Cut THIS: GG's First Cutting Journal

[GoalGetter]

Ivonne, I would never do that.

i know, jodi. i was kidding abotu that. I know this is necessary.

it just feels gross even thinking about it.

However, I am going to warn you that this isn't easy. I would have to can be one of the most difficult things to do. Your mind starts playing games, your workouts suck, you wake up everyday wondering what this is all for. You need to be strong, you need to have the willpower and realize that it will be over soon. It's very trying and it wears on you but you are a strong girl and I know you will get through. Just keep looking at that goal and nothing else will matter. Once it's over you will be happy you stuck through it.

thank you. i will. i am sticking through it. barring a fatal accident, i will be on that stage june 25.

IOW, emotionally unstable need not apply

hahahahaahahaha gotcha. ok.

These next 2 weeks are just a trial run so that you and I both know what to expect from your body in that final week.

And that way you will also know what to expect in regards to whining and bitching from my mouth in that final week. hahahaha! i will do this, but i can't guarantee there will be no whining and bitching... there will be. I know it.

 

[Jodi]

We are female, bitching is part of god given right and I wouldn't expect anything less

 

[GoalGetter]

We are female, bitching is part of god given right and I wouldn't expect anything less

well this whole week no skimpy shorts or tank tops to the gym. i will be wearing my track pants and baggy t-shirts. and THANK GOD the uniform shirt for my new job is big on me. it will hide the bload stupendously. hahaha!

 

[The Monkey Man]

man i am jsut tired and run-down today.



Sat Mar 26, 2005 4:55am
"Will power is my middle name, monkey man! hahahaha! i will not crack on this diet."

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[The Monkey Man]

You know, lately i feel like saying the hell with the show and instead start training for an obstacle course.

i am not the "just stand there and look pretty" kind of girl. This posing stuff is really getting to me and is making me focus more on how useless figure competitions are (no offense to those of you on this board who take this more seriously). I am sticking with it just to say I did it. One more thing to add to my list of things I've tried, you know? But more and more I'm realizing this isn't for me. The dieting is not a problem. i can diet. The training is not a problem. i can train. but the whole point at the end... to walk on stage and smile and look like a Fitness Fun Barbie... what is the point?

So I'm doing it. I'm doing it for the experience because not everyone does it, because it's hard, because it's a sacrifice and I'm a massochist. But after this, I'm going to focus on obstacle courses, which I've been learning more and more about lately and REALLY want to try.

If you do wanna give up, you can do this w/my nutty group
http://www.incredible-adventures.com/specops_big_rush.html

 

[P-funk]

you wont get bloated really from the sodium. You will hold some water. You will just be blurry. Like, you could see everything but it is blurry. But once you drop the sodium you really drop water!! and then you looko fantastic.


nice pics by the way. I would nut ya.

 

[Sapphire]

Hey GG!!

Just wanted to tell you how AWESOME you look!! Your latest pics are beautiful. Seriously you look perfect to me... so fit and muscled and healthy!!!!!!! Good luck in your comp, in my book you already won!

 

[Jodi]

you wont get bloated really from the sodium. You will hold some water. You will just be blurry. Like, you could see everything but it is blurry. But once you drop the sodium you really drop water!! and then you looko fantastic.


nice pics by the way. I would nut ya.

So you like the look? Which do you like better, sodium loading or water loading?

 

[P-funk]

So you like the look? Which do you like better, sodium loading or water loading?

I plan on doing both. I think the sodium was better. When you did your sodium load you didn't water load and then drop water also?

 

[Jodi]

When I sodium load my water stays consistant at 6L a day and then on Friday 4L by noon and then no water until after the evening show the next day. But man when you drop sodium OMG, you better be next to a toilet the entire time. I like the sodium load better than water load too.

 

[P-funk]

When I sodium load my water stays consistant at 6L a day and then on Friday 4L by noon and then no water until after the evening show the next day. But man when you drop sodium OMG, you better be next to a toilet the entire time. I like the sodium load better than water load too.

yea, last year since i did water I will try sodium this year. I am always scared to fuck it up.

 

[JLB001]

OMG...GG's gonna be on the toilet every twenty minutes!!

 

[GoalGetter]

OMG...GG's gonna be on the toilet every twenty minutes!!

peeing or pooping?

 

[P-funk]

peeing. when all the water gets out of your system.

 

[JLB001]

peeing or pooping?

Gawd I hope not both. Teetee only is the goal. LOL

 

[GoalGetter]

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ok what the hell is this??? hahahahahah some kind of interpretive dance? please explain!

 

[GoalGetter]

If you do wanna give up, you can do this w/my nutty group
http://www.incredible-adventures.com/specops_big_rush.html

Everything on that costa rica trip looks like a blast. I'd do it all except the scuba diving! i've already been bunjee jumping, and i'd love to go white water rafting... damn.

