VictorZ06
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As some of you guys know, I have not been so active here as of the last 2+ years. I've been in and out of the hospital having complex surgery done to my back/spine. I had some shrapnel in my back that wedged itself in some nasty areas. Well, I couldn't walk much less train for the past two years. The most upsetting and disappointing time in my life. Not being able to train has really messed my mind up in ways you couldn't imagine. I'm sure many of you can relate.
During this time, my fucked up docs had me on MASSIVE amounts of opiates. It came to the point where they could no longer legally give me more to curb my pain. But without them, I couldn't feel my feet/legs and I would always have slip and falls. The stress and pain caused me to lose my job. My depression later pushed my wife away. So now, I more or less am starting my life over. I was able to finally kick the opiates out of my system. It was the hardest thing I had ever done in my life.
It's been about two weeks since I've been out of the hospital and off the pain meds. However, I have NO ENERGY at all. I'm popping just about every vitamin and am eating close to 400gr of protein a day. Food, no sups/shakes. I still can't get my energy back. Labido is also in the gutter. I know that prolonged opiate use can have a drastic effect on test production. I have not gone to see an endo to have my T levels tested. I'm very curious to see where they are at....I'm sure they are going to be really low.
Question is.....it's been almost 4 years since my last run. Since that time, I lost a significant amount of LBM....about 45 lbs. I worked 20 years for those gains. And now, my BF% is surely in the mid to high teens. I feel gross. I think it might be best to run a program. For the first time, I'm just not sure on what to run. Perhaps a bread and butter test/deca/drol run? I don't think it would be a smart move to start running 3g+ of oil EW just yet. I'm thinking of starting off with maybe 750mg of test.....maybe 500? Deca at 300 and drol at 50ED for 5 weeks.
Thoughts? Thanks guys....hope everyone is doing well.
/V
During this time, my fucked up docs had me on MASSIVE amounts of opiates. It came to the point where they could no longer legally give me more to curb my pain. But without them, I couldn't feel my feet/legs and I would always have slip and falls. The stress and pain caused me to lose my job. My depression later pushed my wife away. So now, I more or less am starting my life over. I was able to finally kick the opiates out of my system. It was the hardest thing I had ever done in my life.
It's been about two weeks since I've been out of the hospital and off the pain meds. However, I have NO ENERGY at all. I'm popping just about every vitamin and am eating close to 400gr of protein a day. Food, no sups/shakes. I still can't get my energy back. Labido is also in the gutter. I know that prolonged opiate use can have a drastic effect on test production. I have not gone to see an endo to have my T levels tested. I'm very curious to see where they are at....I'm sure they are going to be really low.
Question is.....it's been almost 4 years since my last run. Since that time, I lost a significant amount of LBM....about 45 lbs. I worked 20 years for those gains. And now, my BF% is surely in the mid to high teens. I feel gross. I think it might be best to run a program. For the first time, I'm just not sure on what to run. Perhaps a bread and butter test/deca/drol run? I don't think it would be a smart move to start running 3g+ of oil EW just yet. I'm thinking of starting off with maybe 750mg of test.....maybe 500? Deca at 300 and drol at 50ED for 5 weeks.
Thoughts? Thanks guys....hope everyone is doing well.
/V
