Don't be frustrated, man. So many people come to this site and post about roids.. so those who know get frustrated answering the same question over and over... roids are a serious thing to consider. Guys like Foreman, Mudge, and Tough are all knowledgable about it, and took the time to FIRST learn about their own bodies and how they respond to PROPER DIET and STRICT and CONSISTANT training for several years BEFORE they considered gear. Be honest with yourself. What is it you want? Its a harder question than it seems. Roids are in the media, and there is a great deal of fallacy, and yet, some truth, to what you hear on the news.
First, find the beast inside you. Go the the gym. Learn about routines, what to do IN the gym to stimulate the hypertrophy and what to do to help burn the fat. Look at you diet. Learn about nutrition. There is nothing wrong with asking questions, friend. Just be certain, especially here, that the first question that you ask is NOT ABOUT STEROIDS. They are only a facet of the totality involved in changing your body. Stick around. Post your questions. There are great people here, aside from the ribbing and the smartass answers. People on this forum like to have fun.
Stay focused. Stay consistant. Forgive yourself when you screw up your diet, or miss a workout, or do not put up the weight on any given day that you thought you would.