I struggled with opiates after the loss of my son. I am still fighting it on a daily basis. It was the only thing that helped the pain but it ended up making the pain worse. It is a constant struggle but for the better. Opiates do nothing but cause pain IMO it is only a matter of time. I actually quit smoking pot around the same time I started the opiates. I have never went back to smoking yet. One day I will do it again when I am able to enjoy it without worry of a career. Can't wait til that day lol. But I feel the same way opiates are terrible and I would advise anyone who is taking them casually to stop before it gets out of hand.
I hear ya man. Sorry to hear about your son I can't imagine that. But yeah opiates are great and all til you wake up one morning puking and have to decide whether to pay your bills or buy more drugs to stop yourself from bein sick. Vicious cycle.
I hate to lump weed and opiates in the same boat though, I just gotta get some time clean from everything under my belt before I go back to enjoying that sweet ganja.
Sloppy I don't have to stay away from it for a job or anything but I'm just trying to get some clean time from everything for a while and save some much needed $ in the process. I'm sure once I start this 2nd job roofing in the summer I'll be relaxing the best way I know how after those long hot days
