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Greeky's BingeFree Zone

Sweetie I am not taking EC anymore.

I am a bit less dizzy now thanks lil bro
 
Oh, I am!:grin: I also ate pizza, only 2 pieces!!

Glad you are feeling better!!:)
 
Didn't eat anything else last night or have any alcohol. Went dancing w/ my friend, her date, and his friend. His friend didn't even talk to me much less dance with me bc "he didn't want to lead me on to think that there's any chance of a relationship" give me a fucking break loser, I didn't like him anyway but it was rude that he was dissing me like that all night. :mad:

M1: 3/4c oats, ew, sf jello
M2: ~4oz pork souvlaki, apple, tbsp bbq sauce
M3: grande (medium) frappuccino :finger:
M4: 3/4c oats, ew
M5: grilled chix, broccoli

Long Walk w/ friends

M6: chix, broccoli, diet hot choc
 
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Thanks Jilly, hope u enjoyed that pizza!!

Hey lil bro, what kind of job do u have?
 
Can ya pick me up some soy crisps? :laugh:

That's cute, I don't even have a job, I'm such a slacker
 
Originally posted by greekblondechic
His friend didn't even talk to me much less dance with me bc "he didn't want to lead me on to think that there's any chance of a relationship"
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MEN!:rolleyes: You are right, what a fucking loser!:lol:
 
Yes Jilly, it was very rude. On the other hand, yesterday my next door neighbor (19yr old) was telling me how hot he thinks I am and how when I walk out of the house his friends make comments about me. :laugh: Hey at this point I'll take any ego boost I can get :lol:

M1: 3/4c oats, ew, mango
M2: salad w/ "diet honey dijon" a bit of canned fruit, slimfast ice cream bar (110)
M3: uturn protein bar, 3 choc covered mints
M4: baked ham, salad
M5:
 
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Hey Sweetie!!! Buffets are my weakness too, especially breakfast bars or Chinese Buffets. :p :p , I try to do good, but I LOVE dessert and at breakfast hell, I love everything!!! Hang in there, your doing fine, everybody slips up hun! ;)
 
Frap?? YUMMY!:lick: The other day my gf got a chocolate chip(or something like that) frap from Starbucks...I had a sip and it was sooooooo good it was like a milkshake!! I didnt buy anything!:thumb:
 
Hi Greeky!!

Men are sooo full of themselves.... my GOD!! Didn't want to lead you on... give me a break!! :mad: :rolleyes:

He should be so lucky! :D
 
Same here ncgirl, I can eat all clean foods but if I slip up it's at dessert time, it sucks!

Jilly, fraps are sooo good. They shouldve never been invented!

Sapphy I agree, he was an immature jerk but I shouldn't have let it bother me as much as it did.

It's thunderstorming so hard my house is shaking, and yet I am so angry at my mom I am actually considering leaving.

Mood: Very, very angry.

Therapy: Going to switch gears for a bit and focus on self esteem, while checking in on eating. Right now my eating patterns are changing and I can't seem to figure anything out as to why I am doing what I'm doing.
 
:(
Sounds like you are having a tough day
I hope everything gets well

and what about that 19yr old neighbor?
Is he good looking?

It sounds like he's attracted to you
You might wanna check it out :)
 
Duude. I don't even date guys my own age much less younger than me.
 
Keep smiling Viv!! :kiss:
 
I agree! that d00d was a TOTAL LOOSER!! you should have started DISSING HIM!!! I would have!! :fire: :teeth:
your so much better then that girl!!! :kiss:

LOL! not even your age?? my ex of 2 years was a year younger then me! but he acted older then me! haha Im a kid at heart :p
 
It's different for guys to date younger girls.

Trying to Sapphy!

Jen that is cute, I guess it's the way I was raised, most greek girls date and marry older guys.

(Add to yesterday M5: coffee w/ cream, small piece chicken)

M1: 3/4c oats, 3 ew, watermelon
M2: 1/2c oats, chocolate <-upset eating
M3: ham, 1 slice multigrain toast, apple
M4: *My Graduation Dinner Party*
celery and carrots dipped in ranch, chicken salad w/ 2 pineapple rings and honey mustard, glass of wine, fairly large piece of ice cream cake
M5: small piece ham bc I am hungry, 2 choc covered mints
 
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Hey Viv :) You are my age I think, and most guys our age SUCK!!!! You got to find one who is around 26ish, they are finally getting out of that wild punk ass jerk stage. :) Then they are cute and fun. :)
 
I agree but even the 26 yr old's ive met have been the same way.

I'm fine sweetie, it was my graduation dinner party (see above meals) Miss ya :kiss:

And yes, I'm not at my happiest, been fighting w. my mom a lot, and havent been to the gym since FRIDAY. Tomorrow is weigh in day and career fair, sucks.
 
I can't believe how many days it's been since I worked out.

Bought a cute tight strapless dress today just bc it was too big on my friend so she told me to try it on, and she said it looked good on me, and ended up wearing it at my party. For the first time ever, I felt kinda like I "fit in" with my gorgeous cousins. Now if only I could lose the weight, I'd really fit in *sigh*
 
Oh Greeky... please be happy with yourself. I wish you realized YOU are gorgeous and have a great body. Stop comparing yourself to other people. I know that's hard to do, we are bombared every day by "perfect bodies", but look around at REAL people you see everyday, ones that haven't been airbrushed and enhanced, you are by far WAAAAY above average looking. Most people can only wish they looked like you!!!!

Please please try to be be kinder to yourself... you deserve it! :kiss:
 
Originally posted by greekblondechic
For the first time ever, I felt kinda like I "fit in" with my gorgeous cousins. Now if only I could lose the weight, I'd really fit in *sigh*
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That pretty harsh if you ask me. Why the hell would losing weight help you fit in? Stop thinking so friggin negative. Stop being so hard on yourself. Stop judging youself soley based on your appearnce....as corny as it sounds, its whats inside that counts.;)
 
Thanks Sapphy and Jilly, I know I tend to be hard on myself but it's tough to change and I am working on it by going to therapy.. :shrug: The reason I had said that was bc I have always thought my cousins are so much prettier/thinner/better looking/more popular etc.

Weight: 156 (Surprising)
Waist: 30.5" (Also surprising) Only 1 more inch to lose to get into my comfort zone :banana:

In the past week I only worked out once, had a large binge, and ate junk food on several occassions since, and I didn't gain weight, I lost it? WTF!? I am so confused, lol. The weight is coming off without any good efforts on my part, altho I do think if I had been good all week Idve lost another 2lbs or so.

My therapist is especially interested in what my eating will be today since last week when I saw the scale went down, I had a large binge. I better not do that this week :finger:

M1: 3/4c oats, ew, apple
M2: 1 slice multigrain toast, coffee w/ cream
M3: low carb protein bar, watermelon, 1/4c oats

Workout: Chest, tri's, 30mins cardio

M4: 1/4c oats, chicken, salad
M5: coffee w/ half n half, a few sips of bro's frapp, 3 whites
 
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I really need to go to a foot doc.. I had to cut my cardio short again today :mad:
 
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