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Diary of a madman.....

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then from the bottom of the stairs looking into the living room..
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then looking back at the living room from the kitchen area..
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lets see ... here is the kitchen

Notice the picnic basket on the left by the telephone. How many single men can say they own one of these?? Huh? I'm a pleaser when it comes to women ;)

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Last one. The dining area. Computer is going in the right corner. Not like I have a lot of dinners guests anyhow.

Oh and I left out the spare bedroom. Got someone renting that and I didn't want to impose.

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Well that's my liittle Townhouse. Feels like an apartment to me but I guess that's from being used to living in real houses for the past 7 years or so.

Well off to move the desk and PC. Then head off to Home Depot to get some idea's for closet organizers. More money spent... but worth it. :)

have a great day!!!!!!
 
Hey PB-
nice place. My town home is a tad smaller than yours but in a ranch configuration. I like that tan recliner chair thing you have? What ever it's called. Looks comfy....multi-purpose as well....
The mirrored sliding doors in the bed room seem to add the feeling of more space? I was thinking of adding those to my bedroom sa well some day....
 
Hmmmmm....now where do I start......huge mirrors in bedroom... but not on ceiling!!!!! Wine rack looks fairly empty!!!! Bathroom vanity looks kinda sturdy.......yep.....I likes it!!!!

Not knowing what a 'normal' unit looks like in America...this seems quite like what we build over here now....all two story but they mostly have 3 or 4 bedrooms (one is converted to a separate study)....but when you look at the exchange rate...its half the price of yours!!!!

Burner....why not post pics of your place...that way we can see who's is bigger!!!!
 
"Burner....why not post pics of your place...that way we can see who's is bigger!!!!"
***because, my dear friend...I do not have anything to prove...
:D

Oh, the town home....Pb's is bigger by a little bit.
 
Nice Place PB! Can i just tell you that Scarecrow and I bought a house which is about 1700sq. for $155,000.00. It was 2 1/2 years ago but Holy SHIT!!!!!!!!! I always knew CA was a lot more expensive than the East Coast but Damn.

Anyway, your townhome looks very nice. I'm impressed, decent taste for a guy. LOL
 
Damn ants every where!!! It's what 10am and already near 100 today!!

Lelly the counter is very, very sturdy!!! As far as the mirrors on the ceiling.. hmm it's vaulted and the wrong angle. Although I am looking for a mirrored head board ;).

Thanks Mochy. Like I said I like my home simple. Notice no pictures on the wall. I have one but that's it. I'm tryinmg to force myself to put more up but I think I'll let Amanda have fun with that.

Uhm Lelly what am I trying to prove is bigger? And can I post it here? ;)
 
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Burner... mirrors. Yes they do add the feeling of space. Big difference!! Plus think like Esmerelda and I think and you can understand the real reason for mirrors!! LOL
 
Originally posted by Pitboss
Uhm Lelly what am I trying to prove is bigger? And can I post it here? ;)

Gee... I think I could do that for you! :)

Hey sweetness.... miss me!?
 
Originally posted by Sosunni


Gee... I think I could do that for you! :)

Hey sweetness.... miss me!?

You're going to post it for me???


Of course I miss you :)
 
Originally posted by Pitboss


You're going to post it for me???


Of course I miss you :)

Hmmm... that picture was taken at your place, I see now!!

It seems like I haven't been here for days!! I miss you too!
 
yo PB, whaddup??

Nice to hear from you my friend. The bach pad looks to be in top form!
 
Hey Roger! Wassup... long time no chat! :D lol

Looks like your doing great now, no stress/less stress life! Sooo glad to hear that :)

Things going alright here, training is kinda slumping in tha summer... but starting to get my butt back into gear! :)

Take care, and I'll try to catch ya sometime on MSN again.. I'm hardly on though.. so hopefully ;) :)

Ciao Sexy!

Steph
 
Originally posted by Scorpio Gurl
Hey Roger! Wassup... long time no chat! :D lol

Looks like your doing great now, no stress/less stress life! Sooo glad to hear that :)

Things going alright here, training is kinda slumping in tha summer... but starting to get my butt back into gear! :)

Take care, and I'll try to catch ya sometime on MSN again.. I'm hardly on though.. so hopefully ;) :)

Ciao Sexy!

Steph

Steph sweetie!!!!! Too funny I was about to send you an email... ity's been way toooooooooooo loooooooooonnnnnnnggggggg! I miss my SeXy Gurl :)

I'll email you any how and give you some more updates :)
 
PB and Carter's Adventures in Texas!!!

Carter and I, possibly Amanda too, will be going to Irving Texas June 20-22, 2003 for a Family reunion. Im going to plan on staying for only a few days. Couple of days with family and then an extra day to visit anyone else that happens to live near or up for a little traveling adventure.

Tammy best be ready for me!!! LOL


....

This Saturday carter and I get to spend all day together. I am so excited. We, well I have our whole day planned out.hang by the pool and check out teh babes, Then head inside and grab a little lunch. Kick back in the air conditioned house and watch a new Elmo video. Have a nice relaxing bath and then a little nap before heading back to moms :)

Gonna feel strange having him to myself.. I miss that :( I hope I don't cry too much Saturday. Especially when I drop him back off at Moms. If he cries I'll just burst..

later all.. :)
 
Awwww ROGER!! I hope you have a wonderful day with Carter!!!

