John H. said:
Hi Bio,
I say the following WITH TOTAL RESPECT AND HONOR AND DIGNITY to you - and as a way for you to be MUCH HAPPIER and see things for REAL:
Get to KNOW a Man. Get to BE friends with each other - to the point that you both want to have Sex with each other. Then, let him wrap his hand around your cock for you. And WORK on it to the point where you think you will COMPLETELY LOSE your mind if you do not get relief - then, have him STOP - WITHOUT letting you blow off. Then, let him start playing with your body (entirely), massaging every inch - HONESTLY, and LOVINGLY. Then, let him play with your balls. And your cock. Start, and then stop BEFORE blowing off. MAKE IT LAST for as long as you can hold back - THEN, let your BALLS BOIL OVER and BLOW OFF. Let him suck you off TOTALLY AND COMPLETELY.
You will then KNOW about life and living and TRUE HAPPINESS. And have a smile on your face and in your heart and soul - because you were with another Human Being WHO HONESTLY CARES ABOUT YOU - and YOU HIM.
IF you would rather it be with a Female, that is fine too. Either Gender WILL WORK for you IF YOU HAVE OR CAN DEVELOP AN OPEN MIND - and be objective - AND HONEST. PEOPLE - Male and/or Female CAN LOVE others REGARDLESS OF Gender and marital status - marriage IS MAN-MADE. Remember that. Marriage IS NEVER "a requirement", BEING HONEST!
BE HAPPY. BELIEVE ME, YOU WILL BE!!!! Right now, it seems to me you are really starving yourself and what YOU - the total YOU - NEEDS!
Take Care, John H.