
So I was with this girl for over a year and she was my first girlfriend, my first everything (Kiss, Virginity, etc). I loved her with all my heart I tried to be the best fucking boyfriend I could. I spent god knows how much on her in forms of jewelery and shit for no reason and as a non-working student money is tough. She wasn't like one of the girls who demands everything, no she hated me buying her stuff but that's not the point. We were planning to go to Florida the beginning of March and she wasn't paying a dime, one day... ONE DAY before we were leaving I get a call from her saying she doesn't think she loves me anymore, I was fucking heartbroken I just couldn't handle life anymore, (I ended up taking a friend with me instead to Florida) but the entire trip I was a mess I was literally a dead-man walking. When I got back I did absolutely nothing just sat there in my room for hours after school... I was honestly on the verge of killing myself because I just couldn't take it.
Then a friend got me into weight lifting and I started working out which I believe actually saved my life because if I didn't start spending my time researching training and everything else then I doubt I would still be here... So 2 weeks or so pass and she wants to see me... Me still being in love with her I am absolutely ecstatic, we hang out see a movie and it was like it always was, it was the best time of my life and we start talking again and its great. I didn't actually see her for another week and we spent hours cuddling and just acting like it's always been...
Today I was supposed to hang out with her before she leaves for spring break (Which I originally was planing to go with her when we were together) we were going to see a movie and go to her house afterwards but then she decides to see her Dad instead (Which I do understand she wants to see him before she leaves) but once fucking again I don't find out until 5minutes before I'm going to leave...
I eat lunch with her and see her several times on campus during the day still and shes always flirty and everything with me, we hang out and it always turns into some hot and heavy session but she is constantly leading me on it's ridiculous...
I am so tired of being treated this way...
Well I was venting... Reply if you wish




