Some intersting thoughts that have been bugging me...
I used to be considered a catch.. why? Great in bed

no not that. I had my own house, new car, great paying job, and a father. Not that i wanted to be caught but I had all that going for me if needed.
Now? well I make average money, don't own a house, still in debt up to "here" Not that any of that really matters right now because regardless of what I have or have had I content with what I have... hmm or who I am I guess. But then again I have to wonder sometimes who I am. I mean what 36 year old goes out and buys a new bike, gets his nipples and tongue peirced?? Yea I know one that is searching for his youth. I don't want to give it up, I mean who does right?
But I came to a realization that what I had versus what I have makes a difference in what you can get. I mean get as in the quality of companionship. If I was looking for that special someone in my life right now I have a pretty good idea of what I wouldn't get. She wouldn't be high maintenance. She wouldn't have her own house. I'm pretty sure she would be about equal to what I make and have.
I'm starting to think I've put myself in the position to attract biker babes, strippers and lifetime waitresses.....
Funny men are always questioning how important is it to have money when it comes to women. I think the answer is so much more complex than a simple yes or no. It's more of does money matter when it comes to the quality of ones choosing his significant other? That answer has to be yes. I think.
I haven't a foggiest idea of what I'm trying to say... I think I'm saying I need to get back up the social ladder a little. Get a better pick of the litter when the time comes that i am ready to settle back down.
Hmmm already got two jobs, sort of. Well I guess I could always turn to porn for a little extra cash...... hey just trying to expand my choice here people... strippers, biker babes, waitresses, and porn stars
