You don't know shit John H, you believe. You believe that in the eyes of God, what you are doing is acceptable, and I believe that you will burn for all eternity for it, but for you to say that you know for a fact is moronic. Your fisting days where you and your buddies shove baseball bats up your asses may have transcended you into some state of mind that you think is heaven, but it wasn't, so don't tell me you know at all. The basis of God, any god for that matter is faith, and I have faith that you will burn for all time.
And what's with your comment about being of age? Did your mentor Dr. Kesey study subjects of age? Does a 13 month old infant posess the ability to say "I do not want to be sexually violated by you!"????? NO they don't, yet he performed a study that HE PUBLISHED IN HIS OWN BOOK that infants can have orgasms. So yet again you contradict yourself. You have huge problems John H, and hopefully you will realize what is actually going on in your melon.