WOW Your coming to Texas!!! COOL!!! :) Irving is kinda far from me.. but ya never know!
Take care sweets! ;)
 
Originally posted by Princess
Awwww ROGER!! I hope you have a wonderful day with Carter!!!

WOW Your coming to Texas!!! COOL!!! :) Irving is kinda far from me.. but ya never know!
Take care sweets! ;)

I'll have Amanda take some pics ;)

Hey Irving Texas is a lot closer to you than it is to me!!!! LOL
 
2003... that gives me plenty of time to catch up in hottest to my fellow Texan ladies, Fitgirl & Princess!!!

It IS hard to let him go back to his mom's. Fade still goes through that every time!
 
Originally posted by butterfly
2003... that gives me plenty of time to catch up in hottest to my fellow Texan ladies, Fitgirl & Princess!!!

It IS hard to let him go back to his mom's. Fade still goes through that every time!

catch up??? Women are crazy!!! You're already hot, duh.

He's only cried twice I think when I've left him and that was only after spending 2 hours with me. The first time I sat in my car crying for a good 10 minutes :(

It's times like that when I start to think if I made the right decision. If I tried and tried to keep making it work would I eventually be happy? Would it mattter if I was happy as long as carter and his mother were happy? Shouldn't that have been enough to make me happy?

I miss being a family :(
 
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Well in case anyone noticed I gave up on my regular journal. I can't seem to keep one and my diet is like a yo yo, good one day and extremely bad the next. How bad? Hmmm I had 3 Hagen Das ice cream bars on Monday. Hey it was 109 outside!!! yeah okay so I was inside and it was only 80 or so.. LOL

I have been going to the gym, usually 5 days a week. Although I think I might be taking it easy for the next month or so. Legs, chest and shoulders I can go all out on but biceps and back.. hmm well I pulled a forearm muscle, the brachili (sp). I can work around it but I know better. If it hurts to pick up a full trash bag, say 20lbs you know you have a problem. So it'll be light days for back and bi for a while :(

What else have I done? Oh yesterday I finished up my bedroom closet. Picked up a closet orginizer from Home Depot. It worked out pretty good and Amanda seems to like it. She has her side and I have mine.

Oh and one other personal problem.... kind of embarrasing but I'm beginning to believe that no matter how personal it can be it's best to just be open and let it out. The amoutn of feed back you can get is amazing and I'd say 9 out 10 times the end result is a positve one.

I've been having problems keeping it up... you know it. I can decide if it's mental or physical. The physical reason being that I was on a 10 week cycle of deca and test and my test levels still haven't gone back to normal. I started taking Tribulis so maybe that will help. I must say what a waste of money that cycle was. My first full length attempt and I managed to gain very, very little. Too little sleep, not enough time at the gym and a terrible diet. I really think I did my best that I could considering the hours I worked. Oh well.

The mental part? Well the first time it happened I think I was just extremely tired. The next time all I could think about was losing it, you know what if I lose it again? That's it. That's all it took. Same with the next time. Then the next time everything was okay. Then again. Then fine, well sort of. I almost lost it and had to think of other women, fantasies, etc to take my mind off of losing it. That worked but that was the first time I have ever thought of anyone else while being with Amanda :( ... but then again I really liked what I was thinking.. he he

It's tough for a woman to really understand what a man goes through when this happens. You know they are thinking it must be them, or something they did or didn't do. I'm sure 90% or more of the time it has nothing to do with her. For the man though it's a ego thing. It's a let down of our man hood. A destroyer of our animalness, etc, etc. It's worse than getting your butt kicked by a person who is half you size and in front of everyone you know. For a man it's an erection that shows our excitement. For a women it's her wetness. Sometimes a woman may not be able to get as wet as she needs to and there is always that bottle of Astroglide. For a man without an erection there is no magic bottle. It's all or nothing.

Gee I think this is a first in my diary that I will say this...
TMI!! Too much Information... LOL
 
You're coming to Irving in June???
AAALLLLRIIIIIGGGGHHHHTTTTT!!!!

Rock on!! I can't wait. Irving is pretty close to me.
Sweeeet
 
PB ... that's right about the time we're heading for Hedo next year and were thinking about coming to Texas a few days early to visit with the Texas ladies of IM. It sounds like we might be able to set it up to meet you (and maybe Carter too)!! Keep us updated about your whereabouts for June.
 
Originally posted by Fitgirl70
You're coming to Irving in June???
AAALLLLRIIIIIGGGGHHHHTTTTT!!!!

Rock on!! I can't wait. Irving is pretty close to me.
Sweeeet

I'll be looking forward to it :) Get ato see family I haven't seen for 5 years and hopefully see a bunch of you or at least T. Then I can show off my pride and joy. Heck I might show off Carter too.... LOL just kidding people... geez.

NT the dates in June have been confirmed unless something comes up and they have to change them.
 
Hmm no comments on my uh new problem.... that's okay. i woke up horny as hell this morning and it seems to working like it's old self. :D
 
Originally posted by Fade99
Kewl. An IM members party.

That would be an awesome thing. Even if it's only a handful of us.
 
If your dates are set, I'm pretty sure we'll be going back to Hedo for June 21st to the 29th ... so it's possible we might be able to work our way down south first. A gathering of the IM clan would be very cool. Have a few beverages and laughs! ;)
 
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