Diary of a madman.....

[Burner02]

that's funny!
Man, spring time here...is 'miller season'..
moths...
I used to live out East of town...so alot of open land...moths everywhere..my helmet would be palstered w/ them...couldn't understand how someone would ride w/out a helmet for that purpose alone...
Pus the road rocks and such that get kicked up....can't feel good..
I'm ugly enough as is..no need to add pits to the face as well!

 

[Burner02]

so...was looking thru the harley site to see if anyu bikes caught my eye.
this one wasn't too bad...I liked the blue one in the gallery:
http://www.harley-davidson.com/PR/M...&family=Dyna&model=FXDWG&modelSection=styling

 

[Pitboss]

Originally posted by Burner02
so...was looking thru the harley site to see if anyu bikes caught my eye.
this one wasn't too bad...I liked the blue one in the gallery:
http://www.harley-davidson.com/PR/M...&family=Dyna&model=FXDWG&modelSection=styling

If ya get a Dyna get the wide glide. The Dyna actually handle pretty good, alot better than mine.

 

[Burner02]

that's what the link was for, wasn't it? a wide glide? That blue one looked nice...

 

[Pitboss]

Dear Diary,

Wow what a long day yesterday was. I was up at 8:30, at work at 11:30 until 7:30, at the other job at 8:00 and home at 2:00am. Doing the same thing today too. I guess over all it's worth it.. around $220 for the day, cash...for about 12 hours of work. Almost 19 and hour "before" taxes.

Yesterday at the bar I worked with this new girl. She came in about a month ago and I have called her couple of times to get her to come work for us. She finally did. Gorgeous girl, really sweet, has a 3 yr old girl. I likes her so she was just totally bumming yesterday. I tried everything I could to get her to smile. I even "acted" professional and tried to talk to her one on one... you know to let her know I noticed and care. Actually I do that a lot with my girls. I like to keep them as happy as possible. Usually I can get them out of there slump of a day. The best tactic so far is when we are done talking I offer my "additional" services at a discounted rate.. $75.00 for the first half hour, $50 for every half hour afterwards. That gets a good laugh.....

Last night was... boring!! Joan Osborne is okay. But after the first hour there I needed some repellant... to keep the old ladies off me!! I think my arms are bruised from being squeezed so much. I ain't Charmin biatch!!! LOL

Of course the best part of the night is leaving. There are 3 of us with Harleys and when we leave it's so fuq'n load!! We live in the same area so it's a nice ride home.

Oh yeah the Amanda thing. She called yesterday like said. Last night she sent me 6 text messages. Trying to justify why she said what she did. Telling me how much she loves me and knows that we should be together. We are soul mates, etc. She did start to get to me a little but I didn't reply or call.

I do wish it was possible for us to be just friends. No sex, no kissing, no holding hands, just friends. But I don't see that happening any time soon.

I have almost gotten to the point to tell her that I have been sleeping around just to see what reaction comes from it. But then again I start thinking of John Wayne Bobbett... and I think it best not.

 

[Burner02]

yo, PB-
Bro- we are gonna need to hook up and hang out sometime!
hmm..cruising S. Cali on a bike at night...must be great....

Well, fuq ol bobett..she has to get to the bits-n-pieces first, doesn't she?

 

[J'Bo]

good job pb....it is the best thing to do.

remember how i told you that she would change her tactic once she relized that it wasnt working? well she is...now dont let her think that this will work....stay strong babe

 

[Pitboss]

Originally posted by J'Bo
good job pb....it is the best thing to do.

remember how i told you that she would change her tactic once she relized that it wasnt working? well she is...now dont let her think that this will work....stay strong babe

She called again this morning at 6:30.. I didn't here my phone, but either way I would not have answered. Oh and no message this time.. or should I say no message "yet"

Thanks J'bo

 

[Pitboss]

Well work sucks lately. It's just so slow during the summer days. I'm basically losing nearly $50 a day, $300 a week!! This ain't getting the bills paid!!

