Stacey's Trail

[Stacey]

oh my gosh David--You did!!! You are SO AWESOME! I'm going to read it now!! Aww THANKS! I'm Blushing!!

Greeky--thank you sweetie so much for all those kind words. Your a very beautiful girl also sweetie!! Don't worry-as sooon as the doc releases me for that "Extra Cardio" We will be at it..haha!

 

[Stacey]

Monday, June 7th?? Funny I don't know the date today

Just been resting all day today--very sore, but I think the gas is all coming out of me..its still in my shoulder area..hurts..but getting better.

My friend stopped by to see me, and Matt has been home all day today. He just ran to his parents though to borrow their lawn mower..ours is being a brat.
My Mom is stopping by later too. I love visitors

I think I will try & eat a meal. All I have had today is a serving of jello, and a peice of bread, and 6 or 7 wheat thins. I'm afraid to eat too much-don't want to upset my tummy.

I am gonna try some plain chicken though w/ brown rice? Hmm?
thats pretty plain.
I haven't had an appetite at all, but I think its coming back slowly.

Matt's home

 

[Burner02]

Hey you!
Dang! I have not been in here for so long...sorry you had to endure such a thing!
I wish wish you a speedy recovery!

 

[shortstuff]

Good luck!!!!! I am thinking of you honey

 

[david]

oh my gosh David--You did!!! You are SO AWESOME! I'm going to read it now!! Aww THANKS! I'm Blushing!!

You are more than welcome!!! And Deserving as always!!

 

[Stacey]

Thanks Burner! Yeah Where ya been dude??? (Kidding )

HI PAM! Thanks!

David~

 

[Burner02]

going thru a personal crisis..and breaking up w/ the girl I thought I was going to spend the rest of my life with...
you feeling any better?

 

[Stacey]

oh my gosh! I'm sooo sorry honey!! What happend?? Sorrry!!

Sending hugs to you!!!

 

[Burner02]

Long story. But as I said..going thru a personal crisis right now. I can and will recover from it. (not physical) Instead of supporting me, or in the least...sympathize, I got nothing but criticism and judgement. She also said something to me that I wold never be able to forgive her for.
I'm not perfect, and I have bungled things up between us. (inocent, lack of experience..shoulda kept my mouth shut kinda boo-boos) She intentionally said this thing to hurt me..it was the worst thing anyone cold have ever said to me. If it was a uy saying that to me, we'd be fighting. Her..automatic break-up. She knew beter than to say something like that..so..after a year of damn near perfection...had to part ways. I am not mad or resentful, but sad that I cannot have her in my life. Everytime I pick up the phone to dial..I almost by habit, dial her #. It is going to take some getting used to not having her in my life.
It sux.

 

[Jenny]

Hey Stace
I've been away a lot, I'm sorry What is this surgery I hear about? Endo? I hope it went well sweety! I wish I could do something for you!
I'm going to Greece tomorrow morning! It's going to be so great! If you PM me your address I might be able to send a postcard

Have a great week sweetie, will talk more to you when I get back
Lotsa hugs and kisses your way

 

[Burner02]

Greece? um..whos' going with you???

Is Justin there w/ you now?

 

[Jenny]

Mike, I sent you a PM

Yes, Justin and I are going to Greece, he'll be with me all summer Check out our/my new pics in my gallery

Take care of yourself sweetie *hugs*

 

[Burner02]

you two havea GREAT time! Got the Pm..thank you!
That's why Iam lucky to have friends on this site!
we gotta meet some day, you know! too bad y'all can't make it to the 'O' on Vegas this Fall...

 

[Jenny]

Well I'll be in the states for a whole year, so maybe we can work something out

 

[Burner02]

heh heh...looks like business is starting to pick up a bit. Might be able to fit in a road trip to the East coast for a weekend. Check out the college girls....

Hey..gotta get back in the wig of thngs, you know!

 

[Stacey]

Burner~ I'm so sorry about everything that you are going through. Thats so sad..you are a really great guy and I hate to see you in pain. PM me if you need to talk. I'm hear for you! Hugs!!

 

[Stacey]

Hey Stace
I've been away a lot, I'm sorry What is this surgery I hear about? Endo? I hope it went well sweety! I wish I could do something for you!
I'm going to Greece tomorrow morning! It's going to be so great! If you PM me your address I might be able to send a postcard

Have a great week sweetie, will talk more to you when I get back
Lotsa hugs and kisses your way

Hey Jenny! How are you?? HAVE FUN IN GREECE!!!! Yes I want a postcard if you have time to buy one & send it..if not don't worry. I will Pm ya my addy! COOL!!!

Yep-surgery! It's the same one I had last year--this time just had bigger cysts..I'm healing really good though. Walking around more today..but I gotta remember that my insides are still all torn up and healing even though I'm not hurting as bad. Still taking it easy!

HAVE FUN IN GREECE!!!!!!!

 

[Burner02]

Burner~ I'm so sorry about everything that you are going through. Thats so sad..you are a really great guy and I hate to see you in pain. PM me if you need to talk. I'm hear for you! Hugs!!

thanks, Stace!
might have to make a trip to Texas and see some of your fellow Texan hotties....hear they are pretty good looking..kinda like yerself..

 

[Stacey]

Come on down Burner!! There are some beautiful people down here!!!

(and thanks)

 

[Stacey]

Tuesday June 8th

Today was a better day- all that air, and gas that was in my shoulders and neck area are finally almost out of me. So thats good. I still have a lot of pain in the tummy area, and where I'm cut that hurts. But day by day I'm doing better. I walked around more today.. It still hurts to put my undies on and putting on my comfy gym shorts is a challenge also. Matt did the laundry today- 3 loads And he went and got me Chicken fajtias for dinner. I was finally hungry.
That was really my only meal today-besides the Sugar Free Jello- but At least I am eating now.

My legs look so damn skinny today its WEIRD. Freaking me out totally!! Monday they were huge from all the gas.. and now today they look smaller than they did before surgery. Wierdos I tell ya.
I did do a ton of squats and pile squats and lunges the night before surgery (Even though I had cramps and pain..I knew it was my last time to work out for a month)..maybe that did them justice..who knows!!

Anyway.. Oh and I have auntie flo--she came the day after surgery. So nice of her. But I'm glad I got this while at home

(Sowwwy guys for TMI- But this is My journal--and thats what its for also is to help me track that so I can get pregnant--and be on the cover of FitPregnancy magazine..hahahaha)

 

[Stacey]

Oh and for the record- I could NEVER be a stay at home mom. Lordy I'm bored to death here..of course I cant do anything though-like workout or laundry-or anything...but still.. that would only take up 2-3hours of the day.

Borging. (I guess If I had a two year old to chase after it wouldn't be so borging..haha)

 

[JLB001]

Stacey....perhaps it is because you haven't had much in the way of food, so your not holding much water so they look smaller?

 

[Stacey]

That could be it! Also I haven't had a diet coke since before surgery--just water! And Jello--lots of jello--and crackers- and some baked chicken last night. More jello today-then my chicken meal tonight. I like them though-they can stay --I can see leg muscles!!!!!!!

 

[shortstuff]

Stacey you are so cute!! I am glad to hear you are doing better and not in as much pain. Wish me luk today, last final and huge presentation. Enjoy the jello!!!!

 

[ncgirl21]

Hey Cutie!! You sound like your feeling A LOT better!! Good Luck getting pregnant, I'm sure Matt doesn't mind all of the practicing

 

[Stacey]

GOOD LUCK PAM With the Final and presentation!!!! You can do it!

Andrea- I know ~ Matt sure won't mind all the practice!! LoL!

 

[Stacey]

Wednesday June 9, 2004

Today I feel a lot worse, very weird. Woke up this morning and I am so sore and hurt a lot more than yesterday. I will definatly take it easy. I have to go back to work tomorrow. My last day to watch Dr. Phil. LoL!

Hope everyone has a good day

 

[naturaltan]

Oh and for the record- I could NEVER be a stay at home mom. Lordy I'm bored to death here..of course I cant do anything though-like workout or laundry-or anything...but still.. that would only take up 2-3hours of the day.

Borging. (I guess If I had a two year old to chase after it wouldn't be so borging..haha)

having been at home for a week with our daughter when she was young, I too felt it was a dull job ... although we've both split the housework/chores. I couldn't imagine sitting at home now with not much to do ... I get bored on long weekends, never mind a week.

 

[Stacey]

I hear ya NT! Imagine not being able to do anything b/c you just had surgery--and you can't even bend down in the washer to get clothes out... to put in the dryer, I can't do any chores yet.. So I'm REALLY Bored!!! lol.

 

[Stacey]

Thursday June 10th

Back at work today! Fun Fun. Still sore but I am healing.. and getting better slowly!

I bet my doggie misses me--we have been together 24-7 since last sat. night. I bet he is Lonely & looking for me!!

Diet today is pretty good--getting back to more meals now.

Meal One: 3 eggwhites & Watermellon

Meal two: Carbwise bar, a few wheat-thins

Meal Three: 1 cup lettuce, slices of cucumber, eggwhites (Salad from Kroger)

Meal Four: (Will Be) chicken & Greenbeans