 

[GoalGetter]

you wont get bloated really from the sodium. You will hold some water. You will just be blurry. Like, you could see everything but it is blurry. But once you drop the sodium you really drop water!! and then you looko fantastic.

well i can't wait till then... the fantastic part. next week. this week is going to suck. hahahaha! I started tonight. 10.5 oz of chicken broth -- couldn't find boulions at walgreens, but found broth, got that instead, about 1250mg of sodium.

nice pics by the way. I would nut ya.

please, do.

 

[GoalGetter]

Hey GG!!

Just wanted to tell you how AWESOME you look!! Your latest pics are beautiful. Seriously you look perfect to me... so fit and muscled and healthy!!!!!!! Good luck in your comp, in my book you already won!

Awwww... Thanks sapphy!

 

[GoalGetter]

Gawd I hope not both. Teetee only is the goal. LOL

i figured as much, but i wanted to ask just in case that the superfluous sodium does a number on my intestines as well... i wanted to be aware of all possible scenarios. hahahaha!

 

[The Monkey Man]

Everything on that costa rica trip looks like a blast. I'd do it all except the scuba diving! i've already been bunjee jumping, and i'd love to go white water rafting... damn.

Summerville, West Virginia... 17SE00
Upper Gauley River
"PILLOW ROCK"
(Best PIC I have)

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[King Silverback]

Pics are INCREDIBLE!!! Awesome progress, and your smile is perfect in your 1/4 turn to the right!!! Your quads are lookin Dynamite!!! Very good symmetry too

 

[GoalGetter]

Food - April 4 and 5, 2005

Same exact foods today and tomorrow. I know... too much tuna, mercury poisoning, whatthefuckever. I am a little low on funds, so I'm using up what I have in my cabinets before i go back to the grocery store. So please, i don't wanna hear it. I know all about the hazards of mercury yadda yadda yadda.

As for macros - jodi changed my shit up a little bit, from isocaloric to 50%P/30%C/20%F.

This sodium loading is really making me sick to my stomach, mostly because i'm not used to this level of saltiness in my food anymore. these bouillions are friggin nasty. Dont' try to tell me, "It's good! It's like chicken soup." CHicken soup my ass. MY MOTHER'S CHICKEN SOUP is what i think of when you all say chicken soup. THIS... this is disgusting. it is piss-colored salty water with some little green pieces of herbs and spices floating in it, which do nothing to improve the flavor. I AM DYING to throw in some noodles and chicken and potatoes and such.

And yes, can we say, "whiny little bitch" this morning? I know i am. Sorry in advance, as I believe i'm on a downward spiral in the bitchiness department. According to jodi, next week will be worse, so if any of you ever wanted to work on your tolerance and patience, here is your chance... compliments of yours truly.

And now for the meals....

Meal 1

4 egg whites
1/3 cup oats
1/3 cup berries
1/2 scoop whey protein
1 tsp flax
3 fish caps

Meal 2 - PWO

1 scoop whey protein
1/2 cup oatmeal

Meal 3

7 oz. canned chicken
1 tsp flax oil
Romaine
ACV

Meal 4

4 oz. tuna
1/2 cup brown rice
25g apple pieces
Broccoli
1 fish oil cap

Meal 5

7 oz. canned chicken
1 tsp flax oil
Romaine
ACV

Meal 6

4 oz. tuna
3.5 oz. sweet potato
Broccoli
2 fish oil cap

Totals

Calories 1458
Fat 32.43 (20.02%)
Carb 103.75 (28.46%)
Prot 187.78 (51.52%)

 

[P-funk]

I can think of one thing taht can make you happy.

 

[GoalGetter]

I can think of one thing taht can make you happy.

yeah but that's not till may

 

[P-funk]

yeah but that's not till may

it begins with D and ends with K and in the middle is IC.

 

[GoalGetter]

it begins with D and ends with K and in the middle is IC.

I know what you were talking about, and as i said, I'll say it again...Yeah, but that's not til may.

 

[P-funk]

I know what you were talking about, and as i said, I'll say it again...Yeah, but that's not til may.

keep wishing and some dick may come your way.

 

[GoalGetter]

keep wishing and some dick may come your way.

Dicks come my way every day. Especially when I"m working out. Like this morning, some dick was standing next to me while i'm trying to do my wimpy three chin ups, telling me how I should be training differently and how HE would do it, and that if i really want to see some changes in my body I should do what HE suggests.

What a fucking dick. He has no idea what i'm doing or what i'm training for, yet he had the audacity to stand there, interrupting my workout and annoying me, completely oblivious to the "fuck off" look on my face, to tell me how I'm training all wrong.

 

[P-funk]

Dicks come my way every day. Especially when I"m working out. Like this morning, some dick was standing next to me while i'm trying to do my wimpy three chin ups, telling me how I should be training differently and how HE would do it, and that if i really want to see some changes in my body I should do what HE suggests.

What a fucking dick. He has no idea what i'm doing or what i'm training for, yet he had the audacity to stand there, interrupting my workout and annoying me, completely oblivious to the "fuck off" look on my face, to tell me how I'm training all wrong.

you are to nice. when people try and do that shit to me I just really tell them "shut the fuck up, you ahve no idea what you are talking about." Don't take shit from people.


I have some dick i can give you.