Set my buddy up with his first cycle, but I'm kinda concerned :(

[chucky1]

I don't do it to get high bro just to get big and strong plus after becoming a father 4 years ago I promised that little baby and myself that I was done for good may 18 2006 was the last time I was loaded and there has been no desire to feel that way again.

 

[FTW34]

The syringes dont bother me none or give me "flashbacks" but i waited 3 years to start AAS, after getting clean. Honestly the temptation or thought isnt even in my vocabulary, as far as im concerned that nasty shit doesn't even exist Once u wake up and realize that its a thing that will steal ur money, time, loved ones, and life away you realize the bad definitely out weighs the good and its just not worth it.

My ex girlfriend still struggles, shes in recovery but has had 3 relapses in the past 4 years, Still the love of my life but she believes its best we stay away from eachother because we use to use together.

 

[hoyle21]

I have a buddy trying to clean now. Got out of rehab three weeks ago. I can tell he is struggling bad.

 

[chucky1]

I went through 7 rehabs and did over 3 years in county jail over my 7 year run for the stuff, finally I was on my way to prison and I made the final decision to let it go, its a very hard thing to quit but it can be done

 

[manickanuck]

yeah heroin seems easy to quit once you wake the fuck up and realize wtf has happened and you get through the first 3-6 months. I still crave cigarettes and weed all the time, but you couldn't pay me to do dope again.

Could we pay you to get rid of your gay ass avatar

 

[Intense]

Not sure if it will help because everybody is different along with their conditions.


But my best friend and old roomate abused every drug you could think of as well as test and he had a heart murmor, he said it would hurt when he smoked weed sometimes.... and he saw the doc not too long ago and the doc said his heart was doing fine but he still had the murmor. So who knows, Im sure he will be fine tho. It's not your fault either way, he knows he has a condition and he's still willing to take his chances!

 

[hhsbigmike]

Ok I honestly didn't read anyone's shit prior to posting this... but man I was born with a heart murmur and have run test as high as 1300mg EW stacked with 600mg Deca and 30mg M1T ED for the first four weeks. My BP did jump at one point to 175/84 but dosed Cialis at 12.5mg ED and dropped my BP back down. He will be fine... A heart murmur doesn't make you a crippled just means he can't be a retard and has to listen to his body when he is lifting or doing cardio. I can feel my pulse and know when I'm pushing it to far (sometimes if it goes to far I'll throw up, or damn near black out) but for the most part he should know how to keep his issues in check at 30. Best of luck to your friend, and don't worry so much he'll be fine

And btw I go every 3 years for an Ultra Sound on my heart to know where I stand, I'm sure if his is truly serious he has a similar protocol... or his doc hates him and doesn't give a shit.

 

[s2h]

I went through 7 rehabs and did over 3 years in county jail over my 7 year run for the stuff, finally I was on my way to prison and I made the final decision to let it go, its a very hard thing to quit but it can be done

Big props too you...i had my issues also....the bain just about got a strong hold on me...but i just woke up and walked away from it....bad shit...