I've been cutting forever...like a year. I was down to about 180 and now I'm back up to 200. I think I've been cutting for too long and it is catching up to me. I have lost a ton of strength over the last year and I think my metabolism has slowed to a turtles pace. I would like to bulk, but at the same time I don't like how I look at all. Given my situation is it advisable to swallow my pride and bulk or go ahead and cut till I'm down to a low body fat %.