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You are sick, twisted masochist. I think that's why I have mucho respect for you.
 
P-funk said:
I am an all or nothing guy. When I was going to college I practiced guitar 8, sometimes 10hrs a day!! I don't believe in doing things half way. When I started lifting at age thirteen I was gung ho about it. Since then I really have never been sedentary. If I wasn't lifting I was doing distance running (I know, hard to believe). When I finally got back into lifting I decided that was it. I don't like to slack on things so I went all out. Whether there was a contest or not I wanted to make the best gains that I possibly could and that meant going 100%. I couldn't see doing it any other way. I am not more genetically gifted than anyone one else is (although I always did have broad shoulders), I am just willling to work harder. Like Dr. Leistner says "I am not very smart but if you tell me what to do I will work really hard." that says it all right there. I am just a very driven person. When the oppurtunity came to compete the first time I bailed out 8 weeks out just feeling uncomfortable about the thing. The second time around I didn't want to let myself down.


What drove me to be serious about diet and training.....ME.

:thumb: x 100 ONe of the best posts I've seen so far..most competitors have the same sort of personalities..very driven..extremists if you will (I admit that i am...all or nothing with me...I did a whole lot of the nothing part thru the holidays and i was very unhappy...back on track and feeling wonderful) and we all tend to be a tad anal..ok, a shit load of analness going on :grin:
 
Non training day (thank god...so sore).

calories and carbs slightly lower:

3341 cals
329g protein
221g carbs
121g fats

oh the hunger. :(
 
P-funk said:
Non training day (thank god...so sore).

calories and carbs slightly lower:

3341 cals
329g protein
221g carbs
121g fats

oh the hunger. :(
just think of my hunger cuz...at least ur digestion is workin
 
oaktownboy said:
just think of my hunger cuz...at least ur digestion is workin


I know man. I really feel bad for ya. :(
 
P-funk said:
Non training day (thank god...so sore).

calories and carbs slightly lower:

3341 cals
329g protein
221g carbs
121g fats

oh the hunger. :(
WTF?!? If I ate that many calories I don't think I could get up off the floor LOL! Hold on a sec while I cry a river for you :laugh:
 
P-funk said:
calories and carbs slightly lower:

3341 cals
329g protein
221g carbs
121g fats

oh the hunger. :(

:pissed:

Good morning. ;)
 
2/3/05

BW- 192

upper

standing BB press
RI= 60sec
165/5x5

last set was hard

RG chin ups
RI= 60sec
bw + 35/5x5

everything else is 30sec rest!!!

15 degree incline bench press
80/8,8,8,6,5

plate loaded support rows (angled grip. weight not counting bar)
(2 plates and one quater plate) 105/8x5

pump!!!!

rev. peck deck
120/8
135/8x2

cable crossover
plate#7/8
plate#8/8, 6

Had to lower to 3 sets on those to exercises. Just to fried to complete 5 sets.

DB hammer curls
30/8x5

DB Bilateral tricep kick back (form strict as hell!!)
15/8x5


Okay, so I had to lower down to 3 sets on two of the exercises. I was just beat to shit. I can't tell if it was because I was exhausted today or because maybe I am overtraining a little with this many sets, even though I am not taking things to failure (i was still sore from monday). If I feel like i am overtraining I will lower the volume a bit on the auxiliary lifts. These workouts make me feel incedible though. My volume has been low for a while now (in order to facilitate greater intensity and frequency) that my body is really freaking out when I train like this. If anything I can stick through this workout for 4 weeks as some sort of "overreaching" period before I move to a similiar plan with less volume.
 
Velvet said:
ding ding ding...you win a wonderful trip to florida :D


are you going to pay for that trip to florida?? :D
 
food

2/3/05

3436 cals
319g protein
281g carbs
115g fat
 
Nice w/o Patrick. I love reading your w/o's. Get's me excited about being trained by you too ( not excited in a weird way, *clears throat*) And nice Standing MP's!
 
Have a great weekend Patrick!
 
2/4/05

BW- 191

legs- light day for the main lifts. the auxiliary, 30sec. shit, was still tough though.

squats
RI= 60sec
1/6/x yes, that is a 6sec pause in the hole followed by an explosive conncentric.
225/5x5

SLDL
RI= 60sec
tempo 1/3/x 3 counts in the whole
225/5x5

seated calf raise
RI= 45sec
135/5x5

well that was all pretty light. my back was nice and pumped from sitting in the hole so long on squats and then SLDL.

Now for the hard stuff....

30sec rest from here on out....

deadlift
245/8,8,8,8,5

man that was tough. I am trying to suck wind for 30sec and some asshole wants to bother me. :rolleyes: ......."I remeber over the summer when you were doing 3 or 4 plates for these reps. What happened? have you gotten weaker?"....."No you stupid asshole. can't you see I am resting 30sec between sets. Not pausing at the bottom of the reps and doing these in a fast manner with no rest pause??" UGH, what a moron. People at the gym bother me.

leg ext
185/8x5

easy

leg press calf raise (weight not counting sled)
540/8x5
felt nice.

