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Okay - starting to feel a little burnt out. All this crap I'm going through is pretty stressful - largely because I am the one who gets to deal with each and every detail from writing up the agreements, dealing with the finances for both of us along with looking into a new place to live and trying to increase my revenue whilst my other half just sits back and lets it all happen, meanwhile I'm still trying to work, be a mum and take care of the dogs. It seems like every time I make a little head way I come across another road block.

Next week my work schedule is nuts, I've managed to sign up some new clients which is great but fuck... I don't know when I'll get to sleep! lol

The following week is Vegas and I am so damn spent I may just spend the entire time in my hotel room sleeping! lol

Been up since 3:30am writing up programs and dealing with necessary shit... someone sent me this - anyone who can make me smile at 4am in the morning is alright with me...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0jlQKvKtPoI
 
Good to see you haven't lost you sense of humor during a crazy time. My advice: get some sleep! Whatever you have to do, make sure you get some kind of half-reasonable amount of sleep! Rock on amazon woman. You have the power.
 
Hey Lady! How's you today?
 
Thanks CP. :)

Burner - A bit under the weather today, cancelled some morning clients after my early morning ones and went back to bed until 2pm - going to train my evening clients and I'm hoping I will feel better soon. Now is not a good time to be sick.

How are you doing, what are you doing for work these days, how are you healing?
 
cheer up my little Western beauty :D
 
I'm good...back to the 'norm'...at least for me:
Full time job, trying to get my clients to actually buy homes....and went back to bouncing last weekend.
Hope this will calm down by right after begining of year.
Get some rest and recharge...so u won't get sick....
 
Not much new on the home front other than the fact I know that Rod is avoiding dealing with the situation at hand.
I am all set to move on Nov 1 but would like to have a separation agreement in place and all the financial stuff dealt with. I've express post mailed all the relevant docs to him but got word through the grapevine that though he recieved them Tuesday he hasn't opened them... I can see this is going to be fun.
Other than a little frustration though all is well and I'm feeling pretty good.
I'm determined to enjoy Vegas no matter what so at least I have that to look forward too.
Plus I just signed three new clients.
This is cute...

http://www.dumpalink.com/media/1158180121/Monkey_Stop_Motion_Animation

... and why I love both men and monkeys! lol
 
BritChick said:
LOL... strike a nerve???! :laugh:
Click to expand...

I would like to take this opportunity to point out that
the representation in question does not necessarily
accurately describe the intimate activities of all Monkeys
and or the participation of any real person or persons
sometimes portrayed by Monkeys
 
WOMAN'S POEM

Before I lay me down to sleep,
I pray for a man, who's not a creep,
One who's handsome, smart and strong.
One who loves to listen long .

One who thinks before he speaks,
One who'll call, not wait for weeks.
I pray he's gainfully employed,
When I spend his cash, won't be annoyed.

Pulls out my chair and opens my door,
Massages my back and begs to do more.
Oh! Send me a man who'll make love to my mind,
Knows what to answer to "how big is my behind?"

I pray that this man will love me to no end,
And always be my very best friend.

MAN'S POEM

I pray for a deaf-mute nymphomaniac with huge boobs
who owns a liquor store and a golf course.
This doesn't rhyme and I don't give a shit.
 
this is getting good....
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BritChick said:
Are you saying you're gay MM??? :hmmm:

Very noble of you to come out of the closet. ;)
Click to expand...

Unless there is a big black dong on the outside of that closet, MM ain't coming out...
 
Heading off to Vegas in about a couple of hours - can't wait!

Separation is a bitch! Things are moving along and most of the road blocks are out of the way, dealing with a few emotional head games but I can see the light at the end of the tunnel.

Wasn't sure how Rod was going to be or if he'd even come home to watch the kids when I was out of town. He did say last night that he wants nothing to do with the kids after I leave since they won't be part of his life any more... this is the first time I felt my blood boil, having been 'dad' for 7 years I told him how he'd break their hearts and that he didn't have to be out of their lives and I didn't want him to be. He responded that he didn't care about 'their' hearts only his and to him we'd be nothing more than fatalities that he knew nothing about... holy fuck, that one gave me the warm fuzzies! :rolleyes:

Anyhow, Taryn my daughter cornered him, it's the first time he's seen her in 5weeks and he wasn't able to give her the cold shoulder - I'm hoping that even after we leave he'll still want a relationship with the kids and that his talk is just that.