I hate being late on payments and I hate being broke!! Oh well not much I can do. I am not looking for another job.. the market out here sucks big time!!

Not much else going on really. Work the night club/concert tonight. That should be fun. That'll make up for what I didn't make at the bar today... Get Carter this weekend !!!! He loves the zoo so much. Maybe I'll drive up to Santa Barbara and see the zoo up there. It's not big or anything special but at least it's nicer than the LA Zoo.

Oh yesterday i worked with Ashley... have to go back a page or two to read up on her. I finally came to an understanding with myself. I guess for years I just never put two and two together. Here I am killing myself emotionally for this girl. Trying to get her to go out with me. Everytime I'd touch her or get near her I was going nuts. Not only does she turn me on but I honestly can say personality wise she has it all... and I could no make that would be intersted on a real relationship with her. But as I said I came to an understanding... it takes two!! If she isn't attracted to me then there is nothing I can do or say to change that. Maybe this is why I always got that "your a nice guy but" thing... So no more trying to chase her down. Treat her just like I would treat someone I wasn't attracted to. Yeah I know reading this makes me think that I still have the mentality of a 16 year old... ho hum.

Well that's it for now.

have a great day!!

 

[J'Bo]

anytime babe

only a matter of time before she tries to think of excuses to see or talk to you...so beware

 

[Pepper]

I hope you know that you women with those back avatars are totally destroying my abilty to work today.

 

[Pitboss]

Hey ladies think dipples are cute on a guy right? So uh are those dimples on my back cute

 

[J'Bo]

i never knew you were a gangster.
does someone have a back fetish?
cause we did butts a couple of days ago.
til i offended some people.

 

[Pitboss]

Originally posted by J'Bo
i never knew you were a gangster.
does someone have a back fetish?
cause we did butts a couple of days ago.
til i offended some people.

I was offended by your butt avi..

Offended that I couldn't reach out and smack it!!

 

[Pitboss]

Oh and Butterfly I decided not to include any comments regarding last night... or what happend yesterday which led up to last night. I think if I keep including sexual comments or situations in my journal everyone is going to think I'm a whore or something.

 

[J'Bo]

Originally posted by Pitboss
I was offended by your butt avi..

Offended that I couldn't reach out and smack it!!

good one.

you sensored it? what does that mean? if you cant be yourself then why would you be here?

 

[butterfly]

Originally posted by Pitboss
Oh and Butterfly I decided not to include any comments regarding last night... or what happend yesterday which led up to last night. I think if I keep including sexual comments or situations in my journal everyone is going to think I'm a whore or something.

Well you could email me with the details!!!

BTW, you have email!

 

[buff_tat2d_chic]

I like the details of your journal, PB...it makes you "you"!

Don't keep us in suspense...if it offends someone...then they don't have to come in here. I don't think you are a whore....I want details!!

 

[Sosunni]

Well well well.... if it ain't QME!?! !?! PB PB PB.... how's my big honey bear!?!?!. And since we ALL stalk PB's journal... Hi Fade, Fly-girl, Burner (!), Dero, I talked to you do though, Steven... or eh hmmm... NT.. you hussy Mr. MAN!... and lets not forget BOOBILICIOUS!!! I know i know.. i forgot some major players.. dvlmn Tank etc... you're all there... in my heart and I'm well.. still here!! Think of you all often and my goal is to try and start posting again. Posted a readers digest version today.. but I'll try and be more consistent.
PB, glad things SEEM to be going well. Carter's good, that's a great thing... I see you're moving away from Amanda..., How's things with P .. or is that T? Drop a note and say hi stranger. Remember, you can always ALWAYS reach me at Sosunni@yahoo.com!

 

[Burner02]

hiya sue!

 

[Pitboss]

Finally got the laptop back!!!!

Well hello Sue!!!!!! Still with Da huh? Too bad for me. wink wink!!!

