I'm leaving society for a little while, maybe permanently.

[KelJu]

I made a decision in the middle of the night during a sleep deprived psychosis. I'm going to sell everything I have and hit the road. I have no plan. I have no expectations. I was going to blow my brains out, but a thought entered my mind right before I did it: "Hey, before you blow your fucking brains out, go see the world. You have nothing to lose, and if you don't find some happiness out there, you can always blow your brains out later!"

It made so much sense. If I told anyone in my life about this, they would say that I am crazy. I beg to differ. I think this is the sanest frame of mind I have been in for a while. Insanity is doing things the same way over and over, but expecting different results. The second that I committed to the idea, my brain dumped a massive amount of chemicals into my body. My whole body went numb for like 10 minutes. I usually have this twisted up feeling in my guts most of the time, but it has been replaced with a warm fuzzy feeling. I have no fear. I have no more dread of the future. I am going to chunk my entire life in the trash and start over.

I have already started making arrangements. I need to get it done in the next 5 days. I plan to depart on June 1st, which is my 30th birthday. I am going to try and sell as much of my shit as possible on craigslist. I'm going to get rid of my phone and most of my gadgets. I'm keeping my camera, laptop, and ipod for the trip. I have been looking into interesting things to do, and interesting ways to make a little cash so that I don't go hungry and I can keep gas in my car. I plan to do a lot of camping. It sucks that I won't be able to train consistently while I'm on the road, but maybe I'll figure something out. I'll chronicle the trip, and hopefully I do stuff worth posting about. I won't have an internet connection except for when I bum public wifi, so you folks won't see me posting much anymore.

 

[bigbenj]

This sounds awesome. Takes a big set of hairy nuts to decide to do that.
This will be the greatest log in IM history.

 

[KelJu]

Oh, this suddenly crossed my mind, anybody want a mixed bag of Euro-King gear? I hate to throw it out, but I won't be needing it on the road.

 

[bigbenj]

you should take pics of yourself pinning in various odd places across the country. gich!

 

[maniclion]

I planned on doing this at 21 then I fell in love like an idiot, now I journey through the dreaming fields of my mind.

Good luck, just don't read Tolstoy and get lost a few miles from an Alaskan highway and die from poisoning.

Every young person should take a time out in this world and get out and see as many places as possible. Once you see for yourself that all the world is the same hell you thought yourself trapped in then you'll be able to build your own heaven where ever you lay your head and dream.

 

[Vibrant]

Best of luck to you, hope you update us with some stories that you had along the way.

 

[DOMS]

Sounds like fun. You've got nothing to tie you down, so go for it.

Make sure to stay in the southern states when winter hits. It's brutal when you can't go inside during a snow storm. Don't go through Texas, New Mexico, or Arizona during the summer. You'll cook.

You can make money by looking for construction sites and working as a day laborer. The fact that you speak English will put you ahead of all the Mexicans.

You stand a good chance of getting free food by hitting up food places that are closing for the night. You can also find free food by going to distribution places (such as Doritos) and going through the dumpsters. The food will be past date by a few days, but still good.

You can get free WiFi and electricity at McDonalds. They have plugs outside their restaurant. Usually out back by the dumpster.

Lastly, try to stay clean. Being homeless and dirty will cut down on the people that'll be willing to help you out and you'll be more likely to attract the cops.

Make a detailed account. You may be able to work it into a book and make some money from it.

Have fun!

 

[heckler7]

a job on a cruise ship would be a cool way to travel.

 

[Ichigo]

Enjoy your journey.

 

[Big Smoothy]

Kelju have a great trip and I hope you keep us posted.

Have you ever heard of this guy? -->Chris Guillebeau | The Art of Non-Conformity

Also, there is a very good thread (in my opinion) about living in a van that is on the somethingawful "ask/tell" section right now. Lots of specific info on how to insulate the van the keep it coller, and use a hammock to sleep in because a mattress takes up too much space, for example.