I'm stunned at how many of my friends both male and female are pushing me to 'fight' for more when I'm happy to walk away and just be debt free... to me life is too fucking short to battle and war over material things and it will only make things more painful. I'm happy to just be debt free.

I can head to Vegas now knowing that the separation agreement is signed and that Rod has approval to assume the mortgage, one more month and I'll be out of here and moving on with my life.

I reflect on this without disdain, it's been like a book, a book with many good chapters, some I could have lived without but one I'm glad I got to experience, unfortunately though I did come to the end and suprisingly sooner than I had expected. The seven years wasn't a waste and Rod still has many great qualities and I will always care about him.

Excited to embrace whatever is around the next corner.

Talk to you all when I get back.

Vegas here I come. :hot:
 
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Very well said Kerry. I'm glad that you are as happy as you can be at this point. It is never easy and there will always be "Moments" when it isn't easy. I do hope Rod will reconsider spending time with the kids. They need it and I think he will too, even though he will not admit it right now. He's hurting and I think you are right, they are just words. Time will tell. Have you decided where you are moving yet?
 
Yes, renting a 3 bdrm townhouse about 5 mins from where we live now, the rent is a bit high but it's really nice and I think somewhere I will love once settled in. The next month will be a bit of a headache with all that is entailed in a separation and move but it's nearly there. Rod is planning on keeping the dogs and he's trying to rent a place on the island for when he's out of town where he can take them... I don't think he has a clue how much he's letting himself in for.

Kids are still going to the same schools for now but there are schools closer, my daughter has already said she is more than willing to change schools in fact she thinks it would be exciting and Keegan said he will if it will make things easier for me... I have great kids! ;)
 
Not sure what you're like in person, but on this forum, you give me the feeling you are a very strong woman. :clap:

I did find it sad to read about Rod and his take on being dad ... but not many think of the kids in a divorce. Hopefully he'll have a change of heart.

Vegas already?? Have a great time! Be sure to have a few drinks from Coyote Ugly for me. :D
 
Hey K!
What NT Said!
Dang...kinda wished I coulda taken ya up on that offer for the couch in 'Vegas?
No offer? Ok...wishful thinking!
Have a great time and have some fun!
 
Happy Birthday baby! Thinking about you............ Hope you had a good time in Vegas.
 
You beat me to it ... Happy bday darlin' :kiss:
 
Happy Birthday!

Kerry, I think you are so wonderful. I've never had the pleasure of meeting you but I know you'll be fine and so will the kids. You remind me of myself when I went divorced my first husband. Things couldn't have been worse, but things couldn't have turned out better!

I will definitely keep you and the kids in my prayers.
 
Happy B-Day, K!
 
Thank you all for the birthday wishes, kind of ironic that I spent the afternoon at Rod's and my lawyers finalizing the transfer of title on the house!

Oh well, ya do whatcha gotta do right?!

Things are going okay, Rod's behaving for the most part though he tends to blow hot and cold more than I. I avoid rifts at all costs and refuse to engage in any arguments - they are pointless now anyway. He even bought me a big bouquet of flowers for my birthday that was sorta bitter sweet as was the hug and kiss that went with them. I know there is no turning back, for me at least.

Three weeks until I move and trying to finalize all the details.

Going out tonight to celebrate my birthday. :)
 
Missed You - :(



Glad things are better!
You will feel empowered on your own! - ;) :flex:
 
I kinda just got here to read all of this and I maybe out of line to even respond since I havent been here to read all thats going on, but I feel like I have to get something off of my chest.

I couldnt be someone's father for 7 years and all of a sudden just quit. How could is someone that does this? I was with my wife for about 6 months before I decided to marry her. And half of me didnt only want to marry her because I love her, but because I wanted to make her daughter mine. Since then I have adopted my baby girl and we have had another baby girl. I just cant seem to figure out why someone would turn tail and run after everything.

Again I am sorry if I stepped on your feet here in your journal, but I wanted to tell you also that I admire you for all you are doing. And moving on and not trying to draw things out for longer than they have to be. Keep your chin up and all will be fine. Best of luck, you will be in my prayers.
 
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