6)
Kneeling Wood Choppers:
[4/0/3/1-2] ~ one side, then the next, no rest: *40lbs* 8/8, 8/8
Rotator Cuff:
External DB Rotations: *12lbs* 12/12, 12/12
DB Thumb Down Scaptions: *12lbs* 12/12, 12/12
Stretching: None ..
Was so hungry .. actually felt really sick for the majority of this workout. But still worked it.
Diet -
Meal 1: Yogurt, Oat bran, Whey,
Meal 2: Yogurt, Oat bran, Whey, Egg beater, pysllium, fish oil
*snacked on oven roasted brussels sprouts*
Meal 3: Yogurt, Oat bran, Peanut Butter Whey, Egg beater, pysllium
Meal 4: Beef, Tuna, Broccoli, bok choy, button mushrooms, celery, cabbage, onions, bean sprouts
Meal 5: Shrimp, Tuna, Fish oil, Broccoli, bok choy, button mushrooms, celery, cabbage, onions, bean sprouts
Meal 6: Cottage Cheese, Strawberries, Wheat Bran, Cocoa Powder, Peanut Butter,
Additional: Crystal light, green tea, salt sub, pepper, SF syrups,
VSL#3
Emma: Ya ... I'm fine, just a bit rattled. I've never been so scared or tensed in my life. The thing is, is that HE didn't reveal it was a fake, the cops pulled it off him ... here's the full story.
I was sitting in Global history when Denise (who sits across from me) goes 'Lewie and Molly read this .. don't let anyone else see it.' (molly sits right behind me). So she passes me the note and I open it so me and Molly can read and it goes 'Corey has a gun and it's loaded'. Corey (who is very very tall and overweight, and is emo/gothic..) sits right in front of Denise. So Me, Molly and Denise are all just kind of staring at each other .. like what the fuck are you suppose to do? .. the kid is standing right THERE! .. so we were just mouthing back to one another really secretively without him noticing, stuff like ' No .. your joking, he doesn't ..' and Denise was like ' He DOES! It's in his pants, he just showed it to me!' And we knew Denise wasn't joking .. she was freaking right out, like tears were in her eyes. So Molly goes 'Denise come out with me' and Molly asks to use the washroom, and Denise asks to get something out of her locker ... I'm just sitting there staring at Corey .. just watching every little movement he was making, all the while this voice was going off in my head ' GET THE FUCK OUT OF HERE!' like he can pull this gun out AT ANY MOMENT and kill you .. get out, get out, get out. Like I was just freaking out.
So I went to the Teacher and asked to get something out of my locker (even though I don't have one) and she goes okay .. so I walk up the hallway and take out my cell phone and called Denise and was like 'Where are you guys?' and she goes ' In the library, hurry and get here.'. So I circle back around towards the library, and down the hallway I can see the vice principal and some other guy from the office going towards the library. They make the turn around the wall and go out of sight .. as I keep walking and I get to the turn to go towards the library I see Corey walking down the hall way coming right at me.
Holy fuck, my hands went right into fists and then I realized I just had to act calm and like nothing was bothering me. So I'm walking down this hallway front on, to this guy that I think has a gun ... omg I was freaking out but I jsut remained calm and we walked right past each other .. so I then went into the library, and Denise, Molly, this other guy named Dylan, the vice-principal, and the other office guy were in the back in this group talking. So walked up to them and go 'He was just out in the hallways and now he's going back towards the classroom' So everyone stops talking and the vice principal and other office guy tell us all to stay here and out of sight, and they left to call the cops. So then the librarian took us way into the back of the library, into this secluded room with a steel door and told us to stay here, and she went back out to the front of the library and locked the doors shut. So we were just in the back room and I was like ' okay Denise what the hell exactly happened?!' and she goes 'He turned around to me and goes 'you know I could shoot myself at any moment' and Denise was like ' What are you talking about?' and he lifted up his shirt and showed the tip of the gun and he goes 'It's loaded and there's no safety on it.' So denise was like ' Buddy .. no man that not something to shit around about.' and he goes ' I'm not shitting around, it's loaded and ready to use.' And a guy named Joel who sat across from them (on the opposite side from me) saw it as well and Denise was like ' Did you see that ..' and he just nodded to her really quickly and goes 'Don't say anything, don't talk to him, don't look at him..' And then So that's when she passed us the note ...
We were locked in the library for a LONG time before the cops came in to tell us they got him and everything was fine. The cop then took out his gun and goes 'It looked exactly like this ... it was fake, but it looked IDENTICAL to my gun. The only way we knew it was fake was after we took it off him and touched it and felt that it was plastic. If he had of pulled it out .. we would of had to shot him, there was no way to tell it was a fake.'
So then I spent the rest of the afternoon giving statements, talking to the principal, the guidance counselor .. it was just so fucked.
And I guess that earlier that day he had shown it to two people as well, but they never said anything because they thought if they did he would lose it and shoot everyone..
Corey was arrested and is also expelled from school, he's not allowed to come back .. the problem is, is that he KNOWS it was us who ratted him out .. I mean the three of us just got up and walked out. But when the cops were taking our names Denise was like ' Will he know it was us?' and the cop goes 'Well by law he's allowed to get a copy of the report .. and your guy's name will be in the report.'
So that was my day .. I'm fine, it's just .. I'm still trying to comprehend it you know? Like fuck .. could you imagine if it was a real gun? .. It's just fucked to think about ..