Woman of Wonder with great Desire

[chiquita6683]

Originally posted by chiquita6683
when i came up w my goal, i sometimes hesitant to go thru w it, thats even y i stopped cutting!
i hate the fact that all bbs are all about looks! when i started my diet it was like ok so i wanna look good for my trip, then 1day i was like 'what am i doing? im a beautiful woman, i dont need to be all cutup' tho getting myself in shape Has given me confidence. im pretty damn cocky now, and even around guys.........y should i settle?
and i wish greek could feel this way, stop stressing over every little thing! dont be such a hypochondriac! Greek, You are a beautiful woman, INSIDE as well as out! u arent fat! ur not ugly! y do women feels these ways?

 

[chiquita6683]

Originally posted by donescobar2000
I preach the same thing chiquita. I totally agree with you. I preach the same thing to Greeky.

yea hesa stud! look at that!

 

[chiquita6683]

From: "chiquita6683" <chiquita6683@yahoo.com>
Date: Tue Feb 17, 2004 11:55 pm
Subject: start of diet


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B C D E F G H I
1
2 Maria Andreu

3
4
5 12 Weeks Out

6 Meal 1:
6 egg whites

7 1/2 cup oatmeal (measure dry)

8
9 Meal 2:
5 oz Lean Meat

10 1/2 cup Brown Rice

11 1 tblspn olive oil

12
13 Meal 3:
5 oz Lean Meat

14 7 oz Baked Potatoe

15 1 tblspn olive oil

16
17 Meal 4:
5 oz Lean Meat

18 1/2 cup Brocc.

19 1 tblspn olive oil

20
21 Meal 5:
5 oz chicken breast

22 1/2 cup brown rice

23 1 tblspn olive oil

24
25 Meal 6:
6 egg whites/1 yolk

26
27 Cardio = elliptical 30 min (2 on/1 off)

u no its really not that bad! ooh and im doing it all on my own!=D

 

[chiquita6683]

Date: Mon Feb 2, 2004 9:33 pm
Subject: Re: [Chiquitas_Comeback] wah wah!


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LOL its ok Chiq, you are intitled! lol
CB*

wonder_woman6683 <wonder_woman6683@yahoo.com> wrote:
omg! this is sooo friggin hard!
it takes me 40mins to a whole hour usually to consume a single meal!
and yes thats even when its prepared. gurrrr!
it only takes my trainer like 5-10minutes to inhale a meal be4 or
after a session of training.
boo hoo hoo! i had a bad day and i feel like whining about something!


some1 froze my chiquita account at the time, thats when i made the journal!

 

[chiquita6683]

Subject: during......just an update


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i posted a new photo albumn.......i know im not very lean, but
competition isnt 4 a while, but hey i am 50lbs lighter than i was a
few months ago! ill post more in the future


yea i havent figured out how to post pictures on here...........i did, but i forgot

 

[chiquita6683]

Subject: Re: Inspiration


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Thank you very much Andrew
You know it wasnt until today that I realized that I do look good,
and I've become a confident woman. I have been really hard on myself
lately. You are so right! NO one has an excuse! I can look this way
and I could come up with Infinite amount of excuses to not be in the
gym or eating unhealthy, unlike some people who haven't been through
anything!


--- In Chiquitas_Comeback@yahoogroups.com, "Andrew" <andrew.a@b...>
wrote:
> Hi
>
> I just wanted to say I think you are a real inspiration. I find
> everything you've and are doing to be awesome and I look at myself
> and see no excuses for building a better body.
>
> You look terrific by the way.
>
> Andrew

 

[chiquita6683]

Subject: More Photos!


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i posted more pics in the during folder and 1 more pic in the fridge
inspiration folder. the more recent pic is my diet and what my
trainer posted along time ago in the group. click on the image to
read what i hilited

 

[chiquita6683]

Subject: DAYUM!!


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Where'd you get those triceps? I want some too!


hahaha! im gonna be soo cocky!

 

[chiquita6683]

Subject: Re: [Chiquitas_Comeback] desires there


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You are a very special women

Winston Davis <winsdavis@worldnet.att.net> wrote:
You are a special young lady and your life is a testament to the rest of us who compete in anything in our lives. Thank you for your courage!!

