hey there, am home now, and my bed was wayyyyyyyyyy cold last night 
Originally posted by shortstuff
I hear ya! It's been very cold the last few nights and my foolish roommate had the AC on 60 degrees! 
Originally posted by Stacey
Awwww we will miss you!!! Keep working hard, I know you will!! And Keep us updated.
Thats sweet of you to take care of your friend, your such a great guy!
Keep in touch-- have a MERRY CHRISTMAS!
Originally posted by Sapphire
Dave..
It's probably me, but what exactly are you saying with your pondering thoughts. I read it three times.. are you trying to say that people aren't your friend if they don't find you physically appealing?
It's still cold!! I didn't realize I was doing weights until I got there and on an empty stomach but pumped with ephedra! 
My friend has such the hook up! 
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Originally posted by david
I must say, your absolutely correct! It didn't make much sense probably bc/ I was typing the thought without enough emotion.
So, here is my second chance.
PONDERING THOUGHTS:
How you conduct and carry yourself makes either a positive or negative influence. To most, this does not alter how they feel about the person on a friendship level.
People (Friend's, family & strangers) make judgements based on your actions, mannerism and sense of thoughts/morale. So, looks are not neccessary for the most part. Unless poor hygeine becomes a factor.
However, your physical perception determines how one will fully perceive, accept and love you.
This was a continuing thought on the first part but the difference maker in the sense that someone that you may be attracted to you may not be attracted back due to the lack of qualities whatever that may be. I can understand that no one is perfect but usually, a good-hearted person would normally see past the physical and love that person for who they are. Usually. But, on the other hand, due to my retardedness past of steroid use, foolishness with heavy weights and not caring about my body (health-wise) running the risk of dying (elevated liver count....yes, my liver was not in healthy form due to AS and drinking). Luckily, I have been given that second chance! I'm getting a chance at life, love and liberty to be the happy person I was years ago. I won't say that I was not happy in the last few years or months but I can say that I'm well at peace. Prepare yourself for this ridiculous next statement that I'm going to make. You should be used to these anyways!
If I died tomorrow or soon, I've died a happy, peaceful person knowing that I have made the peace I needed to with everyone that has mattered to me in life. Sure, I'd miss life and everyone but hell, if I died accidental or for within other reasons then, it was my time. But, I DO NOT want to die because of something I caused such as Steroids, recreational drugs (<<== which I'm proud to say I never did) etc.
Check them out! So, maybe you say, "who cares what they think, it's your hair... do whatever you want. Well, I am. 
Same with my hair long. Oh well, no big deal. I asked a real good friend what she thought and she said, "Why cut your hair? It's your trademark and it makes up your character. I liked that comment by her and I really respect her opinion so, my hair is here to stay until my job fires me for it! OK... no more hair talk! I'm bored! 
But if it's cardio only on that second session, then eat that meal @ 4:30pm and then, after, the small protein drink.
Originally posted by katie64
Hey Honey, you know I like big guys, right
Were you talking about hair??? 
HAHAHA..............look up silly, you were talking about how big you are, ummmmmmmm, tall, thick, you know big=awesome..................Dave, you are a riot, I was LingMAO after I talked with you, LOL..........very uplifting, thank you.................Now, go to bed and rest those legs..............Originally posted by david
No, I didn't know you liked big guys???
How are you, sweetie? Good to see you say something in my journal! I'd love for you to pop in every now and then or daily for that matter. Although Ive been quite boring in here lately, you know, busy with the traveling and training stuff and not being able to spend time online!
Talk to you soon! R-E-A-L Soon!
This is the quote............geezOriginally posted by david
To answer a few questions that were in my temporary gallery.
1) I'm not cutting my hair just yet but I am getting a few layers added in and maybe, I'll cut 2 inches off.
REASONS:
A. Everytime, I go to the hairdresser she sighs everytime I ask her how much I should take off! She's a friend of mine and she loves my hair. She even makes it fair and talks to the other gals and gets an opinion on should I get CHOPPED and the consensus vote is a "BIG NO"
Samy's if your ever in the Miami Beach area. Be prepared to pay though!
B. It's funny though, what you all see within my pictures, two questions come to mind. My hair looks awful and your BF/weight.
Well, let's talk about the hair. My friend's are always truthful and honest with me and I always ask them their opinion. I have even had my hair cut/shaven in the back etc. No problems and no bad remarks. Except from my mother and sister's.
2) What is my BF?
Currently it lays at 28%. I am big boned, 6'0" and yes, I was even more embarrisingly higher 8 weeks ago! I let myself go and didn't care about much in life. I still had my heart but not my emotions. I weighed in at 327 lbs. taking Sustanon, Deca, D'bol, Winstrol, Test Cyp & enthanate, Halotestin, clenbuterol and growth. Lifting ridiculous amounts of weight (powerlifting) and acting like an animal.
Those days are gone! With Debi as my guidance, I am no longer taking any of those things. And, yes, I do currently weigh in at 279 lbs and yes, I have worked out as slated within this journal. I've worked out everyday to this day and maybe I took a couple of days off within this time frame of 7 weeks. I can tell you this much. The first 9 days of Debi's diet was the hardest 9 days of my life. As I stated, I have never taken any hardcore recreational drugs such as marijuana, coke, X heroin etc. But, stripping away all of my favorite foods, my diet pepsi was a huge withdrawal and shocked the HELL out of my body! Of course there is no comparison bc/ obviously it's harder to kick a drug habit then curbing back foods. But, I'm sure it's pretty close bc/ I LOVED to eat and eat in horror-fashion!
3) Before and after pictures. Oh, they'll be there. Trust me, they will. However, I think I'm going to give them to Debi. I'm in a phase 1 with her and I won't post any body pictures until 6 months though. But as for fun pictures, those will always be posted here!
Originally posted by katie64
HAHAHA..............look up silly, you were talking about how big you are, ummmmmmmm, tall, thick, you know big=awesome..................Dave, you are a riot, I was LingMAO after I talked with you, LOL..........very uplifting, thank you.................Now, go to bed and rest those legs..............
Well, I can't wait to meet you in February! Hopefully, nothing stops me from meeting you since my trainer is in Palm Beach so I SHOULD NOT have any reasons! Plus, I'm certainly NOT looking for any excuses, either! 
We'll see! I'm starting to dislike weigh ins! 
Originally posted by david
Oh yeah... but I wouldn't say what you copied and pasted was a "quote" but more like an epic! Not!!!!!
Well, I'm very glad that I can put a laugh and smile into your night when we talk.
Hmmnnn... big, tall and thick.... Well, we'll see what happens in two months and how Debi continues to transform my body!
My legs... they actual feel better but I will comment on that in the next posts!
I don't want to hear any excuses, your the first IM member I'm meeting, damn it 
