It begins.....
Im a SCARED!!!!
Im a SCARED!!!!

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^ youre very helpful sitch. thanks.
Well so far so good. Gotta take it 1 day at a time i suppose.
Anyone attend NA/AA meetings?
Once on OCs and ativan, after fucking up my shoulder, went on a 9mnth run after being clean for 2yrs, I been clean now 12 yrs this feb. Meetings make the difference and a good sponser.really? how many times have you relapsed?
Once on OCs and ativan, after fucking up my shoulder, went on a 9mnth run after being clean for 2yrs, I been clean now 12 yrs this feb. Meetings make the difference and a good sponser.
Fuck Sobriety! New Year's eve, I hate five adderalls and jerked off for six hours, because I couldn't find a hooker locally.
Once on OCs and ativan, after fucking up my shoulder, went on a 9mnth run after being clean for 2yrs, I been clean now 12 yrs this feb. Meetings make the difference and a good sponser.
someone suggested an outpatient program for me. Im not a fan of these places because all the counselors NEVER did drugs in their lives. Mostly psychologists and PA's/MD's.
but it worth a shot. I figure that, then NA.
many of the people who are the best counselors are ex-addicts/drunks. The shrinks just do evaluations and such. Many of the groups are led by people just like us (in recovery). Hang in there, sounds like you are on the right track.
My situation exactly.I have built up such a tolerance to beer that when people I know from the gym see me out somewhere they can't believe how I'm still stronger tham 90% of them.I'm gonna take some time off now though just to see what the difference could be.I gotta start laying of the sauce meself. I got somewhat of a drinkin' problem. It's never compromised anything I do, other than SFW. But I wonder just how jerked I could get if I didn't touch it.
someone suggested an outpatient program for me. Im not a fan of these places because all the counselors NEVER did drugs in their lives. Mostly psychologists and PA's/MD's.
but it worth a shot. I figure that, then NA.
Fuck Sobriety! New Year's eve, I hate five adderalls and jerked off for six hours, because I couldn't find a hooker locally.
Anyone attend NA/AA meetings?
Once on OCs and ativan, after fucking up my shoulder, went on a 9mnth run after being clean for 2yrs, I been clean now 12 yrs this feb. Meetings make the difference and a good sponser.
You dont consider steroid use drug use? Honest question.