----- Original Message -----
From: wonder_woman6683
To: Chiquitas_Comeback@yahoogroups.com
Sent: Sunday, December 21, 2003 12:33 PM
Subject: [Chiquitas_Comeback] desires there


u know what? im not going to start cutting next yr or am i going to
compete in april. its all 2much rite now and 2soon. ive only been
training since mid november, so im nowhere near my potential.
someone told me that a bodybuilder doesnt have to be a person that
competes, but it is a person that is trying to better themselves. of
course thats me! i want to improve in everyway i can. theres more
important things for me to worry about now, i shouldnt be distracted
by a cutting diet, keeping a clean diet is enough to focus on. i do
have alot of help to get me where i am, and im so thankful for those
those people. but i think i need to come to realize that it is ME
that is changeing my body.
i get down alot bc i realize how much help i have and compare it to
other "normal" bodybuilders. but i guess its okay, it just means
that "I'm SPECIAL". hehe



~ it makes me feel xtra special, when a person that HAS competed say something!

 

[chiquita6683]

Subject: Re: [Chiquitas_Comeback] desires there


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dear,

realy u r very special and wonder lady.


~ HAHAHA! this goes along with my Wonder Woman theme!

 

[chiquita6683]

Subject: Re: [Chiquitas_Comeback] latest stats


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ur rite! im workin my azz off! =D

JD <hyperreal10@hotmail.com> wrote:
Why the sad face? Good stats hon.

OZYMANDIAS
----- Original Message -----
From: chiquita6683
To: Chiquitas_Comeback@yahoogroups.com
Sent: Monday, February 23, 2004 3:09 PM
Subject: [Chiquitas_Comeback] latest stats


2-20-04
skyndex setting = 7
biceps=7
triceps=22.3
subscapula=10.5
illiac crest=17.5
overall body fat%= 28.9%

body circumference measurements
neck=14
upper arm=13
forearm=10 1/4
chest=36 3/4
waist=32 1/2
hip=39
thigh=24 1/4
calf=14
=(

 

[chiquita6683]

Subject: You Rock


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Maria. You are a great inspiration. I hope that joining your group
will serve as a motivating force for me in the coming year.

I got on the scale last night and realized I gained 5-7 pounds
between xmas and New Years day. All from eating and drinking.
Maybe Brianbreak will get me on a plan....

Best regards and good luck for the coming year

Philly-cam

 

[chiquita6683]

Subject: Hello Chiquita....


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Hello Chiquita,
This is Gene writing. I joined your group last
night night. Tis i read the things you have gone through. Your are a figher
and will inspire other with your story! You shall help many people just by
having your group.
As for myself I am a older university student. I
went back to school after many years.Last year in the middle of the school I
had what was thought to be a stroke. At that time I thought i was in
excellent health. the left side of my body went numb. Heck i have mountain
and run also. so the i was laying in my bed at home and the left side of my
body quit working. i could not talk, or walk..my left arm and leg were
limp....turned out that i have two discs that are protruding in the area
just below my neck..two m. r. i. s and a whole bunch of specialists..and
theapthy...and i got most of my movement back. But now I limp and cannot
drive my truck because..my muscles do not wrok right all the time.
The next step is to put me under knife..I do not trust people doctors
working on my spine...
so that is my story....
Thank you for letting me share with you.....

Peace to you
Gene

p.s..it takes me a long time to type things out.....so if i do not answer
back real fast..i am working at it

 

[chiquita6683]

Subject: todays my 1st low carb day =(


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thank you CB!
uh wish me luck, im gonna be so bitchy! AND my brothers bringing
home alot of gourmet meals home too! this is so not easy!

 

[gwcaton]

Good Night Maria ! Talk to you tomorrow !

 

[chiquita6683]

Subject: Re: [Chiquitas_Comeback] = chiquita6683


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u act like ur suprised that (just as ive always told you--)you can do ANYTHING you put your mind to.dont you remember me telling you that from day one?i believe in you and although im glad for you,nothing suprises me. congrats n keep workin!

