Woman of Wonder with great Desire

[chiquita6683]

k omg ive had Sucha FUNKIN FANTASTIC DAY!!!!!!!! i got all this shit to tell u, but ima read others journals first!*cause my dad just made me feel kinda bad............
but its bout therapy 2day AND My trip to the grocery store.*flutters eyelashes* eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!<xcitement!
.........o yea now i feel bad kinna ONLY cause My Father loves me! n hes gotta protect me!
n i said like all this negative shit bc............idk

 

[chiquita6683]

o yea! my dad wanted me to take my meds BUT i was on the computer be4 therapy n i forgot to take my meds. BUT I wanted to lay down n rest, SO I DO WHAt I SAY Im GONNA DO, and that was that!

oh yeah, he called be4 i started typing that n he was just reminding me take em! *gawd i luvim!






no! BUT U NO WHAT!!!!!!!! I am not going to take my meds!!!!!!!!!
so HA!!!!! just today!*

 

[chiquita6683]

(yea yea yea Dad, i no ur my FATHER n All That!*rollseyes*)

 

[chiquita6683]

k now im gonna post somea My Special Post! (a post is a journal entry)

 

[chiquita6683]

o yea! i was gonna do mail, Ill do that AFTA~Arnold Swarzenager Voice

 

[chiquita6683]

o yea! i was gonna do mail, Ill do that AFTA~Arnold Swarzenager Voice

 

[V Player]

Originally posted by chiquita6683
awwwwwwww! thats so sweet! U really are OK, u no that playa? (addressed to Metal V)*blush*

*turns n blushes*look metal!

*Bows*

 

[chiquita6683]

oops! already did that 1

 

[chiquita6683]

*Bows* yay!:kiss*

 

[chiquita6683]

MY Aunt just got back from her Run, and is Now doing Yoga stretches, On Her Own!
AND I'm eating of course!!!

OOH OOH!!!!!!!!! I'm Editing This 4 The First Time!


o yea did i mention shes listening to Classical?

 

[chiquita6683]

Johnny

could u post that Email? yea Pat emailed me but didnt post it bc um yea Whatever


***he doesnt have the confeedance2~tries to do a french accent

bc All Bodybuilders should Rule the world!!!!!!!!!!!!!
yea j/k!


Pats gotta member I AM Only Dos-Cero! and i gottalotta Brain Damage! AND.......I almost died Twice

*um yea ill reply to those remarks IN THE FUTURE!!!!!
yea after a few yrs ill forget OR its just not "Upity"

 

[chiquita6683]

i am so damn cute! *flutters eyelashes*
eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeh!!!!!!!!! *kinna scrunches up*

 

[chiquita6683]

tell YOU later, uh Yes i mean U

like omg im so mad rite now!!!!!!! N I have all these things running thru my head right now! But my hands bleeding and holy shit!!!!!! And my neibors cutting their lawn???..ok it stopped.huuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuok u get it uuuuuuuuuuuuhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!


anywayz!!!!!!!!!! Damnit he stops/goes n it???s driving me CRAZY! LIKE ABSOLUTELY INSANE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! LIKE TOTALLY Fucking insane!!!!!!!!!!!

Damnit there it goes again!!!!!!

 

[chiquita6683]

ok Whoa, like huge mood swing there!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

 

[greekblondechic]

lol silly girl.. i hate when my neighbors make too much noise!

 

[david]

Hi chiquita!!!

Told ya I drop in on ya! If you wanna get rid of that lawnmower... just take some gasoline and light up his lawn! He'll never had to mow for the summertime!

Or, just buy ear plugs!

 

[chiquita6683]

David posta Fucking Pic!!!!!!!!!!!
jk!
btw du know i was in jax?!
yea Up in hea

 

[chiquita6683]

im really sorry DAVID ........from the bottom of My FUCKING HEART!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ok u get none, u got Nonea my luuuvvvIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

 

[david]

Originally posted by chiquita6683
David posta Fucking Pic!!!!!!!!!!!
jk!
btw du know i was in jax?!
yea Up in hea

Picture of me?? That's easy, their in my website! Wait, you've been there. You did see them correct?