 

[Zaphod]

Enjoy your journey of a lifetime and stay safe so you can tell the tale when/if you finish it. I say if because you just may decide to keep going and see the rest of the world.

 

[Arnold]

Fuck a tranny.

 

[withoutrulers]

There are a shit load of dry cabins up here in alaska, if you're looking to go mostly native. It won't be an easy life but there won't be anybody bothering you either.

 

[SloppyJ]

Good luck bro. Hopefully you can update.

 

[theCaptn']

Fuck a tranny.

I would do this. Then learn Spanish so you can fuck Mexican trannys as well.

Say hi to Dark Geared God if you see him

 

[Goodskie]

This is really awesome.

Whatever happens, hopefully u find a reason to live

My job makes me happy. That's cause i sit at a lake, safe lives via invasive medical procedures, pull cars apart with very little time via jaws of life and only "work" 10 days a month doing 0-3 calls a day. Maybe u need a low stress job in a low stress area

I love to bust balls online but being literally suicidal I hope u find happiness

And props on having the balls. Might wanna keep your phone or change your number tho. Prob make things easier

 

[GFR]

breaking from this shit world and going off the grid is beautiful, I wish you the best of luck.

 

[hoyle21]

Good luck. I have buddy that was in the 101st initial invasion of Iraq. When he got out he sold everything, bought an old yellow school bus and lives in South America now.

He is the happiest I have ever seen him. Hope it works out for you.

 

[dgp]

I run a nonprofit organization that helps to find gear new homes. I and all my staff, believe all gear disserves a voice in where its new home will be. It is very rewarding job being a gear advocate. Feel free to contact my office if we can be of any service to your gear.

 

[skinnyd]

Unplug yourself from the network.

Best of luck and remember anything worth having is worth working hard for.

Live your life and don't let anyone stop you from doing just that.

 

[Curt James]

Good luck.

 

[Diesel618]

See you back here next week.

 

[tallguy34]

Fuck yeah! Do it up big and keep us posted when you can!!

As for the bag of gear.... PM coming your way

 

[LAM]

Good luck on your quest. You are much wiser than you give yourself credit for. Far too many have forgotten what life is supposed to be about and not what it has been perverted into.

 

[Little Wing]

i hope you find what you need to and come back with a different mind set than death is any kind of answer. be safe. sounds tough as fucking hell but like an enviable adventure too. rock it.

 

[hoyle21]

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WLut7QVxXn0&feature=youtube_gdata_player

 

[Inventive1]

I've never done any long term traveling. It sounds like an adventure!! I'd LOVE to try it!!!

A couple of websites that may be of interest.

Cheaprvliving.com

Living in a Small RV: Introduction - TYNAN

I know you aren't planning on retiring, but there are some good ideas on this website also.

Living in an RV is fun and frugal

One of the best online RV forums is found at:

http://www.rv.net/forum/


As for leaving on June 1st, it may be best to put your departure off until you are completely ready.

Many full time RV folks (who don't have any other home) say the feeling of freedom is a major reason for their nomadic lifestyle. Many of these folks stay in national forests where they don't have to pay for their camp site.

You can also visit some gyms along the way. Work out, get a shower, talk with folks, etc.

 

[Arnold]

All joking aside suicide is cowardly, u r a smart guy, respected member here and I hope u find what u r looking for.

 

[Lordsks]

^^^^ this I just had to deal with a good friend killing himself, he left 2 daughters and his brother alone. His brother is/was his business partner and now he is screwed. Long story short cowardly indeed. Go on a bender if you need to then come back stronger with your head on straight. PS and send me that EK gear as if I don't have enough...

 

[heckler7]

All joking aside suicide is cowardly, u r a smart guy, respected member here and I hope u find what u r looking for.

you gotta understand the amount of pain and sadness it takes for someone to must feel this is an option.
Suicide is a long term solution to a short term problem.