wonder_woman6683 <wonder_woman6683@yahoo.com> wrote:
I AM SOO AWESOME!!! ah!
[this is the owner of chiquitas_comeback, but some1 froze that
account, but i should have it back up later tonite, i just wanted to
vent this positive energy be4 i forget it] anyway....
Yeah! i had an awesome Chest/abs/calves workout this morning! Kris,
my trainer, has a line on her chest even when she's relaxed, i think
that looks awesome and is 1 of my goals....so today when i was doing
cable crossovers, it was like there! n i can kinda see it in the
mirror across the room, when im doin cario and the sweat reflects a
tiny line. its getting there! almost! i just need more growth!
BUT, i actually DID the ab/oblique exercise, she had me do.
(it was the one where i was sitting on the bench i can hook my feet
on n leaning back n she stood a few feet away n tossed me a weighted
medicine ball, turned over to the side n tossed it back.) I ACTUALLY
CAUGHT THE BALL n did the excerise! .............omg! u people
dont understand how far i've come! right after my accident, i could
NOT catch a ball for the life of me, i was too slow. I DID IT!!!
i went to therapy this afternoon, n i went in the tank w another
patient that was still in the hospital. her name was Sherry, she had
a brain injury from a car accident but also had meningitis [not sure
of spelling] n i could really see how she wasnt aware of her
surroundings, she was in a diaper, and in a wheelchair. Her
caretaker was the 1 that told me some of her story, she was in a
coma for 2 months, i think she was just coming out.
seeing her and other patients is what really inspires me to
become the best i can be! because I WAS like that. i cant beleive im
posting this but.......when i was first waking up, i was in the same
situation shes in, i wasnt aware of anything, yes i was in diapers,
and i was in a wheel chair too. but look at how far i've come!
and i still have a long way to go!!!

 

[chiquita6683]

~the guy that posted that is a guy that trained me, kinda, he used to be a fighter
we worked out @the Y here, not 2 queen here, well the location i had gone to, all old people, even the trainer was intimidated by my goal when i showed him the ntbk i made w all these pictures and it had my goal inside. that was be4 i met Kris and han and all that. i mean what i said was a day i had a good workout w Kris

 

[chiquita6683]

Subject: Re: [Chiquitas_Comeback] = chiquita6683


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u act like ur suprised that (just as ive always told you--)you can do ANYTHING you put your mind to.dont you remember me telling you that from day one?i believe in you and although im glad for you,nothing suprises me. congrats n keep workin!

wonder_woman6683 <wonder_woman6683@yahoo.com> wrote:
I AM SOO AWESOME!!! ah!
[this is the owner of chiquitas_comeback, but some1 froze that
account, but i should have it back up later tonite, i just wanted to
vent this positive energy be4 i forget it] anyway....
Yeah! i had an awesome Chest/abs/calves workout this morning! Kris,
my trainer, has a line on her chest even when she's relaxed, i think
that looks awesome and is 1 of my goals....so today when i was doing
cable crossovers, it was like there! n i can kinda see it in the
mirror across the room, when im doin cario and the sweat reflects a
tiny line. its getting there! almost! i just need more growth!
BUT, i actually DID the ab/oblique exercise, she had me do.
(it was the one where i was sitting on the bench i can hook my feet
on n leaning back n she stood a few feet away n tossed me a weighted
medicine ball, turned over to the side n tossed it back.) I ACTUALLY
CAUGHT THE BALL n did the excerise! .............omg! u people
dont understand how far i've come! right after my accident, i could
NOT catch a ball for the life of me, i was too slow. I DID IT!!!
i went to therapy this afternoon, n i went in the tank w another
patient that was still in the hospital. her name was Sherry, she had
a brain injury from a car accident but also had meningitis [not sure
of spelling] n i could really see how she wasnt aware of her
surroundings, she was in a diaper, and in a wheelchair. Her
caretaker was the 1 that told me some of her story, she was in a
coma for 2 months, i think she was just coming out.
seeing her and other patients is what really inspires me to
become the best i can be! because I WAS like that. i cant beleive im
posting this but.......when i was first waking up, i was in the same
situation shes in, i wasnt aware of anything, yes i was in diapers,
and i was in a wheel chair too. but look at how far i've come!
and i still have a long way to go!!!



damnit i meant to post this be4 i said that

 

[chiquita6683]

k its 1230 @nite, im tired from the beach 2day, n im gettin my stitches out tomorrow.....wish me luck, o shit i dont need it! ill probly post tomorrow

 

[gwcaton]

Good Morning Maria !

