Hey there. I am gonna die trying to lose weight. I just finished my cycle of clenbuterol this week (that's 8 weeks, Honey kept me on it for 2 weeks longer than we originally planned) and now we just ordered some Winstrol for me. I was kinda not taking the amount of clen I was supposed to, I forgot or got busy, plus I think my bod got used to it- should have stayed with 6 weeks. So, I have never taken Winstrol, but I did a lil research and it, like everything else, has many disgusting and scary side effects. Has anyone ever taken it?? If so, let me know how ya did and if it worked for you...
Also, I know this is crazy but I was thinking about taking XENICAL, which is for very obese people. No, I am not obese...you have to have a BMI of 27 or higher and mine is 26, but that 1 point makes me normal for my height...This is a drug for very overweight people who want to lose weight and keep it off, it said like 20 or 30 lbs overweight and I would love to lose 20 lbs. It also had some very, very disgusting side effects. Has anyone heard about this??? (the Xenical) I know I shouldnt take it and Honey said not too, but what if it really helps me????? I don't even fit into the category, but I want to get this weight off. A lot of you don't know (mostly you guys) what it is like to be the fat one out of the group. ALL of my girlfriends are skinnier than me and I really want to look like a fitness chick. I know you are all going to say that I can do it, if I work hard, but I can't. I really can't. The only thing I am keeping up with is going to the gym and working out. We were supposed to train at home 1 night last week, and I couldn't cause I was too tired (it was a long ass week, and I don't want to train at home). Then Thursday night, this week, I didn't train at home, b/c I was tired and I am sick (the sore throat thing). I don't feel as though I am getting any sleep, but I am not working really hard or doing anything. Ok, I am sorry to ramble on, I am just in a mood...I have been really down lately, and it's all b/c of my looks and my bad eating habits. Thanks for listening...
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Remember no matter how bad you think you have it, someone else always has it worse...
Also, I know this is crazy but I was thinking about taking XENICAL, which is for very obese people. No, I am not obese...you have to have a BMI of 27 or higher and mine is 26, but that 1 point makes me normal for my height...This is a drug for very overweight people who want to lose weight and keep it off, it said like 20 or 30 lbs overweight and I would love to lose 20 lbs. It also had some very, very disgusting side effects. Has anyone heard about this??? (the Xenical) I know I shouldnt take it and Honey said not too, but what if it really helps me????? I don't even fit into the category, but I want to get this weight off. A lot of you don't know (mostly you guys) what it is like to be the fat one out of the group. ALL of my girlfriends are skinnier than me and I really want to look like a fitness chick. I know you are all going to say that I can do it, if I work hard, but I can't. I really can't. The only thing I am keeping up with is going to the gym and working out. We were supposed to train at home 1 night last week, and I couldn't cause I was too tired (it was a long ass week, and I don't want to train at home). Then Thursday night, this week, I didn't train at home, b/c I was tired and I am sick (the sore throat thing). I don't feel as though I am getting any sleep, but I am not working really hard or doing anything. Ok, I am sorry to ramble on, I am just in a mood...I have been really down lately, and it's all b/c of my looks and my bad eating habits. Thanks for listening...

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Remember no matter how bad you think you have it, someone else always has it worse...