Will I ever feel like I am big enough?

[Ezskanken]

To answer your question, I honestly say no. I think it's part of being a male. Always wanting to be bigger and better then the one standing next to you. Getting compliments works both in a good and bad way. Good in making you realize that others notice your efforts and dedication. Bad in making you want more of it, pushing yourself to achieve something that "might" (I use that word extremely lightly) never be attainable in ones life time.
I'd say as long as your wife is happy with the way you look, then you should be happy as well. You say you owe her big time, start putting some effort and dedication towards her. Not trying to be a life coach just my honest .02 cents bro. But gaining 100 lbs in weight since the start, that's awesome in it's self right there. Something that "many" (I use this word with a heavy emphasis) will never come close to...no matter how hard they try. Take it ez...

 

[juggernaut]

You will never feel big enough bro. Ever. They coined a term for that. They call it bigorexia. I'm in the same boat as you. Lol sucks

I agree with you.
However, the term is body dysmorphic disorder. Do I think it's extreme? Not in our cases, but there are some who have a perceived notion of what they look like and what they really are.
I for one, always viewed myself as the fat kid. I'm not, realistically, but I feel like at 6'1" 239lbs and a little over 10% fat-I'm fucking obese. My wife thinks I'm nuts, but I watch everything I eat 9 times out of 10, because I dont want to go back to being the fat kid. Of course, this may be the reason why I feel the urge to compete.

 

[juggernaut]

his gains where not natural to his small frame all his gains are donethrough drug abuse the body did not adapt to changes,

No one cares about your opinions on steroids. This is the anabolic zone. People come here for answers on AAS, not your negative opinions. If you have nothing constructive to add, move along.

 

[boss]

Its a gift and curse. You feeling unsatisfied with your body makes you push harder when your at the gym, but you also feel like your making 0 progress. Just think about if you were satisfied with how you look, would you be busting your ass everyday at the gym to further better yourself? I wouldnt haha id be relaxing playing mw3 all day.

I play plenty of cod and it doesn't hurt my fitness levels at all.

 

[bjg]

No one cares about your opinions on steroids. This is the anabolic zone. People come here for answers on AAS, not your negative opinions. If you have nothing constructive to add, move along.

being careful about steoids is constructive ,,your stupid comments are not

 

[jtterrible]

being careful about steoids is constructive ,,your stupid comments are not

you shut your whore mouth..

 

[banker23]

his gains where not natural to his small frame all his gains are donethrough drug abuse the body did not adapt to changes,

Wrong...140 to 230 (actually 240 before I cut off some fat two years ago) was all natural...nothing but post workout protein and lots of food. First PH was July of this year.

Negs for having the reading comprehension level of a second grader. Are you going to get a special prize at a million negs or something? You seem to try to accumulate them like it's your job.

 

[rockhardly]

sorry to tell you have a mental problem my friend like most of bodybuilders on steroids...your natural body was 140 lbs you can go up gradually to 200 lbs fine you will be lean big and in great shape and health but going to above 250 lbs??????that is insanity and your health will be affected, your internal organs are not designed for this load, your tendons and bones are not, your heart is not ... . i suggest you get this idea of "being big is better" of your head soon before you regret it and if keep going like that i guarantee you one day you will regret it.

There is so much wrong with this crap that I am not even going to get into it. But, if you think that your body does not adapt to changes throughout your life, you're a fucking moron. There is plenty of science/studies showing that lifting weights increases bone density, strengthens interconnecting tendons/ligaments, etc.

his gains where not natural to his small frame all his gains are donethrough drug abuse the body did not adapt to changes,

He never said he used gear to add mass. You are insinuating that his genetics wanted him to be 140#. Have you ever thought that his genectics were set for him to be 230# but he failed to provide his body the proper nutrition to achieve his true potential?

You are a douche and judging you based upon your thoughtless accusations, I'd say you're a liberal too! You can always pick out a liberal because they never win in the realm of ideas and facts so they always attack you personally.

Neg'ed for being a liberal douche bag!

 

[juggernaut]

being careful about steoids is constructive ,,your stupid comments are not

I strongly suggest you take my advice. Otherwise, you're just being a disprectful asshole towards everyone in this sub-forum.