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Scared Shitless

I never said that you were the nourishing type, merely that you were put in a positiion where you were primary caregiver to one or more people. You have your own thread. Perhaps it would be best for you to confine your health problem question to that one. Let this be for thred be here for others who may find insight from reading its many posts.
 
Trouble said:
Once behind self made walls, treading on a slipper slope of seclusion, a decline in mental and physical health is almost assured.

You need to distance yourself emotionally from these burdens, carefully look them over for ways to delegate them to others, to find working solutions that allow you to continue to be helpful, but also allow you to protect your own health.
I feel like you're talking to me! I've been doing the same thing, I have taken a large share of caring for my GF's 88 year old grandfather for the past year and over that time I neglected to pay attention to signs I was in for major problems with my back injury. I kept doing things like carrying him out of bed when he couldn't make it to the bathroom and straining myself trying to get the tight plastic sheets off of his bed when he'd have an accident in bed it all put bad pressure on my back it was just a twinge followed by burning. Then 4 month's later it had turned into a full blown nagging constant ache that went into my buttock and sometimes into my thigh through to the knee and sometimes my ankle. Plus sleeping on his couch the nights I had to watch him overnight didn't help either. So I have since then made his family take more responsibilty in caring for him, but alas it's too lat and I have to deal with this pain constantly now.

One last item: You chose your gf. If she is a "pain in the ass", it may well be because you induce that response from her, through your actions. I can't help but notice that there is an issue of respect and trust between you and her that needs work. Damn again this applies to me my gf has been forcing me to do things for her that strain my back even though she knows its hurt. Her excuse is because she's exhauted from watching her grandfather 5-6 days a week all day and then she works 4 days a week at night. So eah we both have these stressors and I keep trying to be the stronger one and act like I can handle it even though it's no good for my back.

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If there are further posts to this thread, let them be a telling of these lessons, for the benefit of all. This thread is not about to become a death-watch. If it does, I will close it. There is enough darkness in its content.

Let there be lightness in the positive that can be extracted from its pages.
All that I know is that I will never let this pain take control of my life, I will continue to seek what is causing it and how to cure it no matter what. Right now I have full faith in the neurologist I saw on monday because he's been in for many years and spent alot of time speaking to me and then finally I got a pain releiver that actually lasts. He will run some tests on me next visit and actually go over what they mean with me. He's one of those doctors who beleives in quality of health care instead of quantity, he only sets his appointments for one person every hour instead of every 15-30 minutes plus he treats for the patient and not how the insurance companies think he should. He's not a shill for the Health Insurance Monkies, any of you can research on line for doctors who refuse to buckle under health insurance pressures.
 
Trouble said:
IHybah and your situation may be similar. Your recovery requires that you attend to this issue of imbalance.

Don't worry about me. My language is maybe blunt and sometimes very simple but I've got all the things worked out pretty well. Basically i'm already cured ;)

I'd be more concerned about HAN ...
 
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i am still alive, but not by much...my parents have both agreed that, if after more searching, i cannot receive proper help/treatment for my CFS, we will look for peaceful solutions to dying. it has gotten so bad i cannot move around much anymore...i am in constant pain and still have heavy unexplained breathing problems..
 
Justin you are always in my prayers and never give up hope..something will turn up just keep the faith..




Hybah said:
Don't worry about me. My language is maybe blunt and sometimes very simple but I've got all the things worked out pretty well. Basically i'm already cured ;)

I'd be more concerned about HAN ...

I am doing fine, not saying a word my dad finaly showed me he had a rash for 2 weeks, and just the other day my mom had same rash on her foot. Then :bulb: popped on could there be a connection. Yes Shingles. That would explain why pumping her with percocets and antiinflamatories never worked. Dr said it is extremely rare to see 2 cases of shingles occur at same time. They given valtrex and will be fine. I plan on having a long talk with girlfreind to bring issues that we have with each other out on the table so we can come to some kind of compromise. She was in a previous abusive relation ship and needs more time to open up. I think the most frustratng thing to do is to try and get her to tell me was bothering her so we could work things out together. i keep telling her needs to let the past go and learn from it other wise its going to hold you back in the future. For some people its easier said then done
 
i really hate doing this, but if anyone could spare a few bucks, i really need the money. my parents are sending me to a Fibromyalgia and Fatigue Center in Las Vegas August 15. www.fibroandfatigue.com It's gonna cost $360 bucks plus fees for running lab tests and supplements. I dunno how my family is gonna come up with the money, but at this stage it';s either pay or give up. The psychiatrist has me on Cymbalta 90 mg/day, but the pain has increased dramatically this past week. The only suggestion he can come up with is depression.
 
