was'sup, fellas-
not doing great here.
Been a hectic weekend. Things are happening. Less than pleasant things. THings I can't stop. So, I've done something about them. Kris does't like the way I've handled them, and is way pissed. Might be single again soon..how a-fuqqin-bout that. We aer supposed to be celebrating our 1st anniversary this week..and might be breaking up instead. out-fuqqin-standing.
Anyody have a couple bricks I can place my head inside and then feel free to smash them together....
it's been a long weekend. I duno if she is gona recede on this. She sees things her way, and iof course, my way is fucked.
I have tonight, tomorrow night, then the weekend, then on Wednesday next week, I go back on day shift. in a way, can't wait, but the shifts go by that much slower..
I've wasted these past two months, cardio wise.
If I am single...I won't have to worry about busting my ass after work to get to the gym, then to Kristen's house to see her. I can lift, then do my cardio...
Also, if I am single...I can join up where my friend is taking kickboxing lessons. (he is thinking about going pro, at least get his skills back to that leve.) I just want to do it and drop fat.
Even thinking about going back to the club to bounce again....and be my 'evil' self again....
But it really isn't appealing to me. gawd....my mind is really scrambled right now.