Yes, I know your in Jax. How is the nightlife? What do you do for fun?

 

[david]

Originally posted by chiquita6683
im really sorry DAVID ........from the bottom of My FUCKING HEART!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ok u get none, u got Nonea my luuuvvvIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Did I miss something??

 

[chiquita6683]

OK LIKE SOME1 THAT IS REALLLYYY Real SOOOOOOO SUPER DUPER SMART...........like Cum n Rescue ME *underline ME*
AND MAKE IT ALL FUCKING BETTER 4 ME!!!!!!!!!!!!
*um yea, preferably a male~rather large, MUSCLES, omg I Fucking Luuuuuuv Muscles


omg k lemme turn off my fan , bc I AM KOLD like ddddddddeeeeeeeeeaaaaaaaaammmmmmmmmmmm
U stupid MothaFuka!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

 

[chiquita6683]

im really sorry DAVID ........from the bottom of My FUCKING HEART!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ok u get none, u got Nonea my luuuvvvIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

 

[greekblondechic]

hon r u ok?

 

[david]

Originally posted by chiquita6683
OK LIKE SOME1 THAT IS REALLLYYY Real SOOOOOOO SUPER DUPER SMART...........like Cum n Rescue ME *underline ME*
AND MAKE IT ALL FUCKING BETTER 4 ME!!!!!!!!!!!!
*um yea, preferably a male~rather large, MUSCLES, omg I Fucking Luuuuuuv Muscles


omg k lemme turn off my fan , bc I AM KOLD like ddddddddeeeeeeeeeaaaaaaaaammmmmmmmmmmm
U stupid MothaFuka!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I can't see you having any problems finding a Muscle guy! You seem rather built yourself. Impressive pictures!!! Now, why the "Stupid MothaFuka" comment??

 

[Monolith]

Hey Chiquita... you doin alright, hon?

 

[gwcaton]

Morning sweetie ! how's it going today ?

 

[chiquita6683]

BAHAHAH:FUNNY: DAVID Baby *FLUTTERS EYELASES


no I am the Stupid Motha Fuka


* DONT WORRY......... IM GONNA FUGIN TAKE MY MEDS

BUT WHEN I GET TO THE FUKIN DRS OFFICE, IN FRONTA THE DR!
dr murray i fuckin luv his azz!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

im Fukn soooooooGREATGarybaby!
hey u know what????????

Some LOSER fukin neighbors........thought i Was On Drugs!!!!!

and yea my dad just Yelld @me Again<underline that Shit
and my cottage chz spoiled on my desk
from lastnite
and OKAY hes like really Nervous
and itsabout no it is 941
we gotta be there by 10

i forgot

 

[gwcaton]

Hey Gorgeous ! Where ya been today ? You ok ?

 

[gwcaton]

Did I miss something ? are you on a vacation or something ? Wher ya been ? Just giving ya a hard time !

 

[chiquita6683]

I'm Back (kinda)

omg im so sorry bout all those last posts and pms

Ive made some really bad desicions in my life, and Im not proud of them.

I had a nervous breakdown @my drs office, he called 911, I was Baker Acted into the phsych ward, from the ER.

I learned alot, I was in for a week and a day. That place is so sad, I definitely grew up...........more than I already have.
I have a new appreciation for life, and everything that happens in it. I spoke with some of the other patients, inspired a few, almost everyone in there was at a turning point in their life. Its not a place where crazy people go. I mean yea, some are crazy.

The nurses got to know me, they love me.
I have alot of support which I am so thankful for.
Now as for my future........
Bodybuilding will definitely be on hold.

Shortly, I will be admitted to the Florida Institute for Neurological Rehabilitation.
http://www.finr.org/

I am definitely excited, they have some programs Ill probly do, like I'll probly start out sharing a cabin and move to a supported living apartment Theyll help me with goal setting, vocational training, community integration, and Ill have cognitive rehab and teach me some strategies.