long story short... kinda
well i failed to prep any meals for today il not make excuse was thru pure lazyness plus i had no food to prepare with money issues so basically i had a horrific diet i just at what was i could had a small and i say small steak pie with a protein shake for breakfast then i was running about like a headless chicken got to my girls house didnt have no money so i threw some whey and oats and peanut butter ina blender with water... still felt highley malnurished.. any way had a argument with my girl dropped her at work and my fucking blood was boiling and its supposed to be chest day.. so im driving there pissed off under fed feeling like shit my fucking hamstrings are painfull from yesterdays leg session im just not feeling it but i went in..
I got in the gym went to the pec dec done a nice slow set full ROM of 20 reps squeezed so hard i thought my nipples were gonna pop of and take some ones eye out.. and way i quickly run over to the 110lb db's without a rest picj them up lay on the flat bench and smash a good 8 reps fuelled by pure rage as its certainly not calories thats doing it..any way i only done one set jumped on the incline bench barbell loaded up 176lb blasted out 3 sets of 15 and that was it i looked around i was surrounded by faggots in tank tops i swear im the only guy not wearing one?? they all look like they come of gordie shore i couldnt take it i just racked my weights and left...
i would of felt better if i got in the boxing ring with somebody and beat the shit out of each other that would of made me feel better....
so im not sure weather it was the lack of calories i mean i are like a fucking small child today i didnt count macros but by time i hit gym i was struggling arounf the 1000 cals mark FUCKING JOKE!! and my girl pissed me off she never see's life from the positive angle i look at it from..
thank fuck i went out and bought 5 kg of chicken breast loads of rice and veggies and i have 5 meals all prepped in the fridge for tomoro really dont know what was up with me today could it be the tren? my agression is up but noting crazy in terms of strength if anything? i just felt like ripping heads off but had no focus in the gym after arguing with my girl... this is the only time ive ever been in the gym and came out that quickly doing so little work
if its any concolation i hit legs hard yesterday my hams are fucked stairs are a effort and squatting down to take a shit is almost humourous... who knows but today i just wasnt feeling it has this every happend to u guys?
well i failed to prep any meals for today il not make excuse was thru pure lazyness plus i had no food to prepare with money issues so basically i had a horrific diet i just at what was i could had a small and i say small steak pie with a protein shake for breakfast then i was running about like a headless chicken got to my girls house didnt have no money so i threw some whey and oats and peanut butter ina blender with water... still felt highley malnurished.. any way had a argument with my girl dropped her at work and my fucking blood was boiling and its supposed to be chest day.. so im driving there pissed off under fed feeling like shit my fucking hamstrings are painfull from yesterdays leg session im just not feeling it but i went in..
I got in the gym went to the pec dec done a nice slow set full ROM of 20 reps squeezed so hard i thought my nipples were gonna pop of and take some ones eye out.. and way i quickly run over to the 110lb db's without a rest picj them up lay on the flat bench and smash a good 8 reps fuelled by pure rage as its certainly not calories thats doing it..any way i only done one set jumped on the incline bench barbell loaded up 176lb blasted out 3 sets of 15 and that was it i looked around i was surrounded by faggots in tank tops i swear im the only guy not wearing one?? they all look like they come of gordie shore i couldnt take it i just racked my weights and left...
i would of felt better if i got in the boxing ring with somebody and beat the shit out of each other that would of made me feel better....
so im not sure weather it was the lack of calories i mean i are like a fucking small child today i didnt count macros but by time i hit gym i was struggling arounf the 1000 cals mark FUCKING JOKE!! and my girl pissed me off she never see's life from the positive angle i look at it from..
thank fuck i went out and bought 5 kg of chicken breast loads of rice and veggies and i have 5 meals all prepped in the fridge for tomoro really dont know what was up with me today could it be the tren? my agression is up but noting crazy in terms of strength if anything? i just felt like ripping heads off but had no focus in the gym after arguing with my girl... this is the only time ive ever been in the gym and came out that quickly doing so little work
if its any concolation i hit legs hard yesterday my hams are fucked stairs are a effort and squatting down to take a shit is almost humourous... who knows but today i just wasnt feeling it has this every happend to u guys?