 

[chiquita6683]

yay!!!! i am so prouda myself! (notice i left out Damn prouda, im trying to become more ladylike )
anyway, i just cooked 3days worth of protein pancakes! and folded a basket of laundry! And organized my undees/sock drawer! almost everything in my room has a place now!
u remember that post i made in my group, that was like "what bb has done 4me.......for new members" well, like this is what its done 4me! im so organized! i have a sink fulla dirty dishes, but i wanted to write this be4 i forgot + im gonna shower n all now,
*arnold awarnenzager voice* ILL BE BACK! blehah!
maybe ill inspire a few when im back

 

[chiquita6683]

aowwww, u know what i just saw on TLC..................
(i was laying down caude my back hurts, needs to be worked!)
A baby story.....
i take everything in, now........ so i watched her family and they were so happy, and she was so happy and the husband was crying, and the baby was beautiful..........7lbs 3oz. Ashley something, (theres that memory.)
but it made me feel really lonely

 

[chiquita6683]

AND......

yea like 2day, i actually got outta my house again..........

my friend from hs, she calls me her best friend but shes in nursing school @JU really close to me, so she had just had class, so she called me n asked me if i wanted 2go to lunch, (shes called a few times be4 but i said no either bc i was in an indepth convo w some1 on yahoo or i was cutting) so we went to MOE's and we both had homewrecker's! i know but it was really good!

we had fun! she has a mustang convertible, shes cute, and i make sure i tell people that! i was "yay, im so xcited! itsa beautiful day, n we're 2 hot chicks ina convertible!" shes like 'u r such a trip girl'

n she did a school paper on me n she was like all xcited, i told her i wanted a copy. ooh! AND her teacher was something @brooks rehab, n she knew about me! she wrote like all these lil notes about what really happened on her paper, didnt count off though.

n we went to eat in san marco, and the #13 fire station is like rite there. n my 2nd accident was right on hendricks n prudential, so i stopped in and said hi to the leiutenent(hes not the 1 that saved me but whatever) i always stop n say hi/thank you.

n then we went to this lil cute shop/boutique, thats n the outside/upstairs is all 50-75%off, but they r like name brand clothes, well there was this totally cute dress, i tried it on i was like "dont i look like so hot in this dress" and the girl that works there was like "yea u MAKE that dress!"........its gotta funky design, n a really hi neck and its sleeveless, its kinda long, drops right below the knees, it accentuates my calves, that i been workin! but the whole entire back is cut out!

where am i gonna where it? i hardly ever get out. but anyway that doesnt matter. but it was $188 be4tax, n i got it for $50

 

[chiquita6683]

yesterday i went to the beach w my sis, i didnt have a suit that fit right, so she gave me 1a hers, she is seriously my bestest friend, so we hada lotta bonding time, a few good talks, n i was just layin there reading the new collector's edition of oxygen mag Glutes (omg i can like Read magazines, and other peoples journals) n she was laying w her hat over her face the other direction, so i got up n said i was goin 4a walk.

omg i luv being in shape! (even tho i havent been 2 the gym ina week n eating crap) but it was so nice, bc i knew every1 was in awe of me and checkin me out(yea i have a tanning membership 2)

we were @atlantic bch, its quiet there, not alot of people, mostly families. i could feel the fat/white moms looking @me, but i kinda felt dirty/naked when like some really gross, old, hairy guy was smiling at me.

but u know what was great, my bathing suit would go up my booty n i would just kinda leave it there for a few mins. bc i know its tan n im beautiful, n people like to look atit.

omg its so nice to finally feel this way! there was a day where i didnt want to get out of bed even! my father came home 4lunch and i hadnt let out my dog outa the cage or anything.......i hadnt done the laundry in 2weeks
i would get in these mad fits bc i wanted to cry abouting and i couldnt! i would get so frustrated!

 

[chiquita6683]

ooh! my dentist was so impressed! i told him i was eating steaks the week after. im takin all those damn vitamins! Super Pak beverly International. but i want to switch to a multivitamin some1 tell me what be4 i make a purchase

 

[Jill]

How old are you??? You should post some more pics!!!

 

[chiquita6683]

twenty,2-0! yea i am gonna post pics.......when i figur out how........again

 

[gwcaton]

Good evening Cutie ! Looks like you 've been busy .

 

[chiquita6683]

Gary~ im trying to upload photos but it wont work anymore and i wanna have a cool avatar i got somein picked out every1 is so damn supportive but ive asked like 2-3 people n i think they think im stupid now bc they havent answered

 

[Monolith]

Originally posted by chiquita6683
Gary~ im trying to upload photos but it wont work anymore and i wanna have a cool avatar i got somein picked out every1 is so damn supportive but ive asked like 2-3 people n i think they think im stupid now bc they havent answered

hey, i answered!

i said you should ask prince... as you can see, i dont even have an avatar, so im not the best person to ask.