Check back in your thread bonecrusher was willing to put up 500 bucks for recovery.
 
set up a paypal donation account or something like that were people can donate.
 
P-funk said:
set up a paypal donation account or something like that were people can donate.

I suggested this ages ago.
 
ok...will try to figure out how to do that
 
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EDIT: ok. figured out how to do it..gotta wait 2-3 business days while PayPal processes my bank info...
 
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oaktownboy said:
i really hate doing this, but if anyone could spare a few bucks, i really need the money. my parents are sending me to a Fibromyalgia and Fatigue Center in Las Vegas August 15. www.fibroandfatigue.com It's gonna cost $360 bucks plus fees for running lab tests and supplements. I dunno how my family is gonna come up with the money, but at this stage it';s either pay or give up. The psychiatrist has me on Cymbalta 90 mg/day, but the pain has increased dramatically this past week. The only suggestion he can come up with is depression.


Cymbalta is still in Phase II trials, as far as I know, as a FMS treatment. Actually PENN was trying to get one while I was working on fibro trials. Of the people in the trial I ran that had tried duloxetine, none of them said it helped. I dealt with people who suffer from FMS for over 2 years, for the most part, the people with a more positive attitude towards it tend to beat it. You get people who live their life and people who live the condition and the ones who just wallow tend to not get better. Inexplicably, for some, the symptoms just disappear. Honestly, I believe it to be a dumping ground diagnosis for something doctors can't eplain. I initially thought it may be a result of prostaglandin imbalance, but I think that avenue has been pursued before and negated.
 
after spending the whole day in the hospital yesterday with constant vomiting from 7-5 (it got to the point where i was throwing up pure bile, damn that's nasty, bright yellow stuff), and having several injections of anti-nausea medication, i know for certain my immune system is in the shitter. If my visit to the Fibro and Fatigue center in Las Vegas doesn't find anything, I really am gonna kill myself. Can u picture waking up everyday, sick to the stomach and the head, with no energy, almost complete muscle loss, no appetite, and taking antidepressants that do almost nothing?
 
ok, so i setup an account on PayPal..now how do i give you guys my info?
 
Oak.

Every day I am going to pray for you first thing in the morning, and last thing before I hit the sheets.

If you need to chat, hit me up via pm.

Please, do not lose faith.
 
camarosuper6 said:
Oak.

Every day I am going to pray for you first thing in the morning, and last thing before I hit the sheets.

If you need to chat, hit me up via pm.

Please, do not lose faith.

thx

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Why did the hospital send you home???? I am really confused on how many things you have been diagnosed with. What happened with the Lyme Disease? What about your thyroid? Are you taking any prescriptions for these? I can't remember the other diagnosis but I remember there were a lot. What did you do about the "Ephedra" theory?? Just asking so I can better understand how you are being diagnosed with CFS and Fibro??!!
Thanks!
 
Why?? Because they're doctors damnit..
 
um well i can't explain why they sent me home...they said i either had the flu or adverse reactions from antidepressant i have been taking for 3 weeks...
 
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You know the other day I saw a show on one of the Medical Networks and this girl had Lyme disease, but because it's so hard to detect the bacteria that causes it none of the doctors she had seen could find it in her tests. She finally went to a doctor who specialized in Lyme disease and he ran a battery of tests with multiple blood samples from different areas of her body and they found it, then they started treatment for it. Of course because it was in the advanced stages where it was causing pain all over she had to stay on the treatment for many months before she felt any major relief, but she pulled through, she was in High School and had stopped going because the pain had become unbearable. She was able to make up the time she missed from school and graduated on time. It was really miraculous to hear her story. Because she had basically given up on believing in the medical world and hated doctors by the end, now she loves the doctor who was able to pin-point what was illing her through more thorough investigation...


I would say try finding a Lyme disease expert and just try once again to make sure thats not what is causing your ills...
 
Maniclion has a point, as does TropicalGirl.