standing RG dumbell wrist curl
20/18,15,15,15,13

just for good measure some forearm work. :)


body report:
Okay, lets see.....
1) tomorrow makes 16 weeks out from the atlantic states.
2) this week I dropped my cals a bit from 3800 to 3500, finally going hypocaloric. I already see a differnece. IN my head I feel little and I feel like I look smaller. Someone commented on how I look like I am getting skinny today. I hate that word skinny. It makes me feel like a runner. So, that commment along with the fact that I felt smaller was upsetting.
3) Took my measurments today. My arms are up a quarter of an inch flexed, to 17". My quads at their biggest part are still 26" and I dropped a quarter of an inch off my waist. BW is still in the same area. So that is nice.
4) getting some cool defenition in my quads and my face is starting to lean out, jaw line showing adn square off a bit. My calves are getting ripped. A client was walking behind me and she said "Oh my god Patrick. It looks like you ate to grapefruits for breakfast and they got stuck in your calves." LOL.
5) energy feels good. feel as strong as always.
6) since i will have time to kill while ivonne works I will do some carido tomorrow. I don't think i will keep regular cardio in the program just yet though.
7) my upper body is still sore
8) i hate dieting
9) got a craving today for cookies. first in a while.
 
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Wow, nice w/o and info. Does tomorrow mark 16 weeks or 17? June 4 right?
 
how far down do u plan on dropping calories?
 
P-funk said:
"No you stupid asshole. can't you see I am resting 30sec between sets. Not pausing at the bottom of the reps and doing these in a fast manner with no rest pause??" UGH, what a moron. People at the gym bother me.

:laugh: Yep, I am really finding out that these short rest intervals make me not wanna play nicely at the gym anymore, two days in a row I feel like I've been a bit of a snappy bitch with people... oh well, I think the fact that I said "can't chat now", look at my watch a few times and have my headset on should clue them in anyway! :rolleyes:
 
rock- yep, todat (sat.) is 16 weeks out. At about 10-12 weeks I want to be lean enough to do a mock contest week and try some different things with my carb and sodium loading.

brit- yeah, i don't think the rest intervals have anything to do with it. you are bitch in general.

oak- I am not sure how far down my weight will get. I am not concerned about it though. I go by my measurments and what I look like in the mirror. Usually I never even test my BF%, just taking measurments and watching/listening to my body has always worked in the past.



The whole contest thing is a bit depressing to me when I diet down. It is already starting to mess with my head and I am so far out still. I was looking at a Natural BB'ing magazine last night. Majority of the guys that are my height are like 140-160lbs. I always think they just look like skinny guys and you wouldn't even guess that they lifted weights if you saw them walking down the street. I always feel like that is what I look like when I am dieting. Just another skinny guy. It upsets me. Things I know:

- I know that compared to the average person I am pretty big
- I know that I can get bigger and don't believe that I hae really reached my genetic potential yet.
- I like being fuller and bigger but I also like being ripped and cut.
- When I am full and big I feel fat.
- When I am ripped and cut I feel skinny
- I can't win either way. :(
- I just want to find a happy medium between the two
- dieting is a very upseting thing to me
- i love strength
- i hate losing strength
- usually when I diet I loose some strength
- someday I will figure it all out
 
I know that compared to the average person I am pretty big
- I know that I can get bigger and don't believe that I hae really reached my genetic potential yet.
- I like being fuller and bigger but I also like being ripped and cut.
- When I am full and big I feel fat.
- When I am ripped and cut I feel skinny
- I can't win either way. :(
- I just want to find a happy medium between the two
- dieting is a very upseting thing to me
- i love strength
- i hate losing strength
- usually when I diet I loose some strength
- someday I will figure it all out
Dude, except for the first one (I ain't a big dude :mad: ) the rest could have come from my mouth. Know EXACTLY how you feel. I think a lot of it is in your head, when ripped and cut you FEEL skinny but in all probability look bigger than before (without a shirt on that is) cause you'd be way more defined. I like feeling big, but who wants to be a big fat guy? I think the key is to learn to like both cycles, the process of getting big as well as changing to getting cut. Your goal (I imagine) is to be big BUT ALSO cut! That's the challenge, the calling if you will. It's what 99% of people never achieve. The happy medium you speak of is not a physical one, it's in your head, and sooner or later you'll find it.


Bahhhh what do I know.......I'm only 160 lbs. sorry for the blab:blah:
 
I feel the same way Patrick. I think it was to do with your self-perception and level of self confidence. You ARE a big, strong guy Patrick. You looked AMAZING for your last competition- not even CLOSE to being skinny. I'm sure you've put more muscle on since the last competition also. And with you cutting this far out from the comp and I have a feeling your already at a decent BF Level, your not going to sacrifice very much muscle. Just hang in there buddy and learn to like yourself. Hell, the rest of us here love you so step up to the plate and do the same buddy! :thumb:
 
P-funk said:
brit- yeah, i don't think the rest intervals have anything to do with it. you are bitch in general.

And this is why I love you so damn much! :lol:
 
P-funk said:
I know that compared to the average person I am pretty big

Compared to the average person you are a fucking monster Patrick! :p
I still remember my very first thought of you in Vegas being OMG he's bloody huge!!!!!!! :p

I don't know anyone who has ever competed who doesn't go through your list or a very similiar one... heck I know the closer it gets to contest time the more screwed up my thoughts get, it's a wonder anyone ever makes it to stage! My thoughts can flip flop from great to terrible in a matter of hours! lol
I don't think my thought process will every change... I do however hope to learn to cope with it better in time! ;)
 
Patrick needs a group hug.

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