theCaptn's gone natty journal

[theCaptn']

. . as an experiment I came off the gear nearly 2 months ago. . . started off as a holiday, then got too lazy to pin. . . thought I'd get some blood tests to see where Im at, and hopefully get on the HRT which is ridiculously difficult here in Australia.

So the results are, it's a fucking awful thing to do. Diet is reasonably tight, training good but increased body fat and flat looking.

Fuck that. It looks like there is no option but to continue abusing gears until the day I die. But in a responsible manner.

Got a years supply of Gorilla Pharm test enanth and deca - the two gears that never fail for any purpose. I will kick off end of the month.

Just note this is a special IMF-only journal, you won't find this anywhere else but here in Anything Goes.

I'd like to personally thank Prince for sponsoring me with his many great IML products and t-shirts.

 

[TripleOvertime]

In for the vegamite sandwiches and kangaroo gang bangs.

 

[Montego]

Well no shit coming off sucked. Jesus.

I can only imagine how shit you look and feel

 

[charley]

.. you'll fell better in 90 days, it's interesting how good you can feel without juice ...

 

[theCaptn']

.. you'll fell better in 90 days, it's interesting how good you can feel without juice ...

I've got no intention of finding out goddamit Charley.

Hit legs yesterday, after a week of light cardio and one arms workout. Got a rotator injury on my right shoulder which everything appears to aggravate.

Warm up
10min incl tready
3x warm up front squats
8x 10 squats
4x 12 leg Press
6x 12 SLDL

10min cool down tready. Quite a reasonable workout compared to last week. Good form at lease.

Got physio, massage, acupuncture and dentist appointments this week.

Blood tests next week.

Running very low on vegemite.




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[KILLEROFSAINTS]

I tried for 6 months
Fuck that

 

[SheriV]

The Captn' is a God. ALL should bow down, we're NOT worthy.

It's alive!

 

[CG]

Praise allah, he has returned :

 

[theCaptn']

The Captn' is a God. ALL should bow down, we're NOT worthy.

Internet Jesus hath return!

Urgh, 3am better do some cardio I've got lbm to destroy ....


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[BadGas]

Face first..or ass first.?

The Captn' is a God. ALL should bow down, we're NOT worthy.

 

[CG]

Face first..or ass first.?

Dealers choice. "Any port in a storm" as they say

 

[REDDOG309]

. . as an experiment I came off the gear nearly 2 months ago. . . started off as a holiday, then got too lazy to pin. . . thought I'd get some blood tests to see where Im at, and hopefully get on the HRT which is ridiculously difficult here in Australia.

So the results are, it's a fucking awful thing to do. Diet is reasonably tight, training good but increased body fat and flat looking.

Fuck that. It looks like there is no option but to continue abusing gears until the day I die. But in a responsible manner.

Got a years supply of Gorilla Pharm test enanth and deca - the two gears that never fail for any purpose. I will kick off end of the month.

Just note this is a special IMF-only journal, you won't find this anywhere else but here in Anything Goes.

I'd like to personally thank Prince for sponsoring me with his many great IML products and t-shirts.

Never realized you took gear....

 

[theCaptn']

So a week of non-activity but kept diet relatively clean.

Saturday leg session went better than expected:

Warm up
10min tready
20 air squats
20 bar front squats

10 x 10 back squats
4 x 10 hack squats
4 x 10 SLDL
4 x 10 RDLs
4 x Full DLs

Nothing major on the weight just form focussed.

Went to the physio - got some major work to do reactivating my RH shoulder and trap. Going to take 2-3 weeks of work.

Still off the gear. Blood work this week then back onto a cruise dose.


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[theCaptn']

Bloods taken today. Brace for a suppressed HPTA for life


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[heavyiron]

Exactly when did you go off? Any PCT?

 

[theCaptn']

Exactly when did you go off? Any PCT?

Dec 17. Before holidays. I didn't think pct was going to be effective.


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[CG]

Sounds like what I'll do after my wedding:

Crash my test, no pct, give up, die.

 

[theCaptn']

Then reborn!!!
Results Thursday!
Also may have leads to a friendly doc!


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[heckler7]

scripts are the best, never have to worry about bunk gear

 

[theCaptn']

Shoulder is still fucked precluded me from training everything upper body while I rehab it.

Hit legs on Saturday, may have to through in a 2nd leg day during the week.

Warm up 10min tready
Back squats 3 x 10

Working
5 x 10 front squats
5 x 10 SLDL
5 x 10 leg Press
5 x 10 DL

Strength is way down as expected.

Results will be in Monday - in thinking my LDL/HDL are all good


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[theCaptn']

All my markers, except androgens are fucking spot on!

... so time to abuse some gears, in a responsible manner.

Working in the rotator, another week of shitty, boring band exercises before I can add some weights.

Anywho, another weekly back/leg workout:

10 min tready warm up
20 rep air squats
20 rep front squat bar only

Knees are taking a lot to warm up these days. Need deca.

Front squats
5 x 6
SLDL
4 x 10
DLs
6 x 10
Leg Press
4 x 10
Leg ext ss/ ham curl
4 x 10/10

A little stretching, and physio.


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[charley]

.. over here, we all believe you work-out with Azza & Watson everyday,,, God Bless the Queen !!!

 

[heavyiron]

All my markers, except androgens are fucking spot on!

... so time to abuse some gears, in a responsible manner.

Working in the rotator, another week of shitty, boring band exercises before I can add some weights.

Anywho, another weekly back/leg workout:

10 min tready warm up
20 rep air squats
20 rep front squat bar only

Knees are taking a lot to warm up these days. Need deca.

Front squats
5 x 6
SLDL
4 x 10
DLs
6 x 10
Leg Press
4 x 10
Leg ext ss/ ham curl
4 x 10/10

A little stretching, and physio.


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Would you post your out of range markers?

 

[theCaptn']

Would you post your out of range markers?

Sure - it's the third row. Rows 1 and 2 are previous tests

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[theCaptn']

Looking at pinning 250mg test e and 200mg deca E5D.

This works out over a fortnight as Mon - Fri - Wed shots for:

Test E: 375mg
Deca: 300mg


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[heavyiron]

Damn, T levels were tanked. How did you feel?

 

[theCaptn']

Damn, T levels were tanked. How did you feel?

Like shit Heavy!


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[theCaptn']

Damn, T levels were tanked. How did you feel?

I should elaborate. Anxiety up, motivation down, appetite waning, been drinking to take the edge off.

My doctor said we should re-test this in 3 months to see if there's any improvement.

I said then what?

He said then we can look at anti-depressants.

I said that's not an option. I'm over 40 and want to go on HRT.

He replied he doesn't agree with HRT, thinks it carries risks.

Not as much as anti-depressants, please refer me to an endo.


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[45PRs]

I should elaborate. Anxiety up, motivation down, appetite waning, been drinking to take the edge off.

My doctor said we should re-test this in 3 months to see if there's any improvement.

I said then what?

He said then we can look at anti-depressants.

I said that's not an option. I'm over 40 and want to go on HRT.

He replied he doesn't agree with HRT, thinks it carries risks.

Not as much as anti-depressants, please refer me to an endo.


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Endos suck from my personal experience. You southern crackers must have some GPs that specialize in hormone therapy, that's who I'd recommend you go and see. I got a script at a fraction of your old man age .

 

[45PRs]

Also SSRIs can be life savers, nothing wrong with them if you need it.