I have a client who has what appears to be a pathogenic secondary infection which may or may not be Lymes Disease. This person has tested positive and been treated twice. Working diagnosis is malnutritional dysbiosis (poor nutritional status caused by dysfunctional intestinal function). No amount of treatment will stop reinfection if the root cause of the dysbiosis is ignored; we have discussed this at length.
 
He does sound like he has a chronic infection of some sort, but his story is so much like the girls. It was a show on Discovery Helth Channel called Mystery Diagnosis the episode is Stabbing Pains.

The Doc she saw was Dr. Bernard Raxlen in Greewich, Conn. I know thats far but I bet if you were able to communicate with him he may know a doc in your area who can help since he gives seminars and lectures all over the country on chronic infections and Lyme disease...
 
FARMINGTON -- It took eight different doctors before the ninth one finally diagnosed Randy Sykes with Lyme disease.

In between his first visit and his last visit, he was diagnosed and treated for pneumonia, fiybromyalgia, chronic fatigue syndrome, the beginning stages of leukemia and multiple sclerosis.

Chris Montes had to see nine different doctors as well, and suffer through a few years of thinking he had Meuniere???s disease, restless leg syndrome and the possibility of brain mass.

The difficulty of diagnosing and treating Lyme disease is what has brought the two men, in conjunction with the Greater Hartford Lyme Disease Support and Action Group, to host its first major conference on Lyme disease this Saturday.

"What we have in Connecticut and across the country is a pandemic problem whereby patients are being under-diagnosed, certainly under-treated, and moreover misdiagnosed and then sold a line that they are going to have to live with whatever they have," said Montes, the town???s director of youth services and a resident of Unionville.

Connecticut still ranks No. 1 in terms of per capita increases of lyme disease, however, but the process and requirement for reporting new diseases are still flawed, Montes said.

Based on the number of people who show up to the monthly support group meetings, 45, as well as the number of people connected with the group, more than 300, the problem is sizable. Every one of the people who come to the group were diagnosed with something else before they were diagnosed with Lyme disease, Sykes said.

The problem is that there is not an accurate blood test for the disease, Sykes said. Most doctors will treat patients who test positive for it with a few weeks of antibiotics. For many patients, Lyme disease symptoms can persists, as well as dozens of co-infections that a tick bite can leave.

"People can have this cocktail of diseases that get passed on by the tick and they don???t know what they have," Montes said.

So far, doctors and patients are coming from across the nation for the conference, including Dr. Garth Nicholson, president and chief scientific officer of the Institute for Molecular Medicine in Huntington Beach, Calif.; Dr. Jo Anne Whitaker of Tarpon Springs, Fla.; Dr. Bernard Raxlen, a Greenwich psychologist and Dr. Steven Phillips, internal medicine and lyme disease researcher and specialist from Wilton.

Book signings will also take place by authors Sue Vogan, who has written "No Compassion Observed," and Karen Vanderhood-Forschner who wrote "Everything You Need to Know about Lyme Disease."

The event will begin at 8 a.m. Saturday at the Farmington Community/Senior Center, 321 New Britain Ave., Unionville. The cost is $30 for registration at the door and includes morning coffee and pastries, lunch and beverages.

Questions may be directed to Sykes at658-9938 or Montes at 673-8759.
 
Why are you going to Vegas still? I wouldn't waste the money on that. I think Maniclion has a point. You were diagnosed with Lyme disease early on...why not go back to that Doctor? You won't feel better instantly if it is Lyme Disease but, left untreated it is only going to get worse which is already what is happening to you. I believe you stopped treatment on that correct?
 
"doctor says i have Lyme disease along with large amounts of other harmful bacteria in my system.."

You wrote this in April of 2005 and following threads said that your insurance wouldn't pay for the IV treatments. What ended up happening??
 
i got the iv treatment....with no results
 
got Spectracell blood test back...deficient in: calcium, zinc, and vitamin E.

I was expecting a lot more to be honest.
 
So, after the failed IV attempts, what did the Doctor try? You obviously were not cured from the Lymes Disease. Being deficient in these three things is not bad at all considering you throwing up and the foods or lack there of that you have been consuming. Americans are deficient in so many vitamins and minerals it's scary! All from the poor dieting. I know for a fact the past two years your diet has been less than desirable (not by your choice) so, it doesn't sound like a bad test result to me. Are you still on the thyroid medication?
 
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