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I've gOt sOme serious demons iv though about killing my self a few times.... Real shit.

Ive just met a nice girl she's hOt my age intO fitness and gym ect make me feel like a million bucks... But she's gone TI vistit her nan In her country for 2 weeks what have i done? Ruined all my hard training and diet by binging on cocaine and alcaohol... I feel discusted In myself....

Iv battled these demons before but they keep cOmin back I will be good fOr so long then I binge on alcohol cocaine and porn and weed If I have. Sme to help me sleeP "...


I really don't know wat TI do I spill my heart out now and I feel Like a complete loser I honestly contemplat ending this shit when I go on a binge.. I need help can anyone point me in rIght direction I can't tell these problems to my friends and family it will hurt me and them to much so I'm fuckibg letting all u in mother fuckets feel me pain this shit has been going on for years and I'm either gonna get help or end this shit the demon in my head are too much to take... Peace out every one I hope some one can Realate n help cause i feel lost right now as we speak the alcohol and drugs numb my pain but when I awake it will be there and I need a fuckin angel to save me from these demons... Can anyone relate,,

Like PAC once said this the realest shit I ever wrote and fuck I would of probly ended this shit of I Wasnt for the thought of my mother and father and family...

Has anyone felt pain like this before Cus this shit hurts real talk....

Cya
 
jimm said:
I've gOt sOme serious demons iv though about killing my self a few times.... Real shit.

Ive just met a nice girl she's hOt my age intO fitness and gym ect make me feel like a million bucks... But she's gone TI vistit her nan In her country for 2 weeks what have i done? Ruined all my hard training and diet by binging on cocaine and alcaohol... I feel discusted In myself....

Iv battled these demons before but they keep cOmin back I will be good fOr so long then I binge on alcohol cocaine and porn and weed If I have. Sme to help me sleeP "...


I really don't know wat TI do I spill my heart out now and I feel Like a complete loser I honestly contemplat ending this shit when I go on a binge.. I need help can anyone point me in rIght direction I can't tell these problems to my friends and family it will hurt me and them to much so I'm fuckibg letting all u in mother fuckets feel me pain this shit has been going on for years and I'm either gonna get help or end this shit the demon in my head are too much to take... Peace out every one I hope some one can Realate n help cause i feel lost right now as we speak the alcohol and drugs numb my pain but when I awake it will be there and I need a fuckin angel to save me from these demons... Can anyone relate,,

Like PAC once said this the realest shit I ever wrote and fuck I would of probly ended this shit of I Wasnt for the thought of my mother and father and family...

Has anyone felt pain like this before Cus this shit hurts real talk....

Cya
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Stop fucking crying bitch and go fuck your mother ! :fuckdog:
 
Negged. fucking cry baby ! :coffee:
 
Help me pls I'm lost
 
Str8 up retlaw u degenerate mother fucker suck the the cheese from under my foreskin after a 100 cocaine fuelled wanks u prick u know how dark it is down here??? Can't see shit u fuckin slut what u been jail u a badman hahahahahahaha
 
jimm said:
Str8 up retlaw u degenerate mother fucker suck the the cheese from under my foreskin after a 100 cocaine fuelled wanks u prick u know how dark it is down here??? Can't see shit u fuckin slut what u been jail u a badman hahahahahahaha
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Coming down is the hardest part ! Haha
 
Lol I genuinely need help and all u can say us go kill ur self and fuck your mother... U might have respect from IM ass kissing sluts on here but I fink your a fucking prick help a brother out I have fucking problems lol or is this drugs taking what ...
 
Hahaha str8 up why can't u just stay up fuck a slut in the ass n cum on her face and live in never never land were everything is hypnotic and filled with psychotic thought of madness fuck this shit I'm off to find the yellow brick road
 
Please email Prince, He is our Dad.

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I would negg u and pay a tranny to fuck u in the bum if I wasnt on my iPhone..
 
Oi retlaw u cunt have u ever heard 2 cats fighting outside ur window sounds mad man don't it any way u need a joint or some vallium but have neither FML!!
 
Eye not you fuck about what hagahagaga
 
chesty4 said:
Try ditching the alcohol and cocaine and substitute it with test and tren. You'll feel waaaaay better about yourself.
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Mate I have some test e and tri tren here I might hop on that shit I stay clean for ages and feel ace start hittin PBS at the gun got ma self a nice girl then I go n do this shit what gives? I mean I'm coming down now and just look ataself like what a cunt (fuck u retlaw eat a fat dick) nah just kidding what's wrong with me man pisses me off I have no reason to do this I'm just a weak minded prick?....


Might go in loads of tren soon as I have prami n letro tho ooooo
 
Don't think TREN is a great idea when depressed , a little test may help your libido.......back away Bro.......sober up...and its true nobody really gives a fuck about other people's problems....... many of us here [IM] know first hand about drug abuse..... we know you have to help yourself......not meaning to be cold.....
 
this place gets more like oprah every day.....
 
Al sober up man up n think wtf was a doin thought I'd express maself Luke the nwa song but every one here just thinks an a dick. Least I wasn't scared to write what was in ma mind,,,, hate maself sometimes lOl was o ly 2 week ago I hit a on in bench n felt great.. Any way I'm gonna shit the fuck up cuz am annoying ma self.

Ps I know how cold it is out here trust bro it aint pretty when ya down n out so no point crying bowt it!! Just give me some vallium I need to sleep for a day,,,
 
jimm said:
We All got problems blud!!


Look at yr avi do u even work out...



#jussayin
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and to think your people came up with the english language..


idk man, i havent drunk since i was 16 and ive never done drugs.. shit still happens but it doesnt get me down. I would suggest leaving behind everything of addictive nature and hit the gym and aas harder than ever.

perhaps learn a new language? travel? spend some time out in nature.
 
I got a buddy you should talk to..hes my mans and if u tell him honestly whas goin on wit you he'll get u help, doesnt matter where u are in the world, he'll come get you if u need him to..gonna pm the details
 
Yo man, i had my best friend off himself..never said shit to anybody and hung himself. His mom ended up od'n on drugs 3x in the next year, his pop took off and abandoned the family:.also on drugs. His little sister got pergnant at 16. What im trying to say is that the people in your life will suffer if you end it. Your family will be left to pick up the pieces..will hurt forever. Even if the broad dissed you fuck it, the real people in your life are still there..even if you've been distant. I got a good friend..we were all going through hard times when we met but hes since dedicated his life to helpin get people that need it help..he arranges all the details and all ya gotta do is let him help ya out. Life is a touchy thing..drugs will make you depressed and women will leave ya, i jus lost my girl of jus under 3 years. Ya gotta roll with the punches, get back up and try and improve yourself, set goals n meet em. Call my boy ike, even if its just to talk to him..hes the best guy i ever knew and will listen, and look out for ya if you really need somebody to..keep ya head up man

Ike
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Tell em cj said to give ya a shout. hes a good guy to kno, real talk
 
IF you're serious jimm, anything goes is not your best choice of places to make this thread. Either way, if I were in your shoes, it's time for a cruise, not heavy dosages while dealing with serious demonic attacks, you need to be grounded.
 
I think jimm and KOS use the same keyboard.
 
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