Things have been good, sometimes great sometimes pretty crappy. It's all a day to day life for me I guess.

Still dealing with Amanda. Didn't hear from her for almost a week and then wshe broke down. By the end of all her text messages she lost it and left me with a I hate you message.Then she broke down again and asked if she could come over that night, then again last night. I replied both times with "why?" Figure she'd reply with she wanted to be "with" me.. actually hoping she would so I could ask her if she wanted to be in the same category as the others I have or will see.. anyway. I broke down yesterday and left her message. I can't just leave her out of my life. I'm such a wuss!!!!

A few threads back I was talking about this girl I work with, Ashley. I finally asked her yesterday why she won't go out with me? All day she kept talking about the "boys" she has been dating and how worthless they are, etc, etc. So when I asked her she replied with "you're so nice" uh like that's a reason not to go out with me? "you're so kind and sweet and caring".. and again your point there being?????? Then she tried "I'm not very nice to boys right now" Which I then leaned over and whispered in her ear.. "I'm not a boy!"

Funny how I say I don't want to be in a relationship, but with Ashley I seriously would. I have not found one thing about this girl that bothers me or I dislike about her. I can say that I have never dated anyone that belongs to AA and NA... addictive personality ya think????

So I got my plates ..hmm plate for my bike. I think they are rather fitting considering my perverted personality

 

[butterfly]

Hi PB

Glad to hear from you!!!

...and stay away from Amanda!!!

 

[Burner02]

that's funny, PB-
I thought they screened for things like that....
good job!
sounds like Amanda is head trippin ya...just tell you are now involved w/ someone else..she might leave you alone? ANd you can move on...

 

[Pitboss]

Originally posted by butterfly
Hi PB

Glad to hear from you!!!

...and stay away from Amanda!!!

I'm trying, really I am. But she makes me feel like shiat when I ignore her or try to be mean to her... I say try cause me being mean to a women is like me trying to pretend I don't like women.. just doesn't happen.

Okay off to shower

XXX
PB

 

[J'Bo]

babe i missed you. i get no email or nothing your gonna get it bend over NOW!

 

[Pitboss]

Originally posted by J'Bo
babe i missed you. i get no email or nothing your gonna get it bend over NOW!

Promises, promises.................

 

[J'Bo]

Originally posted by butterfly
Hi PB

Glad to hear from you!!!

...and stay away from Amanda!!!

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH YAH...we have been telling him that for years it seems

 

[Pitboss]

Originally posted by J'Bo
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH YAH...we have been telling him that for years it seems

No comment.

Okay just a little update on this old and aging body... blah.

I hit shoulders really hard about 2 weeks ago. I think I over did it. I could barely get through my chest workout without pain. So my shoulders are going... Then for the past three weeks my left upper.. or is that top?? Forearm has been a bit strained. I can get through back work outs but when I do bi's it hurts. Heck it hurts when I shake my shake in the morning. I think I'm also running into a slight problem with my left bicep... I'll let you all know if it tears or not.... Damn I'm a mess... LOL

For Sale: Used 36 year old man. Looks good on the outside but a lot of miles on the inside. Needs hair coloring and some small touch ups. Could use several micro abrasion sessions or cosmetic surgery. Has bad knees, shoulders and possibly more just haven't found any more broken parts as of yet. However does have a great working tongue and very functional labido. Will sell for best offer. 1-800-OLD-Fart



and yes BF it was her!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I couldn't help it.

 

[J'Bo]

you could help it you just want to torture yourself.

 

[Pitboss]

Originally posted by J'Bo
you could help it you just want to torture yourself.

She showed up. She dropped her pants and showed me these realy cute panties I bought her that said "Sweet and Tasty" and well you know how the rest goes. Sorry but I couldn't resist. Sex is so awesome with her. Let's just see how the next few weeks go and see if I made a mistake or not... I know, I know but lets just see!