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Nightowl
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Gena Marie,
I am so happy to hear this is already on 5, and by the time my post hit it is more. I can open up on this section of night sweats and say, it was tough to recognize the truth of it being a problem. I must admit, I got a lot of inner feelings now with holding on to all that is around me. My little one and her life's path being in focus, I won't wish to waste my time and lose her life's holdings either. Role model or guide is what I have to be, so I too admit I don't want this sort of life style ever again! ( my inner voice of recognizing these demon life suckers)
I think, you're heading there with opening your mind's eye to that of relationships and knowing that you are "Truly" loved; you have many reasons to not head back to those days and nights of hell. (I went through night sweats more then a few times, and before I knew it... I was switching vices to suppress the inner addiction to one, but moreover in denial it was a "PROBLEM" ) I remember the shakes, oh what a bitch of a time that was. I thought, I'll get this to feel better...Nodda! Just a mere coverup for the real me curing itself.
Alanon, was used a few times with another relative and for her needs to be met through her son, he seeked this group out. I believe in myself and have the strength to do this, and once you have this embedded in you...Nothing can stop you from reaching your sobriety. I liked the feeling of being on top of my game, against this shite! You're getting already closer to winning this, for you're recognizing importance, and a honey of a man and beautiful young man "your son" to be your new love and your new passion. They are yours, so embrace and enjoy, Mrs. G.M Dimaggio!
I will be around, in the boards and in the mind's heart.
I am so happy to hear this is already on 5, and by the time my post hit it is more. I can open up on this section of night sweats and say, it was tough to recognize the truth of it being a problem. I must admit, I got a lot of inner feelings now with holding on to all that is around me. My little one and her life's path being in focus, I won't wish to waste my time and lose her life's holdings either. Role model or guide is what I have to be, so I too admit I don't want this sort of life style ever again! ( my inner voice of recognizing these demon life suckers)
I think, you're heading there with opening your mind's eye to that of relationships and knowing that you are "Truly" loved; you have many reasons to not head back to those days and nights of hell. (I went through night sweats more then a few times, and before I knew it... I was switching vices to suppress the inner addiction to one, but moreover in denial it was a "PROBLEM" ) I remember the shakes, oh what a bitch of a time that was. I thought, I'll get this to feel better...Nodda! Just a mere coverup for the real me curing itself.
Alanon, was used a few times with another relative and for her needs to be met through her son, he seeked this group out. I believe in myself and have the strength to do this, and once you have this embedded in you...Nothing can stop you from reaching your sobriety. I liked the feeling of being on top of my game, against this shite! You're getting already closer to winning this, for you're recognizing importance, and a honey of a man and beautiful young man "your son" to be your new love and your new passion. They are yours, so embrace and enjoy, Mrs. G.M Dimaggio!
I will be around, in the boards and in the mind's heart.
Nok
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hey i am in recovery also, feel free to message me if you need someone to talk to. i am 24 years old and i just celebrated one year clean from heroin a few days ago 
flynike
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YES, updates love! 
Nightowl
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hey there Gena Marie,
trust all is well and you are indeed gearing up for the Mr. O! I have been with this swollen toe for too darn long, and the taping doesn't do much good either, in fact it is even more hurting while it on. I have been invited to too many places for that last weekend and really tired of saying I can't, plus would rather of hit the Mr. O to see you and the Mr.
talk soon, let me and the rest know you're all right!
trust all is well and you are indeed gearing up for the Mr. O! I have been with this swollen toe for too darn long, and the taping doesn't do much good either, in fact it is even more hurting while it on. I have been invited to too many places for that last weekend and really tired of saying I can't, plus would rather of hit the Mr. O to see you and the Mr.
talk soon, let me and the rest know you're all right!
Lil Sexy
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Hey there Lady just stopping by to show some support.
Wow Gena, your pics are amazing and improvements are obvious! Your legs and back look sick! Everything about this journal is sooo inspirational and i am so proud of you! I hope all is well with you and your family. I will keep yall in my prayers. Stay positive!
Everything about this journal is sooo inspirational and i am so proud of you! I hope all is well with you and your family. I will keep yall in my prayers. Stay positive!
Nightowl
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Gena Marie,
Congratulations on your work and your efforts are indeed showing. Your legs are something else!
Talk soon, and so glad to hear progress.
Congratulations on your work and your efforts are indeed showing. Your legs are something else!
Talk soon, and so glad to hear progress.
flynike
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Bump! :bounce:
