Greeky's BingeFree Zone

[PreMier]

Hi Viv, sorry to hear about your foot. I think what you need is a good foot massage

 

[shortstuff]

Hey mycat! sorry I totally am not tryinhg to diss you, i didn't ignore your post just haven't been around You do have to admit that so many guys between 21-26,27, are totally into just playing around I mean I have met some great guys that are my age (22) and inbetween. I am just being funny trying to maybe cheer Viv up.

Viv!!! I hate hearing all this sadness, do I need to send a nakled man over to your house?????????

 

[greekblondechic]

Premi, I need more than a foot massage hon but you are more than welcome to come give me one

LoL @ shorty, thanks girly, I dont like the negativity either, I just wanna be happy and healthy, but it's tough with the constant aggravation I get from my mom and then getting down on myself for not being perfect and so on.

You can send that naked man over but I don't know what I'd do with him Maybe he can teach me

 

[greekblondechic]

M1: 3/4c oats, 5 ew, watermelon, small piece chocolate
M2: 1 slice mltigrn toast, ham, 1/2 apple
M3: 3/4coats, handful cereal, ew

Workout: legs, 30mins cardio (wasnt even gonna go, trying to rest my feet and not aggravate the arch pain, but my mom is seriously upsetting and angering me, I had to get out of the house)

M4: 1/2c oats, steak (not much), dandelion greens
M5: coffee w/ 1/2 a creamer lol, diet hot choc, a few bites steak

 

[myCATpowerlifts]

Originally posted by shortstuff
Hey mycat! sorry I totally am not tryinhg to diss you, i didn't ignore your post just haven't been around You do have to admit that so many guys between 21-26,27, are totally into just playing around I mean I have met some great guys that are my age (22) and inbetween. I am just being funny trying to maybe cheer Viv up.

Viv!!! I hate hearing all this sadness, do I need to send a nakled man over to your house?????????

its ok shortie
I've been working and doing stuff this week, cuz it was last week of school
so i havent been around either

I agree with you
Most guys any age are jerks plain and simple
i'll be the first to tell you

 

[myCATpowerlifts]

Originally posted by greekblondechic
Thanks Sapphy and Jilly, I know I tend to be hard on myself but it's tough to change and I am working on it by going to therapy.. The reason I had said that was bc I have always thought my cousins are so much prettier/thinner/better looking/more popular etc.

Weight: 156 (Surprising)
Waist: 30.5" (Also surprising) Only 1 more inch to lose to get into my comfort zone

In the past week I only worked out once, had a large binge, and ate junk food on several occassions since, and I didn't gain weight, I lost it? WTF!? I am so confused, lol. The weight is coming off without any good efforts on my part, altho I do think if I had been good all week Idve lost another 2lbs or so.

My therapist is especially interested in what my eating will be today since last week when I saw the scale went down, I had a large binge. I better not do that this week

M1: 3/4c oats, ew, apple
M2: 1 slice multigrain toast, coffee w/ cream
M3: low carb protein bar, watermelon, 1/4c oats

Workout: Chest, tri's, 30mins cardio

M4: 1/4c oats, chicken, salad
M5: coffee w/ half n half, a few sips of bro's frapp, 3 whites

haha
the same thing happened to me
I changed evewrything up a few weeks ago, started eating better, working out more intense, etc
and i lost a few pounds
but then this week i didnt workout but once
and i ate crap a couple times per day for like 3 days (like i said last week of school)

and i lost as much weight this week as i did the 2 weeks b4 this

 

[Stacey]

Congrats on the weight loss..and the slimming waist.. WooHoo!!!

 

[shortstuff]

Greeky- I totally hear you on the mother thing. This is why I am going to have over 40K in student loans because after I moved away then came home, my mother and I almost killed each other and our relationship was so bad that it was for our best that I moved out. If you ever want to talk shoot me a PM hun

Pam

 

[greekblondechic]

Wow, this new board is so confusing and where's quick reply...

Isnt that weird mycat?

Thanks Stacey!!

Shortstuff thanks for the offer hon, sorry about ur mom

M1: 3/4c oats, apple
M2: lamb chop, salad, mango
M3: some cereal, 3/4c oats, small nectarine, sf ff pudding, sf ff ICE CREAM
M4: lamb chop, salad (I think)
M5: coffee w/ half n half, a few mints

All I wanna do is eat junk food, I look bloated/fat and I feel shitty!
Not even sure I remembered everything I ate today so far!

 

[JLB001]

Send the junk food my way Greekie! I'll store it for later.

Try and have a good holiday this weekend.

 

[myCATpowerlifts]

hey greekie
whats up i just got home

suckiest workday...ever

 

[greekblondechic]

Thanks Jodie, you should have it, it's not doing me any good eating it.

Sorry mycat

I am upset again today. I have been spending too much time around pretty people, in clubs and on websites, and on TV. It's depressing. I've always wanted to look like them and fit in with them. Even when I was watching that MTV show Prom Date, I got upset cuz I wasn't attractive in high school and my prom sucked, and how I wish I was always good looking and how I don't have all the great memories those people have etc etc. Yeah, I'm pathetic. But I have to vent anyway.

M1: 3/4c oats, ew, a few cherries
M2: ice cream, tuna, lettuce, ice cream, apple (yeah I know it's bad)
M3: 3/4c oats, more ice cream, a few cherries
M4: 1/4c oats, picking at choc chip waffles
M5:

 

[atherjen]

Aww sweets your not pathetic girl. You really shouldnt compare yourself to others though. Rather then looking at those, focus on you and all your postive things going on in your life, graduating, etc. What you have accomplished with your own goals. We are all unique and no matter how hard we may try to be like someone else, in some way we will always be differnt. You are a very smart and beautiful woman Viv. Dont let the media get to you on what is seen as the "ideal" look, etc. Its just nonsense. Live up to your standards, not what others potray. and don't spend time dwelling on bad memories. I too have a ton, and while I have learned from most, I find that spending too much effortless thinking about them just makes me in a icky mood. Think of what you want to work towards in the present moment. I believe in you chickie! Head up! Turn off the b00b-tube, throw out the ice cream and think happy thoughts! Go in your room.. shut the door, turn on some groovy tunes and dance and think I AM BEAUTIFUL sounds silly but that'll get you in a good mood!

 

[greekblondechic]

Thanks Jen, you're right that I shouldn't waste my time thinking about the past! I should only focus on the present and the future. I just wish I didn't get down on myself this way and eat and gain weight.

Ugh, my mom is talking about me saying I "can't control myself"

Yeah well, thats what binge eating disorder is mom!!!!!!!!!!!

Damnit now I'm upset and crying.

 

[greekblondechic]

I am tired of typing the same shit over and over again, and you guys are probably all tired of it too, I think I will probably start a new private journal so I am not such a pain in the ass anymore

 

[JLB001]

You are not a pain Greekie. Nowhere close to that chickie!

 

[Jill]

Throw the icecream out please

 

[david]

Hello Stranger!

Sorry I have been only able to post once or twice in a blue moon on IM.com mind you, my own Florida board! I wish I could make it disappear!

Anyhoo, keep your chin up high for me and remember, "Love yourself first, keep working at your goals because the only way to go is UP!!" STAY POSITIVE!!!!

 

[myCATpowerlifts]

You think about them and yourself too much

I mean, when im somewhere like that
and all these hot babes, and handsome guys with much better bodies or w/e

I dont give a damn
I never even pay attention to the guys

I focus all on the ladies

 

[Jill]

You doin ok sunshine? Shoot me a pm if you wanna chat. I had a horrible 'diet' day yesterday-pizza, a few cookies, gummy 5cent candies from 7-11, and pretzles with diet yogurt-feel like crap today, so I guess I can relate. Now I just need to get back on track today-Im calling yesterday my cheat day. Off to do cardio and chest, have a super day girlie, and take care of yourself!!!!

 

[shortstuff]

Hey Greeky how you holding up??? Honey I miss you online here. I was hoping to see you post something today. Honey seriously if you need to talk, talk ot me, trust me I am feeling everything you do so trust I feel for you.

 

[hardasnails1973]

Keep positive viv. THings can only get better. Look at the hell i went through and Basically did it all alone becuae my freinds totally bailed on me, but you know what it made me a stronger person and showed me who my true freinds really are. To put in a nut shell i wiped out all my neurotranmsitters from all the stimulents and nutrient deficeincy. Why I was an emotional wreck past 6 months. I went through anxiety/ stress then into depression from the with drawl, but today it starts a new day and what a glorious one it will be. Time to pull our selves out of this rot and start looking forward to a new life. So what if I have to stay on testosterone rest of my life. its not such a bad thing LOL

 

[greekblondechic]

You know, every now and then I get so upset and I feel like withdrawing and keeping to myself because I feel like I am the biggest pain in the ass here, but you guys always draw me back, and it's really sweet of ya's. I do appreciate it that you all care, it means a lot to me (I mean this, not tryin to sound cliche)

Jodie, you are so on target and such a great example of the awesome changes that can be made in a short period of time.

Jilly, I miss my twin who is barely ever online anymore Did you ever get your computer fixed????????

David, *big hugs* my friend is STILL yelling at me for not getting her a south beach shirt lol

Mycat, u are a funny lil bro!

Shorty thats really sweet hon, when you werent around for a while I was askin david where you went hehe

Shawn, we should hang out sometime hon, we both need hugs and I know how hard things have been for you lately and Im glad you FINALLY know whats wrong with you. I only wish to see you happy and healthy again. I will be getting my ass to a ND/holistic doc or one of those Wilsons thyroid doc's eventually. Just wish I didn't have any of those issues standing in my way.. It's good I'm not takin any ephedrine anymore, I really should get off the caffiene too.

Yesterday's diet was clean, sorta underate but it helps make up for the day before's binging. Also 45mins cardio and some dancing at night. Like no guys approached me, and I felt so fat/ugly, yuck. I didn't think I looked that good last night, so I'm not sure if guys didn't approach me cuz I didn't look good, or cuz I wasn't acting confident. Was way too f'n packed at the club, and hardly any cute guys either.

 

[shortstuff]

Babe you need to be confident, no matter what you look like, which I know you look amazing, you are no whre overweight and obese like 48-50% of this country, and you at least know what you need to do which is a step above so many people. BE CONFIDENT!! That is the most attractive thing about a person. That will help with men, jobs, family, everything! Also with your mom, have you ever taken her out, the two of you for coffee or dinner or something where yout wo can talk, and only you two and you can tell her how she makes you feel and what is going on with you? I found that is what helped me with my mom. She is the reason/one of them/ that I am like I am, with being so concerned with my weight, my looks, how thin I am and all that. When I told her this it really hit her what was going on. Now we have a much better relationship and maybe that could help??? Babe serisouly if you want I can PM you my number, always feel free to email me, casue I feel like we are kindred, as much as I seem like I am together on here, there is so much I fight with on a daily basis just to keep myself going. This is why I do so many things so that I rarely have down time so I don't think about what I hate about myself, especially my weight!!!

 

[JLB001]

Greekie...I wish at times I could just have other foods. I see a big eatting feast coming on th 13th. No food will be safe.

I wish I had answers for you with the eatting problems and such, but I don't. I'm not much help in that dept.

 

[greekblondechic]

Thanks shorty and its so cool talking to you on AIM!!

It's ok Jodie just keep bein you thats good enough for me!

M1: 3/4c oats, ew, apple, coffee w/ silk, fudgesicle
M2: 1 slice multigrain toast, tuna, salad, strawberry popsicle
M3: 1/2c oats, ew, 1 fudgesicle, 1 strb popsicle (goin crazy w these) a bunch ff pringles (10-15, didnt count)
M4: oneway bar, bunch of sf candies
M5: too much chicken, small piece corn, bite of toast

 

[myCATpowerlifts]

hey sissy
whats up?

Im just hanging out....ttyl

 

[Jill]

Hey hunny buns!!! I am still around I just cant really play much when Im at work + Ive been real busy trying to get things ready for my vac. I hope you are ok. Pm If you like-I dont know how much I can help, Ive been going down hill for the last week. I sware my friggin body and diet is like a rollercoaster ride, up and down, up and down. I can relate when you say you dont want to be a pest, cause that how I feel some times complaining and shit. Gotta run, will chat later sweets. Just take care of youself. *hugs*

 

[myCATpowerlifts]

Thanks shorty and its so cool talking to you on AIM!!

thanks a lot...

 

[myCATpowerlifts]

now im really not talking to you