Re: Becoming a FREAK
Wow, Heavy's thread got me thinking and here's my own story.
I'm very serious about becoming a freak. I grew up as a kid who was skinny and picked on. When I was 12 I was taught by my grandpa who was professional boxing coach. He taught me how to box and how to stick up for myself. His one rule, don't throw a punch unless you need to and never pick on someone else. I agreed. As time went by, kid's would pick on me and I would whoop the shit out of them. Each time I was picked on, I would throw down and whoop the shit out of the next guy. Didn't matter the size, they didn't know how to fight and I did. Slowly, these punk kids got the idea, mess with me and I will fight.
Once and awhile I would get these dumb ass people trying to start shit for no reason, and I figured it was because I was a skinny, tall guy. Finally at 21 I decided "FUCK IT" time to go and get on it. Slowly learned how to diet better, train correctly and learned about what steroids I would use in the future.
When I hit my mid 20's was when I got real serious. Fuck this same routine, same diet, slow gains, asking for knowledge from dumb people I'm going to do this for real and get rolling.
I hit the gym like it's the last time I'm ever going to workout. Doctors tell me you shouldn't be working out you have back injuries from a car accident... I laugh inside saying "fuck you, you don't know what it's like to be called skinny and picked on".
405 on squat is feeling heavy today, I'm just not feeling it, damn I do not want to be here... Look around the room at all the skinny, dumb ass people, switch the song and tell myself "don't be a pussy, you got this" and hit the weights.
Getting dizzy now, wow about to throw up. Good your pushing yourself keep it up, feel that sweat dripping off your face and your shirt soaked? That's being a man and not a pussy like the rest of these guys.
No excuses, the cards are stacked against me in more then one way, hell I shouldn't even be lifting the way I do. But I do because it makes me feel good and not feel like the average Joe.
Friends go out and eat junk food while i'm eating the same shit I do every other day just to stay lean and continue to lose body fat. Don't have time to cook? I make time. I continue to find ways to grow and become bigger.
I'm by no means a huge guy like some of the guys on this forum (heavy), but the way I walk and hold myself (as i'm told) I'm not a small guy. I'm on my way to becoming a freak. I don't walk around like a bad-ass or think I'm some cool guy, I walk around like I know what's up and that if you mess with me you will be delt the card of fate of picking on someone. That card of fate will be whooping the shit out of you, I really don't walk around the way I do because I mean to, its because its who I have become.
Time to get real serious and i've cut more fat, look more lean and have vains popping out like never before. "Wow man your getting big", "Been working out?", "What's your secret, steroids?"
Fuck you. A fat fuck, dumb ass kid could take steroids and gain barely anything, my secret is years i've put into research on diet, training and then even more hours busting my ass 110% in the gym and eating stuff I hate. This isn't a hobby this is a way of life. Steroids are just a small part of it, the temptations to eat shitty meals all day for a day sound so great but I will not do it. Man that candy looks good, nope don't touch it.
I'll hit the weights till I can't walk or pass out. I leave the gym weekly feeling dizzy and like shit from pushing my body so hard, I can barely walk sometimes from the training but it isn't going to stop me.
Please come fuck with me now, oh wait, scared cause I'm not a small bitch boy anymore? Going to run your mouth behind my back in hopes I don't find out? Don't worry, you aren't worth my time anymore your just a jealous chump who saw me blast past you over the years and you think the only thing i've done is "steroids"
Pain in weakness leaving the body, so bring it on pain. I deal with you 27/4 you aren't going to bring me down.
Wow, Heavy's thread got me thinking and here's my own story.
I'm very serious about becoming a freak. I grew up as a kid who was skinny and picked on. When I was 12 I was taught by my grandpa who was professional boxing coach. He taught me how to box and how to stick up for myself. His one rule, don't throw a punch unless you need to and never pick on someone else. I agreed. As time went by, kid's would pick on me and I would whoop the shit out of them. Each time I was picked on, I would throw down and whoop the shit out of the next guy. Didn't matter the size, they didn't know how to fight and I did. Slowly, these punk kids got the idea, mess with me and I will fight.
Once and awhile I would get these dumb ass people trying to start shit for no reason, and I figured it was because I was a skinny, tall guy. Finally at 21 I decided "FUCK IT" time to go and get on it. Slowly learned how to diet better, train correctly and learned about what steroids I would use in the future.
When I hit my mid 20's was when I got real serious. Fuck this same routine, same diet, slow gains, asking for knowledge from dumb people I'm going to do this for real and get rolling.
I hit the gym like it's the last time I'm ever going to workout. Doctors tell me you shouldn't be working out you have back injuries from a car accident... I laugh inside saying "fuck you, you don't know what it's like to be called skinny and picked on".
405 on squat is feeling heavy today, I'm just not feeling it, damn I do not want to be here... Look around the room at all the skinny, dumb ass people, switch the song and tell myself "don't be a pussy, you got this" and hit the weights.
Getting dizzy now, wow about to throw up. Good your pushing yourself keep it up, feel that sweat dripping off your face and your shirt soaked? That's being a man and not a pussy like the rest of these guys.
No excuses, the cards are stacked against me in more then one way, hell I shouldn't even be lifting the way I do. But I do because it makes me feel good and not feel like the average Joe.
Friends go out and eat junk food while i'm eating the same shit I do every other day just to stay lean and continue to lose body fat. Don't have time to cook? I make time. I continue to find ways to grow and become bigger.
I'm by no means a huge guy like some of the guys on this forum (heavy), but the way I walk and hold myself (as i'm told) I'm not a small guy. I'm on my way to becoming a freak. I don't walk around like a bad-ass or think I'm some cool guy, I walk around like I know what's up and that if you mess with me you will be delt the card of fate of picking on someone. That card of fate will be whooping the shit out of you, I really don't walk around the way I do because I mean to, its because its who I have become.
Time to get real serious and i've cut more fat, look more lean and have vains popping out like never before. "Wow man your getting big", "Been working out?", "What's your secret, steroids?"
Fuck you. A fat fuck, dumb ass kid could take steroids and gain barely anything, my secret is years i've put into research on diet, training and then even more hours busting my ass 110% in the gym and eating stuff I hate. This isn't a hobby this is a way of life. Steroids are just a small part of it, the temptations to eat shitty meals all day for a day sound so great but I will not do it. Man that candy looks good, nope don't touch it.
I'll hit the weights till I can't walk or pass out. I leave the gym weekly feeling dizzy and like shit from pushing my body so hard, I can barely walk sometimes from the training but it isn't going to stop me.
Please come fuck with me now, oh wait, scared cause I'm not a small bitch boy anymore? Going to run your mouth behind my back in hopes I don't find out? Don't worry, you aren't worth my time anymore your just a jealous chump who saw me blast past you over the years and you think the only thing i've done is "steroids"
Pain in weakness leaving the body, so bring it on pain. I deal with you 27/4 you aren't going to bring me down.
