Rocco's Poor Pathetic Attempt To Stay Motivated.

[Fitgirl70]

Well my third w/o is scheduled on Saturday! Can I still get the pics Friday?

Maybe

 

[Rocco32]

Maybe

What do you mean "maybe"!!! For all the money I'm dropping on you, you could at least cut me some slack!

 

[Burner02]

He does have a point, Tam....

(hey roc...if you get some pics that were meant for your eyes only...hopefully the above endoresment will see that they get CC'd to my account..)

 

[Rocco32]

He does have a point, Tam....

(hey roc...if you get some pics that were meant for your eyes only...hopefully the above endoresment will see that they get CC'd to my account..)

Oh of course Mike!!! And of course I get reciprocity as well correct?

 

[Rocco32]

Weighed in this morning at 209. I thought I was still around 230. How can I be 209 and still look like crap? Is my scale broken? I don't think so. Has my body gone completely catabolic and I'm just a lump of fat now? Could be. Am I still hyper depressed and I'm not viewing myself in reality? Doubt it. So now I'm upset about that!!!

Starting tomorrow morning I'll start up P/RR/S for a few cycles before jumping into powerlifting again. I guess I'll do weights 4 x a week this way. I feel like I'm at the end of my rope now and I just want to let go..... I know but somethings up with me.

 

[Fitgirl70]

What do you mean "maybe"!!! For all the money I'm dropping on you, you could at least cut me some slack!

I hadn't seen S*&^ yet....as much money as I'm making you - I should at least get a pic or two!

(btw, you are definitely getting pics)

 

[Fitgirl70]

I feel like I'm at the end of my rope now and I just want to let go..... I know but somethings up with me.

You know what Jodie says?

"When you're at the end of your rope, tie a knot in it and hold on!"

 

[tucker01]

Weighed in this morning at 209. I thought I was still around 230. How can I be 209 and still look like crap? Is my scale broken? I don't think so. Has my body gone completely catabolic and I'm just a lump of fat now? Could be. Am I still hyper depressed and I'm not viewing myself in reality? Doubt it. So now I'm upset about that!!!

Starting tomorrow morning I'll start up P/RR/S for a few cycles before jumping into powerlifting again. I guess I'll do weights 4 x a week this way. I feel like I'm at the end of my rope now and I just want to let go..... I know but somethings up with me.

Of course it is a mind game. Remember you have been through alot with thyroid problems and injuries. Don't get discouraged. Use this as motivation.

 

[Rocco32]

I hadn't seen S*&^ yet....as much money as I'm making you - I should at least get a pic or two!

(btw, you are definitely getting pics)

Now I'm excited about the pics!!!

I'll do you a favor and NOT send you pics of me

 

[Rocco32]

You know what Jodie says?

"When you're at the end of your rope, tie a knot in it and hold on!"

I was thinking more of just making a loop and hanging myself!!! LOL.




Disclaimer- the above statement was NOT a cry for help or a serious suicidal threat!!!!

 

[Rocco32]

Of course it is a mind game. Remember you have been through alot with thyroid problems and injuries. Don't get discouraged. Use this as motivation.

Well right now I'm using it to get pissed. I understand it may be in my head, but that makes no sense when I LOOK at myself. How can my mind play with me that much? Are you noticing any body comp changes with the MP?

 

[tucker01]

I think I look a little leaner LOL

Maybe I should bump up the dose LOL

 

[Rocco32]

I think I look a little leaner LOL

Maybe I should bump up the dose LOL

What dose are you at right now? I may try it again depending on your thoughts.

 

[tucker01]

8 a day
plus 6 fish oil
plus 2 sesamin

 

[Triple Threat]

well, doesn't that make it a foursome??

Did someone call me?

 

[Burner02]

Oh of course Mike!!! And of course I get reciprocity as well correct?

team effort, my friend!

 

[bludevil]

hey rocco, know your pain. After breaking my hand twice in that last 4 months and not allowed to lift weights and letting diet go down the toilet my motivation/determination was probably as bleak as it's been since I started lifting. After going to back to gym after getting cast off, all weights were reduced by 50% or more which didn't help matters. It's been about 3 weeks now since I've been back in the gym. I'm no where near where I was before breaking hand, but will say muscle memory is nice cause #'s are going up each week. I guess the only thing that got me motivated to even go back to gym was the summer is coming up and my entire family goes to the beach together (aunts, uncles, cousins, etc...) and I have alot of family members who always say positive comments about my body. Didn't want to let them down this year with gut hanging out so I guess I'm doing it more for them than me (not dissapointing them). I guess the point is, hang in their bud, it'll get better

 

[b_reed23]

I'll do you a favor and NOT send you pics of me

you could do me the favor!!!!!!!!!

 

[Rocco32]

you could do me the favor!!!!!!!!!

I could do you the favor and not send you a pic? Alright....done

 

[Rocco32]

hey rocco, know your pain. After breaking my hand twice in that last 4 months and not allowed to lift weights and letting diet go down the toilet my motivation/determination was probably as bleak as it's been since I started lifting. After going to back to gym after getting cast off, all weights were reduced by 50% or more which didn't help matters. It's been about 3 weeks now since I've been back in the gym. I'm no where near where I was before breaking hand, but will say muscle memory is nice cause #'s are going up each week. I guess the only thing that got me motivated to even go back to gym was the summer is coming up and my entire family goes to the beach together (aunts, uncles, cousins, etc...) and I have alot of family members who always say positive comments about my body. Didn't want to let them down this year with gut hanging out so I guess I'm doing it more for them than me (not dissapointing them). I guess the point is, hang in their bud, it'll get better

Thanks Blu, glad your back as well! I understand not wanting to let other people down when they expect you to look a certain way. That's how I feel at work and with the few or maybe one actual friend I see every now and than LOL. They have expectations of me and right now I kinda feel ashamed...you know?

 

[b_reed23]

no no no...send the pic, hell, send 2 if you want

 

[Rocco32]

I Hired GoPro

I hired GoPro to do my training, diet and supplementation. I'm hoping taking all the guess work and self-doubting out of the equation will help me here. We start on June 1. If I can't make it out of bed for the gym, well I guess I'll be going at night. No more skipping the gym!!

 

[Fitgirl70]

Ohhhh, so you're part of Team Go Pro huh???

Hmmm......











send the damn pic

 

[b_reed23]

he keeps talking, thinking that it will distract us and make us forget about the pics....grrrrr....

 

[Rocco32]

If you 2 want pics, go to my gallery. Trust me, those aren't good but your definately not going to get anything better at this point!!! I've got a nice pic of my hand in there

 

[Burner02]

I hired GoPro to do my training, diet and supplementation. I'm hoping taking all the guess work and self-doubting out of the equation will help me here. We start on June 1. If I can't make it out of bed for the gym, well I guess I'll be going at night. No more skipping the gym!!

way to step up, sir....ya know I've found out...when I pay hard earned $$ to do something...I am usally pretty motivated to follow thru w/ it!

 

[b_reed23]

I've got a nice pic of my hand in there

Is her name Rosie Palms??

 

[Burner02]

well..he IS married....

so...why do brides smile when they are walking down the isle?
..they know theyve given their last blow job..



What do you call a woman who is paralyzed from the waist down?
...married....

hmm..why am I single????

 

[Fitgirl70]

 

[b_reed23]